May 23, 2012

sick.

I'm now in my 14 weeks.Smlm suboh cirit birit mmulas perot.pastu bdan lemah amat sgt rase bdan tibe2 pnas! yes i have a lot of angin in my body! mcm ade angin xlepas.perot, blkg badan senak yang amat sgt.baring xboleh, bdiri duduk smue xkena.Allah! xpenah aku rase sakit mcmni.being so emotional, i cried like mad.feel bad for my baby:( rase mcm aku xjage die.sorry syg ibu mmg kurang antibodi:( tp dmm tibe2 mcmni mmg xpenah.slalu seseme batok tu biase.ptg g klinik doc bg ubat mcm2.doc ckp kalu 48hrs xkebah kne g spital check darah.again, i cried. luckily husband is around. Rase mcm 2nd trimester ni lg trok dr 1st trimester.almost muntah smlm tp aku tahan.sbb tu angin xklua.

but this morning Alhamdulillah panas da kurang tp rase pening2 lg.Insyallah with lots of rest n more meds i'll b fine.hopefully my lil one will b strong as i'm trying to b now.pray for me.

ps: btw philip philips won american idol!!!! woohoo!