The verb.

I've told me, i hate reading (so much).
I've told me, i have to read even though i hate the verb.
I've told me, it's not dat bad after all... this reading thingy.
I've told me, it's just a 22 page.
I've told me, it's way to many!
I've told me, read it bcos u have to not bcos u want to then.
I've told me, should i force myself?
I've told me, it may sounds insincere
I've told me, well u'll never do it sincerely pon kn..so? force urself!
I've told me, i wanna do something else.
I've told me, i should do it bcos it makes me happier
I've told me, i love colors better than words
I've told me, i love circle and triangles better than squares and lines
I've told me, i love Abstragogy better than Andragogy
I've told me, i could love both
I've told me i should just love both.

Now, I can breathe a sigh of relief.