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KENAPA AKU DIUJI?

• Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

•Apakah manusia itu mengira bahwa mereka dibiarkan (saja) mengatakan:"Kami telah beriman", sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi?
Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang
yang dusta.

KENAPA AKU TIDAK MENDAPATKAN APA YANG AKU
IDAM-IDAMKAN?
• Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

• Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
• Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

• Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.

RASA KECEWA?
• Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

• Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi (derajatnya), jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman.

BAGAIMANA AKU HARUS MENGHADAPINYA?
• Surah Al-Imran ayat 200

• Hai orang-orang yang beriman, bersabarlah kamu dan kuatkanlah kesabaranmu dan tetaplah bersiap siaga (di perbatasan negerimu) dan bertaqwalah kepada Allah
supaya kamu beruntung.

BAGAIMANA AKU HARUS MENGHADAPINYA?
• Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

• Jadikanlah sabar dan shalat sebagai penolongmu. Dan sesungguhnya yang demikian itu sungguh berat, kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyu',

APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARI SEMUA INI?
• Surah At-Taubah ayat 111
Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu'min, diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan surga untuk mereka.

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
• Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

• Cukuplah Allah bagiku; tidak ada Ilah selain Dia. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakal

RASA PUTUS ASA
• Surah Yusuf ayat 87

• dan jangan kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, melainkan kaum yang kafir.

Surah An-Nisaa' ayat 86

• Apabila kamu dihormati dengan suatu penghormatan, maka balaslah penghormatan itu dengan lebih baik, atau balaslah
(dengan yang serupa). Sesungguhnya Allah
memperhitungkan segala sesuatu

Bloghopping and this is what I found:)

Pameran Pengantin

Maka pergilah aku ke pameran tersebut bertemankan ibu dgn kawan die. Best2, mcm2 leh tgk. Ibu ngan kwn die pergi serang booth catering je sebab nak try makanan.hehe.. but before that something shit happened. aku nak parking belah kanan, pajero belah kiri tgh parking jgk, mcamana ntah dia bodoh tak tau parking pegi langgar pintu belakang kete aku, maka kemek dan calarla. It's not my fault! aku betol2 kat lane aku. aku pon parking dan keluar and guess what? dia pon parking dan keluar dan LARI!!! kawan ibu kejar dia sambil jerit2 tapi gagal. sian mkck tu..gigih die berlari naik bukit. kalaula korang terjumpe kete ni tolongla jahanam kan kete ni! tapi tgk kiri kanan dulu ok. Dulu pon kene hentam ngan pajero, tapi kenari, ni myvi plak. Maybe lepas ni aku plak kene bawak pajero so aku boleh langgar je orang2 yang bawak pajero gila ni. PAJERO BAGERO!! tanya ira ape mksod bagero. Huh.gorgeous

STUPID CAR!!!
(yg tepi tu bkn driver yang lari, tu ibu yg cube jahanamkan side mirror)

the happy reason

It's my new thing, "The left side"

It's on the right for the left side >>>

Happy visiting.

Pardon me V

This minute we are happy, another minute we aren't. But that's for that adjective. It cannot be the same with the noun love. Not for me, as this minute I do love you, another minute will still love you.

LDR sucks, geddit?

*LDR" Long distance relationship

Happy Thursday

Today, I decided to leave my work behind for a day. So I spent my time (in the office) doing this;

spent 2hrs for the new header. Change the layout from nana's blog (yours cute!). Well miss et, this is what I like to do:) scribbling, coloring, seeing the final product makes me happy. I'll continue my happiness by drawing more this! heee! Sorry mr.assignment, I love you but not today.

Something to share.

I feel totally relieved now. Even though not sure bout the marks but still, I feel like flying. I was feeling down few days back for being accused as a criminal. The most disappointed part was, accused for something that I didn't do. I was caught plagiarism, which is NOT true AT ALL. Plagiarism means you copy/use other people's work without crediting the source. In another word you steal someone else's work! Writing people are concerned about this and we are very aware of this matter and will definitely not to be that kind of criminal. I don't want to go detail of what has happened but enough say, I did not plagiarize and did not have any intention to do so, especially for this particular professor as I am aware that she will not tolerate such thing and if I let myself to plagiarize for that 15% assignment it would be very stupid of me and I will not even forgive myself to commit such crime. I respect the lecture and her broad knowledge. What I have submitted is 100% my own piece of writing after a week struggling to complete the assignment. Syukur, everything was well-explained and I was/am lucky to be heard and reconsidered for the second marking. The most important thing for me is to let the lecturer knows that I am not that kind of person to complete my assignment is such hideous way and I am not and will not let myself to plagiarize. If happen you read this, thank you so much to reconsider my work and listen to my explanation prof. To my very supportive friends, pya ,nana ira and ina thank you for give me all the support and be there for me and being very optimist. towards me. And dude, what more can I say, you are the sweetest person on earth and thank you so much for the encouragement. and thank you for believing in me. To you, thank you for reading.

Mari-mari

Pameran Pengantin
Malaysia 2010
(12th Edition)
TR4 Level 4, PWTC
12 - 14 March 2010

Tak berapa suka la.

Aku sedang key-in data dalam SPSS, smbil key-in sambil pikir. Banyak da key-in banyak lagi aku pikir. Tak pikir pon apa result data aku ni. Aku pikir pasal apa sebenarnya yang aku suka buat. Yang betol2 buat aku committed dengan perkara itu. sudah tentu bukan key-in data dalam SPSS-tiring. Mengajar? sedikit passion di situ tapi tak dalam sebenarnya. Aku nak jadi arkitek dulu sebab aku suka nak lukis tapi bila tau jadi arkitek memerlukan ketepatan dan melukis menggunakan pembaris, aku da tanak jadi arkitek. Aku nak lukis aku nak bebas. Bila lukis takkan ada salah, orang boleh komen tapi takkan ada yang salah. Orang tengok orang terima atau tak. Dan kalau ada yang komen, aku pon buleh pilih nak terima atau tak. Aku punya suka la. Aku nak buat benda aku sendiri, nak seronok tanpa kena paksa. Tapi tau belum boleh lagi. Aku benci buku. Aku benci benda formal. Aku benci accuracy. Aku benci benda serius. Aku benci format. Aku benci baca orang lain punya research. Paham tak apa yang aku benci sekarang. That little incident makes me think. It's a lesson for me not to be something like that. Haih, susahla nak cakap sini. Tak berapa nak keluar. For now, I just want to get it done.

Pyamok, I'm feeling you. Can I join the club?

OK Go - This Too Shall Pass

Remember dancing on treadmills and at the backyard? They do it again, awesome!

After yesterday, this shall make me feel happy






Probably they are well known more for their videos than music. OK GO ROCKS!!

-__-

Berani kerana benar, takut kerana salah.

Dan aku berani.

Tuhan, tolong.

Aku tak selalu mintak ini, tapi tolong bawak dude kt aku. Sekarang.

I need you.

kegembiraterujaan.

yesterday she took a picture with a pregnant woman, and today she is pregnant!
congratulations ina wina!
^_^

Writing resume.

Just finished polishing my old resume. It is old. Three years back. I lost the soft copy, couldn't find it anywhere, luckily dude has it! Thanks my dear dude:) Looking at the old resume makes me feel (1) old, (2) fat, (3) amazed, (4) mature. Just look at these selected particulars that are no longer valid.

2003 (back then)

Age: 23
Weight: 53KG
Telephone No.: 012-2486353 (masa ni pakai top-up, ni tade tules dlm resume laa)
Email Address: pjvigne@yahoo.com


2010 (currently)

Age: 26 (obviously I'm getting older)
Weight: 58KG (not so surprisingly I added another 5kilos! so in 2013 I'll be 63kilos???)
Telephone No.: 019-***6353 (da pakai bill sekarang ok. Notice the same last four digits)
Email Address: hafizahalil@gmail.com

The best part is the email add, see how I've changed from the childish email add to the more mature one! hehehe! dulu nak buat email address pun nak consider artis kegemaran. That is so primary school! Yes now I'm proud that I can stand on my own, using my very own, orginal name which sounds more professional. But I still love Avril though. Huhu. Oh, 1 more thing is the picture. Back in 2003 I just cropped an informal picture of mine, so not professional and I can't believe I actually did that! but now I'm considering a very decent, professional picture which will be taken tomorrow! This reminds me of one of the interviewers from MMU said to me, "You are saying that you are professional and bla bla bla but you were sending us a picture of you posing informally (?)" and I did reply, "well I'm trying to show that I am professional yet approachable and friendly (big grin). Mind you, I did get the job. Heeeeee!!

Btw, I'm praying hard I will get this job, not just the job but that particular place. Details later. I'm so ready to live there, got blessing from Ibu Abah, which is VERY VERY important. So peeps, please do pray for me. Amin.

Thank you.

Pardon me IV

Aku tak nak rasa excited sangat (lagi).. orang kata tak elok seronok sangat. Aku cuba buat2 cool... tapi tak tahan gak..honestly I can't help it sikitla. I keep browsing and bloghopping blog2 on wedding! Si Ina officemate senget aku tu siap tolong buatkan list barang2 hantaran untuk aku. Hehe! Sebenarnye dia yang rindu nak buat list2 tu! hehe lagi.. Sebenarnya aku tak tahu pun ape nak kene beli ni, berape dulang ape semua. Diaorang tak borak pon pasal tu? huhu...Dulu beli Cleo, Seventeen, Shape, sekarang aku dah carik majalah PENGANTIN. huhu.. majalah mula2 aku beli january issue, aku sorok dalam bilik, malu kalu ibu nampak. Tapi bila Kak B (kakakipar) datang aku tak tahan nak tunjuk kek yang aku suka nak suruh dia buat cmtu, terkeluar gak majalah tu, dan seperti yang aku plan, bila diaorang cakap "wah, da beli majalah pengantin" aku akan reply, "adik pinjam kawan adik punya." Aku juga sedikit excited bila kawan2 dah mula tanya, da carik barang hantaran? nak bagi berape? 7 berbalas berape? 12? 15? ade sedikit geli-geli kat hujung hati bila sedar aku dah mula berbual2 genre yang begitu. Ibu pun membantu aku menjadi geli-geli bila dia asek bagi flyers cetak kad kahwin, doorgift dan lain2. Ok, cukup.

Ya Allah, permudahkanla semuanya. ye, aku memang sangat excited:)

Spelling Bee Competition 2010

Students tanya aku, Miss kenapa "Spelling Bee"? kenapa "Bee"? Mengejakah lebah itu? It's a very good question actually. Ladies and gentlemen, the word 'bee' means a communal activity, it's like a get-together activity. Some says it has nothing to do with the insect, but actually those people who join the competition are seen as the 'bees'..as being busy trying to spell correctly. More detail-google! Ok so we managed to gather all the lebah-lebah to join the competition today! It was done succesfully! And looks like this was my last spelling bee competition with the lebah2.

gmba wajib. tak sempat nak buat backdrop maka tules saja

the confuse bee

seronok salah eja
winner, head of school, 1st runner up for the second year

tukang beli hadiah, tukang pangil nama students, moderator 1, moderator 2, tukang bagi hadiah

the bees:)

The finale battle were between two lebah and muadz spelt 'PANTOMIME' wrongly! P-A-N not P-H-A-N. This will be his favourite word of the year! Thanks lebah2 for joining this mini spelling bee competition. It was fun:) Ok tiba2 rasa sedih as no more for me for the next semester.

Kompang Sinarduabelas

Setelah berlatih hampir dua bulan maka harinya pun tiba. Budak2 ni baru belajar tapi sangat cepat belajar dan sangat bersungguh. Malam tadi mereka buat persembahan depan ADUN Paya Jaras (nak mintak sponsor kompang dengan baju, ehem) Dato' sangat impress so dapatla sponsor yang agak banyak. Ni salah satu projek ibu abah, kira budak2 ni percubaan pertama la main kompang in public. Teka sapa yang paling excited? jiran mereka? bukan... cikgu sekolah? bukan... sudah tentula ibu bapak diaorang:) Berikut gamba dihari kejadian:

rehearsal I

rehearsal II

Rafique yang sangat teruja!

performance I

performance II

RALAT: Abah cakap belum bersedia nak terima mana2 jemputan main kompang. They still need practice. Lagipun banyak lagi lagu2 diaorang belum belajar. Akan diberitahu bila diaorang betul2 dah sedia! Atas permintaan ni sikit sedutan persembahan diaorang,

Pardon me III

Cause you're leaving on the jet plane (bas cap eagle actually),
don't know when you'll be back again
owh babe I hate you go...





2 hours before leaving

Take care dude. Till we meet again.

Heeeee!

Hasil tangkapan hari ini...

for him by him

for me by him:)

for us by us

malam bulan dipagar bintang (sebab tengah lepak luar rumah)

Setelah bergeli-geli semalam, aku da risau balik pasal thesis ni.. 4hari aku tinggalkan file2 thesis bawah katil tanpa rasa bersalah. Update thesis:

1. Narrowing the research questions and questionnaires ' gap.
2. Finish up 3 more points for literature review.
3. Pilot questionnaires for the second time!
4. Rummaging for more study on speaking anxiety which is so darn hard to do!
5. Breathe deeply

ini perlu disiapkan dalam minggu ni tapi minggu ni saya nak beronggeng sama dude. Atas alasan, bukan selalu jumpa dude maka terpakse aku postpone kerja2 diatas untuk beberape hari. At this very moment tengah pikir2 macamana nak mintak permission abah nak keluar sok. T_T

14 Februari 2010

After 2months (exagerate) finally he came:) and he didn't come alone, he came with other 7 people.


Terima kasih,

Ibu, Abah, Pakcik Din, Makcik Senah, Pakcu, Makcu, Bae, Mamat, Kakak, Kak B, Kak Sya, Fadilah, Faizah, Ameera, Aisyah, Rafique, Athirah, Afdina, Afrina, Hazique, Aqilah dan,

Saiful Hisham dan keluarga.

Saya hari ini sangat bersyukur dan gembira. It's really a new beginning for us.

Alhamdulilah:)

*rasa nk menari shuffle*

the best part is, we talked through the window while they were gossiping, eyh discussing.. bak kate dude, so near yet so far..hikhik.. sorry, saye bergeli-geli sikit. tata!

Tunggu

Penantian satu penyeksaan. Ayat cliche korang boleh jumpe dalam novel2 cinta. Tapi sumpah aku tak penah baca 1 pon. ehem. Tepikir plak aku tadi..penantian diambil dr perkataan nanti, maka kenapa tidak kita mnggunakan PENUNGGUAN untuk maksud yang sama? Oh, mungkin ada elemen seram di situ. Aku bukan guru bahasa melayu, tapi nampak tak aku cube nak tulis tanpa typo. hohoho. Sekarang, dalam jam ini, aku sedang menanti. Apa rasa? pelbagai rasa. Contoh-contoh keadaan yang aku tak suka untuk tunggu (dimana saya akan berasa cemas):

1. Tunggu result exam (UPSR, PMR, SPM, UiTM)
2. Tunggu nak jumpa supervisor
3. Tunggu nak ambil test/quiz
4. Tunggu keutusan pilihanraya umum
5. Tunggu keputusan siapa akan terkeluar AF (tipu sikit)
6. Tunggu masuk interview
7. Tunggu macamane saya kene tunggu sekarang

Tapi tunggu sekarang cemas-cemas-excited-taksabar-tapi-masih-cool.

Saya tunggu. Doa semua lancar.
Aminkan doa saya. (kejap aku kejap saya)

gong-xi-fa-cai everyone!