marry you!

playing in my head for 3days now=)

Ala...

After a week report duty, I got a table/office/space or whatver. The truth is, I dislike it. Ada 6 org dlm bilik tu, aku dpt meja dpan skali dkat pintu. duduk kejap rase mcm meja kaunter pertanyaan. tade cubicle so kene ngadap muke lecturer lain depan kiri kanan. Kalu terlelap ke nak termenanges ke, korek2 idong ke xleh nk sorok la. Dieorg pon td aku dtg bz wat keje mmbuatkan aku tkulat2. Haihh.. Ntahla, I dun feel it la. Tak rase meja tu aku pny. Ingt nk peg amek brg hias2 meja (fav part) tp tak excited pon nk buat. So aku blah g jusco pastu beli lunch blk umah. ALONE=( maybe nanti ok la kot. Tak pon, biaq pi la depa. Aku bukan menumpang, that is really my place! It has been booked ok! Huhu. Oh yes, later I was informed by (future) tukang makeup die da org booking!! WUARGHH!!! br msg smlm ckp free da leh msok deposit smue ni tibe2 da de org booking plak. ape ini? ape ini? Fine, nak kene peg survey balik! Ish! Ibu plak kol vase utk centerpiece tade stok even da booking last month. Hari ini tak best.

BIG GRIN

Yay dpt tgk Social Network. Sorry dude awk kena tgk 2kali, sape suroh xtgk dgn org dlu:P and double yay dpt jugak kasot yg da byk kali try tp xbeli2 ni=)))

Perfect for teaching (alasan) ^_^

Ok, lepas ni xboleh beli2 da. simpan duit (ya rite!) and then we (kinda) booked pelamin and all for penang reception. Teruja, sbb aku xboleh buat ni utk kt sg.buloh. Huhu.

Esok keje - peg thumbprint je sbb ofis tade lagi:P

What makes a wedding beautiful?

What makes a wedding beautiful? Not really the flowers, doesn't matter whether it is fresh or not. Not really the dress, doesn't matter if it's tailored, custom made or not. Not really the color, doesn't matter between soft sweet color and bright vibrant ones. Not really the dais, doesn't matter if it's done by Nas Great Idea or 'Your Great Idea.' What makes a wedding beautiful for me, is the smile, that sincere smile from both bride and groom, how they really look at each other, how the laugh and share the moment with the whole family members and friends and how the wedding makes everybody feels overwhelmed.

Will I have that beautiful kinda wedding? Insyallah=)

4months to go, can't wait to be yours. Really am.

So far.

Aku rindu nak blk sg.buloh. Tau, baru sminggu blk sini tp aku nak shopping brg2 kawen dgn ibu lagi=( Ibu walaupun byk condemn ape yg aku nak tp sbenarnye die lagi byk ikot ape yg aku nak. Aku buat muke "ala..nak yg ni" je ibu teros ckp ok. Except for few things la, e.g: that while beautiful curtains and tulips. Dtg sini aritu aku dgn ibu sempat borong bunga. I just love all the process. Pilih2, decide mane nak, survey2 dan bayar2. hehe. ape pg blom buat:

1. Paper lanterns - nak borong kt petaling street (rm3/pc) ni kire mura dr kedai2 lain

2. Polka dot ribbons! - yang ni gile susah nk carik!! samada mmg kedai tu takde ataupon org kedai tu xphm bile aku tny, " ade ribbon polka dot tak?" sbb nnt die ckp, "oh, semua ribbon mmg boleh dikedot2" WT??

3. Kursus kawen - finally, it will be on the 25/26 dec dkt masjid negeri pulau pinang

4. Booking makeup - da jumpe tp blom confirm.

5. Pelamin + baju - pelamin 10%. baju 0%

6. photographer + videographer - BELOM

7. Kad kawen - da siap conteng2 blom finalize

8. doorgift - in good progress (VIP, ALL, KIDS)

9. Lain2 project DIY kononnye - 0%

10. Brg hantaran - 4 brg blom beli

Sape2 ade jumpe ribbon polka dots (pink) plis plis plis gtau saye ye=)

Terima Kasih, Dude!

Oh, before that. I bought this due to my sadness this morning. It's polka dot and lime green, it's perfect!

yummy shrimp!

The shoes conversation.
oh, thanks for the flowers too!
How can I not say I love you when you always make me to!

and suddenly...

I'm all alone. again. rase mcm mule dtg sini dlu. 3 ari ibu abah duk sini. bfast pg ni dgn ibu abah then dieorg gerak blk sg buloh. aku tinggal sorang2=( sgt sedih. almost cried tp tanak dpan ibu=(

Semalam 1 Dec 2010, my very first thumbprint kt uitm penang. Finally, I'm officially a staff here. Alhamdulilah, syukur sgt2. tp bln 12 ni blm msok gaji ye..hukhuk. Aku blm dpt bilik office sndiri. Tak tau la bile dpt. Skang aku lepak online kt McD je. Nak blk umah pon tade org. Bdk2 umah semua da pndah. Tibe2 nak kawin skang. Haihh.
Maybe bln12 ni tak blk sg buloh. Jan br blk. Ujung bln ni insyallah peg kursus kawen. So now what? WUARGHH NAK BLK UMAH!!!

Last shopping...

...before blk penang esok. dptla beberapa benda yang aku nak. let me remind you, semua pon nak diy ok. bukan2, bukan aku yg nak sgt diy, it's ibu. tp bile pkir2 balik sronok jgk. peg SSF sg buloh dgn kedai bunga SUN, kedai ni bjiran je dgn SSF tu. byk gila bunga rase mcm syorgaa! mngheret assistant ibu, the unofficial consultant kteorg. hehe.. dptla beli bunga dgn beberape bnde hiasan=) suke suke

cookie jar aku sgt suke. rm28/1pc

AJK

WHOA!

^_^

Oh, i fancy a lot this thing! wooden fence + tulips! tp Ibu (beriye2) xsuke tulips. so beli bunga lain. Beli fence ini 4bijik kecik 1 bijik besar. suke! rm27-besar / rm13-kecik

sumbat2 je bunge ni. nnt ibu la yg susun. tgn aku kasar.huhu

Br prasan gmba atas ter-upload besar. psst, aku nk beli lg wooden fence ni, jgn bgtau ibu ye.
Esok pulang penang sama Ibu Abah=) Tata KL! nnt i blk kite sambong shopping ye!

Random Thoughts

Kdg2, ape kite ckp, kite buat lupe nak amek kire ape org lain rase. pentingke nak kire ape org lain rase? ye penting sbb mengecikkan hati sesame manusia itu berdosa. Aku bkn ckp psal korang, korang dan korang je, ni jugak pasal diri aku sndiri. Kdg2 main ckp je sbb tgh sakit hati atau mase tu takde hati, janji kite sndiri puas hati sampai lupe ade org dah kecik hati. Aku seboleh2nye jage ckp jgn bg org kecik hati tp biasela ayat cliche semue manusia buat salah, tade perfect kdg2 mcm dibenarkan utk buat salah atas dasar ayat cliche itu. Aku mngaku kdg2 jgk aku ckp smpai org lain kecik hati tp byknye aku cube tahan atas dasar, die jugak manusia yg dibenarkan buat salah. Tknak la kecik2 kan hati org lain, sbb dr sndiri pon xmampu nk tahan kalu hati dikecikkan. jgnla ckp org tu sensitif sgt, cube kene dekat btg idong sndiri? boleh tahan?

Wallahu'alam.

p/s: this entry has nothing to do with my dear friends or my dear dude. It's something else.

The Popsicle Monsters

SHOPPING!!

I love today! Finally something for myself! =) pagi2 peg amek report medical check-up, br tau blood type aku B+ nampak die tulis POSITIVE besar2 aku da neves! rupenye B POSITIVE. pastu tros g shah alam bertemu miss sofia anta jubah, amek skrol dgn gamba smlm! boleh la, wpon aku snyum kulum! dats the trick ye, kalu knvo nanti (sape2la pasni) jgn ckp pape mase amek skrol tu kalau tak padah akibatnye! mayb gmba captured mase mulot tbukak, tgh muncung ke, mate separa bukak ke. haha! so snyum je, lg cntek kalu mate bertentang mate dgn tukang bg skrol. aku tunduk ke bwh, muke malu. huhu.. dlm gmba Tuanku Mizan tak nmpak sgt, nmpak sipi2 je. maybe photographer uitm kene tuka angle lps ni.

=)

Next, kami teros peg sunway pyramid. lunch dan teros serang semua kedai! jumpe wedges manes kat Cotton On for only rm69! ade 5 kaler, kaler aku nak takde size! kejam! da la ade 3org pompuan lain nk kaler same size yg same! next msok Aldo. Gile pny sale! tolongla peg beli kalu korang carik kasot. Aku terpikat dgn wedges lagi. dgr ye harga kasot ni, from RM359 jadi RM112 sahaja! WHOA! ingt nak beli buat ngaja tp tertahan2 sbb aku blom beli brg hantaran takot rs besalah! haha, bngok! so xjadi beli. tapi sumpah aku tringat2 skang! dem! Next nk beli slua kt esprit tapi smue mcm haram. esprit kt queensbay lg best, besar byk brg. msok Levi's plak tp xbeli pape. try selai je. next msok MNG cube shirt manes tapi tade size!!! rm99 (je) eyh tak2. ahahaha! pastu kami msok ripcurl dgn harapan ade handbag baru tp (nasib baik) tade. tibe2 miss sofia mcm xkeruan excited rupe2 kami jumpe ini:

LOMO CAMERA Y'ALL!!

MANES NAK MAMP*S!! sgt amat cool gile gempak cantek bergaya! ade mcm2 kaler, mcm2 jenis! Price: RM410 sahaje! tlg la beli sape2 gile LOMO. Aku gile gak dulu, nak wat hantaran mule2 tapi ade bende kecik lain lebih memikat hati. hikhik! tp LOMO ni mmg cool la! mari tgk kaler lain:

haaaaaa....






Tapi saye dah jumpe chenta hati saye!

^_^ need i say more? SUKE!!!!

byk kedai da sold out ye instax mini ni. katenye, katenye la kalu nk tnggu 3-4bulan lagi. aku pon tros grab ini! wpon xdpt kaler puteh suci, this already brighten day! kat penang rm399 ye, extra 100 dr kat sini. xcaye buleh klik gmba utk larger view. hee! oh, manes ku! psst, aku xtry pon si manes ni sbb nk smpan rase excited tgk film polaroid die klua! haa saiko i know!

next, i beli beg ni ingt nk letak make up, tp kalu letak marker bwk ngaja pon ok. sbb size nye perfect! manes ni rm29 shj=) (oit, bag ni pon nak letak ke?)


and lastly,

handbag guwes yg mura saje. rm230 for this size i think is super great!
*tq meera jadi model

Beli 3brg je, byk try dr beli. hehe. Tapi ni 1st round, more to come! Heee!! Masok Parkson tgk2 perfume, parkson sunway pyramid sgt best! byk gile choice perfumes, korang nk ape? ckp je! plus skang tgh Christmas sale, harga super murah! tp td compare2 harga dgn dude kat penang ade yg 100 cheaper so knape nk mmbazer disini? hehe. i got my perfume for hantaran! ingt nk beli utk sndiri pusing2 tp finally decided not to buy any. D&G lightblue mmg idaman hati, chanel miss sofia introduce pon best sbijik mcm daisy=)


Next nak carik jam=)
sape2 jumpe jam supercooliscious tlg share ye. tq!

Graduation!

THANK YOU TO YOU, ALL OF YOU
=)

It would be different if you were here

I wish you were here
(this is not just a song, I really mean it)

Hampa

Peg office ksya comel (kot die nk blanje perfume) arini, lepak2, print kad pastu peg midvalley. Mule2 nak peg nikko hotel, ade sale jimmy choo, coach ect. tp tak peg. jgn tny nape, tp aku xpeg. Peg gardens, mdvalley, pusing2, msok klua kedai smpai kol 4 lebey balik. Balik dgn tgn ksong! GILE! time aku tade duit, tinggal cukop2 makan je mcm2 aku nmpak boleh beli, smpai beli jgk wpon ade rm10 je. Ni ade duit (thanks dude) tapi 1 ape pon aku xbeli! even secebis, sekecil2 brg pon tak. I dunno whats wrong with me! Maybe sbb terlalu bhati2 nk spend duit atau takot beli lain and wake up the next morning, nyesal sbb jumpe bnde lain yg lg best. Haihh, this is tiring. I can't believe myself! *hantuk kpale kt dinding*

This friday plan nk g sunway pyramid, OU & Dcurve. Pls2 buy something Norhafizah! Just anything!

Can't wait for tomorrowww!!
Thanks K.sya for Tony Romas' kickin shrimp!! sumpah rase nk sepak kegembiraan mkn shrimp tuh!! hehe. and to cousin dila, temankan=)

Semalam puas shopping brg kawin dgn ibu & her assistants. hehe. Byk brg dpt beli and the best thing dapat glass cookie jar=) will hunt more soon! tp nextweek da nk blk penang pulak. huhu

Medical check-up

Mula2, Alhamdulilah, official offer letter dah keluar. Aku kene report duty anytime within 2weeks after 20th Nov aritu. So kene la buat medical check up dan segala. Buat dekat Putra Medical Centre (PMC) name mcm nak gempak kan. UiTM da siapkan surat semua, tu pun aku bagi nurse kat situ muka mcm nak tak phm ape benda surat tu. Oh kene amek darah!! Aku tak penah amek darah sblm ni. Besar nye jaromm! ye, sakit! tapi mcm suke plak tgh darah masok ramai2 dlm tube tu. huhu. mcm cair je darah aku. Pastu amek air kencing. Nurse tu tny soalan tak berapa nak pandai, according to me la. Dia tanya, "Boleh kencing?" La... mestila boleh, da 26thn aku kencing. Aku phmla die tny tu maksodnye, kalu nak amek sample air kencing agak2 keluar tak air kencing tu? tak penah plak aku amek sample air kencing sampai kene pakse kencing. Hehe. Aku buat muka "huh" ye boleh. Pastu die siap bagi arahan mcmane nak amek air kencing aku. "Awak jgn amek air kencing yg mule2 klua ye, kencing dulu separoh, da sampai tgh2 tahan pastu tadah dgn botol ni. Tahan ye baru klua kan balik!" hahaha, nak tegelak aku! then die sambong, "Kite tanak ade kuman" HAHAHAH! Damn ko ingat aku kencing berkuman ke? Aku buat muke 'whatever' kat nurse tuh! Ish, tahpape je. Pastu XRAY, ukur tinggi dan timbang berat! Berat aku 64KG! Ni adalah badan aku yg plg berat so far ye. Sblm peg penang, 5 bln lepas berat aku 58kg, after 5months naik 6kilo! ok, tanak ckp pape.

Next monday blk penang (cube ubah topik)

Lepas xray, die soh tunggu. aku tnggu dekat 20mins pastu dtg nurse mule2 tadi, eh kenape awk tunggu? aku pon ckp td die soh tnggu. Pastu nurse lg sorang tny aku, awk GN ke?? WHAT?? pastu ntahpape yg dieorg buat2 discuss then ckp, awk da bley blk. WTH~! da la aku berdiri tade tmpt duduk, semua da penoh, lelaki je duduk semua tade sorang pon nk bg aku duduk ke ape. I hate malaysians!

I love today.

Hanie's beautiful wedding

The front door

nana & ira =)

then gather here

with them

we just adore the place

3months nana

oh, the best part of the wedding! the Polaroid picture , yes with the fujifilm instax mini!! whoa!

Till we meet again =)

Dear Dude,

I really could
=)

Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha!

Mari kita berkorban!

Aqilah excited tgk lembus

Ehem!

Nampak tak aku slalu post entry. Suke la hatiku! huhu! At this moment aku sgt2 la amat nak shopping like crazzzzy!!! aku nk brabes duit 500 - 1K in a day, just to shop anything and everything! it's like, whatever is beautiful, supercool and gorgeous, I'll grab without looking at the price tag! kalu cmtu mau dekat 5k aku blanje! But seriously, sumpah nk shooping smpai muntah! The feeling of carrying those paperbags is so speechless! I love paperbag! mcm busy2 pegang byk2 while rummaging other things to add in the cart! Owh what a feeling! Then bile drive blk rumah, dlm kete bukak brg2 yg beli tadi smbil drooling... aaahh perfect, owhyes pretty! :P then smpai rumah bukak satu2 smue brg then try all those clothes, shoes etc. then the next morning try lagi smue brg! gaaaaaa!! when can I have that moment again? and I promise I will drag Dude along, and buy him that perfect shoes he wanted so bad and nodding to all my chosen stuffs! and yes to dear friends, I will treat you guys anything that u want! and buy u guys a stuff, any stuffs! Oh, I cant wait!

NAK SHOPPING BYK2!!!

photo: justsuper

yang tak sabar.

Aku tak sabar nak tunggu 25 Nov ini. Aku tunggu 25 Nov ini. Aku berkira2 bila agaknya nak smpai 25 Nov ini. Sebab 25 Nov ini bukan untuk aku semata2, 25 Nov ini untuk mereka yang tak pernah berhenti menatang aku. Ibu, Abah kita tunggu sama2 25 Nov ye! dan diharap yang disana pun dapat dtg.

Oh, baju pun da siap. Keterujaan!