I'm writing again.

I cannot stop thinking about it. Something bad, disastrous happened to my thesis. Something that I never imagined before. Something that will be a nightmare to anyone. Because, it will affect my future career, affect my wedding next year, affect me as a person, affect the whole thing. The worst part is, it's not my fault. I had some kind of vision about this. Will share after I got the results of this incident.

I wanna be happy for my engagement, yet this thing is killing me to think about it. Ya Allah, aku mntak pertolongan dr mu, aku dah xde daya nak tanggung ni semua. Tolong, bukak kan hati mereka, terima thesis aku.

Amin.

Mintak tolong doa kawan2. terima kasih.

Buat masa ni...

..aku xlarat nak buat pape, nak pikir pape. Aku boleh doa dan mngharap. I got good news in the morning but bad ones later in the evening. Tuhan, tolong..aku penat.