Force me to like it.

I have difficulty to understand about the transactional theory of the literary work. Whether I don't understand the theory or the language, I'm not really sure. I can read 597 pages of counseling book but these 11 pages theory of literature is making me insane!

I'm forcing myself.I feel like crying.

I've told u I hate literature and there's no way not to abhor this.

When u dun feel what u really need to feel.

Da 5 minggu klas master start tp aku rase xsbok pon dan itu merisaukan aku. spatotnye aku sbok atau pura2 sbok tp bpura2 pon blom lg! owhh ye, aku da mule sbok nk pkir psal article review (asgment wajib tesl). bpkir itu suda ckop hebat dan kalu nk nmpak lg hebat aku perlulah ke perpustakaan (lame xpkai noun ini). The conclusion: Aku tade mood nk buat pape lg.

Klas ngaja aku da abes sem ni. So it will be a 3-4 week break so I can concentrate more in my study. Things need to do now:
1. Find an article about literature-library!
2. Prepare powerpoint presentation for adult edu. class
3. Study for a 20% quiz! testing and evaluation!
4. Eat more butterscotch bread!

Focus! Focus!

i am free

i long to write in here but just cant find the time to do so.why? well i have to (sounds so tpakse) finish up my three precious of 40% asgments and now i'm done! and also done for the first semester! yay! no final exam for M.ED tesl. another yay! how does it feel to work and study at the same time? asked my fellow opismate.. hmm i wud say ok la...there was a hard time la, the rest i kinda enjoy it (frankliest).how i wish the last asgment for this semester wud be the last n final asgment for the whole semester! so i am "free" from going to classes, citing here n there, do presentation and be so academically in the class (for the time being). sy rase bley bnapas skang...

i think i'm getting fat not so skinny anymore.i gain weight.a lot.i think..err...it bothers me a lot! this is not my body! help! help! i know i need a serious intensive exercise.huhu.when was the last time i had my exercise? ages ago!!

da la no more writing.jd emotional plak..isk2..went to angah (ira's sister) wedding kt smban last sat.picture of evidence as follow:

tcare evryone.ta~

3ari bgai 3tahon lamenye

mlm ni aku tdo kt umah!!

klas EDU720 aku da start so kne stay back kt s.alam for 3days 3nights.. tp blm msok mlm ke3 aku da blk umah.aku homesick:( ye aku ngade2.. da lame la xduk jaoh(xdela jaoh mane pon) ngan ibuabah.. 2mlm kt s.alam aku rase sgt lame..nape ntah.aku rase pasni aku berulang je kot.. kalu klas lmbt sgt abes br aku tdo sane..klas master ni agak mnakotkan.aku kne byk bace buku..academic books, bace newspaper.. NEWSPAPER?? aku mmg gagal bace soratkabar.then bace journals,previous research...read n read n read til i will b well read.plus now there are 3journals waiting to be flipped by me! blaja skang da xleh cm dlu lagi.. skang the library will b my 2nd home.erkk.. owh btolkah ape yg aku wat ni? hehe..try mybest not to stress myself out.will enjoy this experience.i would call this as an exciting yet tedious experience.bak kate pujangga u may feel disappointed if u fail but u r doomed if u don't try.*wink*

whateva it is mlm ni aku tdo kt umah! yay!

d--b Heartbeat-scouting for girls

Ta~