get to know myself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

how bout u?

I'm not pissed off. I feel blessed.

I'm so motivated to do something if I know what to do about that something. Vice versa.

I'll be happy if I know what to write for my term paper if I know well about particular topic.

I'll be happy if I get a new digicam to replace my broken-lense digicam.

I'll be happy if I know where to eat during my lunch hour and not so happy if I've planned earlier not to eat rice but in the end of the day the most thing I eat is, rice.

I'm so motivated to exercise if I know the right way to do it so i could lose 5kgs in a month.

The main word here is, the need. If we know what we need and know what to do in order to cater needs, we will be happier.

Are u aware of ur own needs as;
1. a man/woman?
2. a son/daughter?
3. a father/mother (if u'r married)?
4. a student?
5. a teacher?
6. a boyfriend/girlfriend (apply to ur own term)?
7. a consumer?
8. a citizen?
9. a friend?
10. YOU AS AN INDIVIDUAL?

Are you aware? are you? are you? are you?

I'm driven away with my 2nd thought paper about adult learners' needs. I'm so motivated now to write the paper because I don't want a "you have unfortunately handed in a piece of work that needs substantial editing" kind of comment from my 1st thought paper to be on my 2nd thought

paper! The comment was the best comment ever though because I'm now MORE aware of my academic writing (i hate academic writing). Thanks to Prof Haz.

Now I need to complete my thought paper and do substantial editing and stop writing in here.

Your need is your life! (wah mcm slogan insurance agency)

It's Sunday

My favourite sunday morning song~~

We've been together for a while now
we're growing stronger everyday now
It feels so good and there is no doubt
I will stay with you
As each morning brings sunrise
And the flowers bloom in springtime
On my lovin you can rely , yea
And I'll stay with you

I'll stay with you through the ups and the downs
I'll stay with you when no one else is around
When the dark clouds arrive
I will stay by your side
I know we'll be alright
I will stay with you

Though relationships can get old
Have a tendency to grow cold
We have something like miracle
Yeah, I'll stay with you

There will be heartaches and pains
But through it all, we will remain
In this life, we all know
Friends may come, and they may go
Through the years I know
I will stay
In the end I know that we'll find
Love so beautiful and divine
We'll be lovers for lifetime
And I'll stay with you
I will stay with you...

John Legend-I'll stay with you

u knwo i'll stay with u (u know who u r)
:)

the adorable ajiq kojiq

Me: Ajiq da skul eyh?
Ajiq: a'ah...
Me: Sape name teacher ajiq?
Ajiq: Teacher Kat
Me: owhh..ramai kawan x?
Ajiq: ramai!
Me: sape name kawan ajiq?
Ajiq: Daniel (kpale ke kiri)... Ahmad (kepale ke knan)...
Me: owhh..lagi?
Ajiq: Sarah (kiri)...Anderson (kanan)...
Me: lagi! lagi!
Ajiq: Shinbei... Kirimaru... Rontaru...
Me: ??? hoh!
Ajiq: *grin*

A 4 year old Ajiq. Adorable as always:)

Kamera rosak:(
super sedeyh:(
dat was last picture taken:(

gimme-fut,gimme-sal! hehh

Kami men futsal! (et same la!) dulu knon nk wat weekly activity tp nmpaknye mcm da jadi yearly plak.hehe... wpon kami kalah tp yg pnting bdan rs sehat! Nana yg lebeyh byk jerit dr mnyepak bola ttp hebat jadi defender.pihak lawan asek btuka2 goalie tiap2 kali kami meledakkan gol ke gawang mereke.beberape pcubaan hebat tlah dibuat tp mane aci dieorg smue kecik2 laju je lari sane cni.kteorg bdn da berat, bola lalu dpan kaki pon xsmpat nk tahan.huhu. mcm biase d next day aku saket kaki:(

ade org tgolek ktike cube mmbuat sepakan penalti.isk

we had sooo much fun! nnt kte men lg ek! kalu xmen futsal pon kte men la rejam lembing je,silambam ke, layang2 pon ok, konda kondi pon boley! :P

Sunday in my room.

I need a busy life. Being busy by doing things I am so in love with. Being busy and not even complain about it. Being busy and enjoy being so. Being busy and satisfied and the same time. Not being xbsyukur or whatever but I need a busy happy life.

I can't wait to finish my master and being in different situation than what I am right now. I can't wait! I love and hate teaching. Being a teacher can either make u feel so brilliant or so dumb. Sometimes it happens at the same time.

At this moment, I'm not sure whether teaching is my greatest passion. There's sumthing else. Somewhere.

We may stress out about our work but lets be thankful that we still have a life to live with. house to go home, foods in our tummy and our loved ones by our side (literally and not literally). Trying my best to swallow this. *gulp*

Tips: If u r so bored, try to imitate OK GO's "here it goes again" and "a million ways" dance step. Make sure u have other three people to make it possible. It is enjoyable plus u can have an exercise at the same time. Wink!

"Ibu jom peg OU!"

9.05pm

Smlm tdo umah nana yg smakin saiko dan btmbah manes:) pg ni peg beli bfast kt psar tani sek18. nana blanje bfast.time kaseyh. peg keje, jage pekse. seb bek 2jam..kalu 3jam aku ingt nk bwak bntal. org kt opis rmai tade.pya ngan ina amek pekse PTD.owh ye dude saye juge:) so abes jage pekse aku mcm ilang arah.huhu.nk blk umah tade sape kt umah, nk g shopping tp tgl beberape kepingan terakher je dlm purse, nk jln2 tade mood nk jln sorang2. Rase nk peg sunway tp peg OU pon ok pastu tros blk..tp aku da xske jln sorang2 skang. hmm aku wndu hamba Allah itu:( akhernye aku peg giant sek13 je.erkk.peg beli beberape buah magazine ngan lipbalm pastu pulang ke umah. aku xkse nk blk umah ble tade org kt umah.isk.kalu gaji da msok mest aku xperlu tules ini smue. NAK SHOPPING!!!

suatu ketike semase aku obses bkuku itam.
suatu ketike semase jari2 ku kurus btulang.huhu

Feel like listening to yellow coldplay then i'll watch grey's anatomy the complete 4th season! owhyeh!

Gud weekend peeps!

P/S: aku rindu bngat same kamu

Force me to like it.

I have difficulty to understand about the transactional theory of the literary work. Whether I don't understand the theory or the language, I'm not really sure. I can read 597 pages of counseling book but these 11 pages theory of literature is making me insane!

I'm forcing myself.I feel like crying.

I've told u I hate literature and there's no way not to abhor this.

Puteri Gunung Ledang the Musical is Incredible!

Everybody is talking about it.Puteri Gunung Ledang The Musical is freaking awesome! had one of the best chances in my life to watch dis musical. Thanks to Dr. Shireena our Literature lecturer. Another thanks bcos it's fweeeee!

I don't think i could ever describe the awesomeness of the theater. It's so perfectly done. From the main actor and actress to the minor roles even to those guys who pushed the props here and there on the stage- they were so awesome! The view was quite disappointing, yes our free ticket seating is at the upper circle but still!! awesome! Hang Tuah (Stephen Rahman Hughes) has the best voice ever, powerful singer he is. and of course indeed charming. I heard for the 1st season he couldn't really besilat but what i know yesterday, the besilat part was the most suave part ever! Drooling~~ hee! Believe me u dun even want to blink ur eyes! not even once. huhu! ok dats it.

We were lucky all the casts were the original actors because one of the lastweek's show, Adipati's role (Ac Mizal) was subbed by other actor. Dat wouldn't be cool. But honestly i'm not so into musical thingy bcos I found it quite inappropriate at certain time. Singing while you are mad? not really awesome. There was one time when Adipati was so mad and talking about war and suddenly he stop yelling and start to sing! well, it's musical!! I had to remind myself every time. But when Hang Tuah and Gusti Putri sang beautifully on top of the "gunung", then it was so heart-melting moment. I was totally in awe. I wish i kud capture the scene but no cammy is allowed.

I wish the night would never end. I think all Malaysians should watch this theater. Watch and flaunt about it.


Check out how Adlin Aman Ramli danced! Reminds me of "Gang Kapak" from Kungfu Hustle! haha!




Now i have to write a term paper about this.Nice!

dude dtg lagi! :D

Dude was here for 3days:D This yer we decided to celebrate thaipusam together.hehh!

Dude bought me 2seasons of Grey's Anatomy! Gembire!


Dude blk sane blk.haihh...
Esok keje.Everything's back to normal.

When u dun feel what u really need to feel.

Da 5 minggu klas master start tp aku rase xsbok pon dan itu merisaukan aku. spatotnye aku sbok atau pura2 sbok tp bpura2 pon blom lg! owhh ye, aku da mule sbok nk pkir psal article review (asgment wajib tesl). bpkir itu suda ckop hebat dan kalu nk nmpak lg hebat aku perlulah ke perpustakaan (lame xpkai noun ini). The conclusion: Aku tade mood nk buat pape lg.

Klas ngaja aku da abes sem ni. So it will be a 3-4 week break so I can concentrate more in my study. Things need to do now:
1. Find an article about literature-library!
2. Prepare powerpoint presentation for adult edu. class
3. Study for a 20% quiz! testing and evaluation!
4. Eat more butterscotch bread!

Focus! Focus!

shop.love

I went shopping! hehe.. mini-shooping^_^ not buying many things due to money constraint (not sure what it is constrained from). it's a retail therapy. it's an exercise for me to walk for 2hrs. it's a... ok dis are all excuses. I just have to spend my money or I'll explode!

Vinnci-RM55

Forevertwentyone-RM35


Little Black Book shirt- RM17
model: ameera taucu

Ah, gembira!
^_^

The verb.

I've told me, i hate reading (so much).
I've told me, i have to read even though i hate the verb.
I've told me, it's not dat bad after all... this reading thingy.
I've told me, it's just a 22 page.
I've told me, it's way to many!
I've told me, read it bcos u have to not bcos u want to then.
I've told me, should i force myself?
I've told me, it may sounds insincere
I've told me, well u'll never do it sincerely pon kn..so? force urself!
I've told me, i wanna do something else.
I've told me, i should do it bcos it makes me happier
I've told me, i love colors better than words
I've told me, i love circle and triangles better than squares and lines
I've told me, i love Abstragogy better than Andragogy
I've told me, i could love both
I've told me i should just love both.

Now, I can breathe a sigh of relief.

freakos

Few weird things happened lately.eyh bkn weird.hmm.. few heart-wrenching things happend lately.xdela wrenching sgt.. few things did happen lately,things dat really makes me feel so pissed off!!

situasi 1) lecturer laen ske ati amek students aku nk bwak peg field trip tuk evaluation dihari yg same aku nk evaluate students aku tuk demonstrative speech! aku da assign bdk2 tu lastweek lg. aku tau bdk2 tu xready nk wt demo speech tu yg aku lg marah! seb bek lecturer tu bertubi2 mntak maap,kalu x mayb aku soh lecturer tu yg watkn demo speech bdk2 tu!

situasi 2) alasan2 yg sgt "lame" dr students aku yg xprepare nk wt demo speech - "partner sy ciret beret" "brg2 yg sy nk wt demo tu ttingal kt umah, umah sy kat ampang" (kalu bley nk ckp kt kedah la tu, tp tkot x msok akal) "sy nk tnjok care2 mandikan kuceng, tp kuceng sy ade kt umah kawn sy" WTH??? ade jgk yg jujor sperti, "miss, we'r not ready." so aku pon xready nk bg dieorg mrkah. lalu dihalu kluar

situasi 3) bnde ni jadi kt opismate aku. dis one person condemn kwan aku dgn bkate, "nk jd lecturer jgn pkai bj kurong, nmpak cm cikgu kampong je!" WTH??? ye lecturer ni mmg pkai slack 24/7 n kteorg xpnah condemn pon kalu die nk jadi sgt urban, n kalu xske pkai bj kurong dah la.. xpyah nk kutuk kami yg bngga pkai bj kurong ni! org mcm ni pon ade eyh? plis la...get a life! Doktor India kt tmpt aku pon pkai bj kurong, Dean UiTM pon pkai bj kurong! Gabenor bank negare pon pkai bj kurong!

what's wrong with all these people? ttbe aku rase smue org mnjengkelkan atau dlm bahase biase kte dgr..annoying!

I really2 need a break!

Post Bday

smlm we had a small bday clbration.. d clbration was small la, yg besar makanannye! my big bro, aku n twins kakak aku turning 1year older on the same month. dptla bingkisan adiah dr ank2 sdare aku, kakak n kakak ipar aku:) n i bought dresses for my lovely twins nieces. they are 2 now! n to my big bro, happy 34th bday.urghh da tua!

ni kakak ipar aku wat.sape2 nk order leh order ngan aku.huhu

kakak ipar aku yg lg sorang mmg pndai beli adiah! aku suke!

rina & dina:)... ke dina & rina..
the squeezable twins!

ta! sy mau tgk ajl!

Feel like writing and sleeping

There's one creature in my office who is over-concernd and keep asking me, "xpnat ke lpas keje peg blaja plak?" "xpnat ke berulang alik ari2?" "xpnat ke nk blaja plak lpas keje?" then aku plak tny die,"xpnat ke ari2 tny soklan tu je?" aku blom tnyla tp mngkin akn tny kalu die tros mnanye! haihh kak, mmgla pnat. kte phmkan kalu org tny tu maknenye org tu concern tp u shud listen to that person's intonation. i wish there's a software yg leh msokkn intonation in writing. tade eyh?

Well it is tiring keje n blaja..aku bkn superhuman.tp da dkat 7bln blaja ni aku da xbrape focus rase pnat tu, i wud say "it's ok to be tired" or "it's normal to be tired" i am mentally ready for that.wpon kdg2 aku btol2 rase pnat n kne gak ckp pnat n dude kne dgr kelohan hatiku.kn dude kn?

slaen aku gnap 25thn on last wed, aku juge suda gnap setahon kt ptpl.i started working there on my bday lastyer.sweet kn? guh! it's not impossible kalu aku bckp lagi psal kegenapan aku bkeje kt ptpl ni nextyer! wpon rmai yg xbstuju.aku pon bkn kontrak lg tp da jadi permanent staff. OMG! am i??

aku xske nk mrungut. org kate dun take things seriously. ya rite! cmne blagak cool pon kte mest nk pkir gk kan. so that phrase doesn't work on me. Life is so shortla to be so structured and regret about everything. We shud take time and inhale life as it is. Just like what Dr.Shireena said in Literature class today-take time to smell your tyre! i never ever think of dat bfore!

it's friday and still i have to go bed early.why? bcos tomorow i'm still working!!!

maybe i shud start smelling my tyre tomorow.

later~

the getting older me.

Dude, ira, wawa, pya, nana, lono, lydbeepsy and all..

thank q for all the wishes:)

may dis yer will be better than the whole 24years I've been through.

amin~

me-20years ago

:)

sy suda charge bateri sy:D

Dude was here:) :) :) couldn't make it on my bday,so he came early:) :) :) i dunno other icons than this :) :) :)

happy:)

happier:)

not a happy moment, dude has to go home:(

Sian dude sy slalu kne trn cni. I'll find a way to go to Penang plak nnt eyh;)
Thanks for d weekend dude:)
:)
:)
:)

later~

sy perlu charge bateri sy

I'm so bored, i dunno wat 2do, suppose to read all that articles but i dun want 2... uik it's ryhme! nmpak x? nmpak x? uish i'm so into literature rite now.huhu!

dude, bile awk nk trn neh? isk

Ttbe aku tpkir psal my own future(mcm jrang2 pk kn?). what will happen nextyer? nextmonth? nextweek? tomorrow? next 5minutes? next milisec... owh i know... i'm still typing... well, slame sthon yg lpas aku wat bnde yg same2 ari2.. except for those days bile dude trn cni:) yg laen same je.. aku da sthon keje kt PTPL and agak amazed i kud stay dis long! tuhan xbagi aku keje tmpt laen dlu...

dude, bile awk nk trn?

I'm on a mission to do sumthing else.well still teaching but find sumthing dat i like to do and do it.dlu2 aku slalu tules "architect" dlm column "cita-cita" aku hapal cmne nk eja "architect" tu since I was 7. Tp bile da besar br tau aku xsuke lukes bnde2 yg bersegi sgt, mmgunakan maped dan pembares bbntuk siku tu.. so aku canceld jadi architect. Tp skang rase tu mluap2 blk. tp bkn nk jadi arcitect sbb aku xnk bazer 5thn lpas: mnagadap buku n prektis tules kt whiteboard. So I really hope i kud do dat thing i wanna do.aku xpnah si mrepek ini kt cni.

dude, sy rase awk perlu trn cpat sblm sy btuka jadi Laistragonians!

So, bile awk nk trn?

payattentiontofactsnumber16.

Banie tag aku.die ckp "silalah menulis 16 perkara rawak sama ada tentang fakta, perangai tak senonoh, ataupun hala tuju hidup anda". 16 facts sgt byk la cik banie.huhu

1. sy pernah kurus kering
2. sy blom gmok lg
3. sy ade potential jadi gmok
4. sy ade mnyimpan rahsie besar kwan sy
5. sy xleh bgtau kt sini sbb it's a secret
6. sy agak hyper (kdg2)
7. mayb sy ade ADHD
8. dulu sy ade fail pnoh muke yusry KRU
9. skang sy xpeduli pon yusry tu
10.sy agak butterfingers
11.sy suke lagu 1000 thn-butterfingers
12.sy suke peg kdai buku tp bkn tuk beli buku
13.sy ade beskal leh lipat2
14.sy tade lesen moto tp bley bwk moto
15.sy tkot nak eja "quite" dan "quiet" sbb slalunye saye eja slah tuk makna yg laen
16.sy dilahirkan pada 14 January 1984 dan hari ini 4 January.jadi takde alasan utk tidak mmbelikan sbngkos dua birthday prezzie. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

tq:)