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Tiba2 tpkir nnt duk hari2 dgn husband mesti lain.skang aku msak smnggu skali time die blk, lps ni hari2! haha! tp husband sy yg manis tu snang.mkn 1 lauk pon bley.jnji lauk tu bkn msk tmpoyak! hahaha! tp sorryla awk, kari sy gagal lg nk msak.kne kmas rumah hari2.skang pon hari *ehem* hari! heee! slalu time die nk blk aku br btol2 polish umah.gosok baju skang utk smnggu pkai.ptot mmg cmtula kan.tp kalau due ade hari2 aku gsok daily jgkla mcm gsok bj sndiri.or mayb not! sbb bj kemeja susah nk gsok lg2 the pants! maybe lpas ni bley peg keje satu keta je.die anta then amek! haaa suke2! sbb die keje sparoh hari je so ok la tu!

ok i miss him.

kan da xckp, random.

Alhamdulillah!

Syukur sangat2! Sy amat bsyukur dan excited tak terhingga! Husband sy yg manis tu, dpt tuka skola dr kedah ke PENANG!! WOOHOO!! after a year tnggu akhirnye dpt tuka jgk;) starting January 2012! I have a strong feeling that nextyear will be a good year for us! plus this is already a good way to end the year and to start the new year!

doakan rezeki anak thn depan:) Insyallah!


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"pegi la honeymoon.mak hang ni nk cucu.." -aunty

: )

soon, very soon.

Weekday getaway!

lastweek Deepavali on wednesday rite? so husband dpt cuti wed & thurs.sbb friday da mmg cuti so mmg die cuti lame la smpai sabtu! sbb bdk2 uitm tgh cuti so kami2 mmg xde klas harosla aku amek cuti! dpt lame2 dgn husband! weee! so on thurs we decided to go somewhere out of penang and not too far away. fyi kami blom dpt peg honeymoon sgt since kawen.time constraint, wiken yg xsama so ble dpt cuti byk cmni mmg sonok! kami peg bkt merah laketown waterpark! tmpt ni kecik comel je tp ok la nk peg skali skala.30mins je dr pmatang pauh.peg pagi sbb ptg slalu hujan kt sini. rmai jgk org sbb cuti skola kan.but we were among the early birds. kteorg x mainla slides smue tu, peg berenang kat pool saje. aku mmg xpndai berenang seb bek husband pndai. tp sian die xleh nk berenang bsungguh2 sbb aku duk asek pgg die je.heh! haaa sonok berenang same2 sbb xpnah pon sblm ni. kteorg berendam, buat2 berenang pelbagai gaya, tetelan air, etc selama 2jam stgh! around 3pm gerak blk tros peg beli dominos pizza! lapar gle ok bile main air ni. mlm bdan sakit2.haha! pastu muke aku sunburn skang tgh mngelupas! nice! then friday blk umah MIL and today,sunday husband da blk kedah keje aku duk sorang2.

Thanks awk bwk saye main air! nnt kte peg lg eh! i mean tmpt lain! hehe! lebiu!

Gmba dlm waterpark xamek byk pon:)

mari blajaq ckp penang!

Dah 6bln kawen ni dptla aku pick up few words yg mmg aku xpnah guna sblm ni.dan skang pon xpndai gune lg.hehe! mmg cacatla bunyiknye kalau aku ckp dan akibatnye kdg2 aku miscommunication dgn family husband especially mak metua! haha! kdg2 kne bg cue kt husband soh translate. So ni few words yg tgh blajaq dgn husband:

tokyu=kicap
takua=tauhu
tdung tngkap=langsir
pasaipa=pasal apa/kenapa
ghaplah=masalah
dok=sedang
koi=pukul (jam)
camca=sudu
ambra=kdongdong
lincin=licin
lehaq=leher

dan yg biase kite tau hujung R tukaq Q
tapi xsenang nk sebot ye! sbb tiap2 kali aku try jadi sengau! haha! eg: ayaq, dengaq,pagaq,sedaq,buboq, cucoq etc! kalau marmar nk sbot mcmne? marmaq? haha! ok xklaka!

Husband aku agak hebatla sbb bley switch ckp biase dgn aku pastu tuka ckp penang dgn family die. kdg2 rs out of place jgkla sbb org lain duk pasaipa hang tak pkai camca tp aku still ckp kenapa awk tak pakai sudu.lebih kurang cmtula. kdg2 jgk sbb aku xphm ape dieorg ckp jadi aku slalu termissed lawak2 yg dieorg bualkan lalu aku sorang je xgelak sedangkan yg lain tbahak2! =_= xpe ini satu cabaran! kang dak duk spoloh thn tgkla skill loghat penang aku mcmne.dem mesti hodoh!

so ade sape2 nk tmbah list loghat penang diatas? sile ye! :)

It's a date!

After 2 days of depression, today he's home:) really really make my day.

It is here.

Lepas 3hari lewat, finally aunt flo is here.Mcm da dijangka, sy tau mmg akan period tp lmbt sket bln ni.ye sy xpenah lewat seingat sy.so sy pon rase ok jela.. ttbe Dude called bgtau blk arini (isnin) die slalu blk selasa.sy amatla gmbire! smbil lepak2 tgk tv sy bgtau sy da period.pastu tgk tv lagi, borak2 ketawa bahak2 pastu ttbe sy rase hiba sgt.Masyallah perasaan sedih tu sy tahan smpai saket dada.tau2 je mengalir da air mata.sorok dr husband.tp lepas die dtg dkat perasan sy lain mcm, habis bjurai2 da xbley tahan.tidakla tiap2 kali period mcmni tp ntahla, da 6bln kawen kot.die mcm ada mase2 tetentu.kang da 1year kawen lain plak cara handle nye. For now i just feel so lucky to have such an awesome husband. He knows how to calm me down.without fail.

I embrace this experience of trying to conceive as positive as i can. All I know for now is I have a great husband by my side, great parents n siblings and hey I have 7nieces and 3 nephews who love me dearly. i need to be strong.this only 6months of marriage, more more years to come Insyallah.

probably what makes the tension bcos at the same time i'm trying to lose weight.da berumur ni berat lmbt trn wpon tegok air je.agak stress di situ.aerobic bagai nak gila bpeloh dlm 3weeks aku trn 0.7kg je.. and the period pain i have this time sgt saket:( and husband is not here.

ok nnt sedih lg. good news on nov please.

2 days late!

It doesnt mean u r pregnant! yes i am 2 days late BUT! i started to feel cramp and all for the past 3 days. So aunt flo will come is just this time, a bit late. Just for the record never had my period late, but sooner yes! So maybe is not this month, but i have the feeling it will happen soon! soon baby soon! =) dgn izin Allah jua.

yes below is my period calendar and its kinda exciting to know u r late for ur period!

=(

mlm ni xckp dgn dude.tmpt die tade coverage.borak kt fb je.sbb dude da blk isnin, so kne tnggu lg 2mlm b4 kames:( alahai sedihnye tibe2.1hari ni xjumpe sape2 pon.rmai da cuti.aku nk cuti rugi je.oh esok aerobic tp tgkla kalau larat.

not happy.totally not happy:( i want my husband.sigh!

This is Farhan

Another new babyborn from my colleague aka ahli bfast hari2.congrats linda.ingat lagi ble u announce kt kedai kopitiam tu yg u pregnant (after a month kawen) and we were screaming like what! hahahaha! super excited! and look at now, he is here.he is out to this world and looking so adorable and i cant stop sniffing kissing and touching him:) sempurnanya ciptaan Allah. insyallah one day I will experience myself all the beautiful moment of being a mommy:)

hello!

sy bkn berharap sgt tp saje nk recordkan.according to my period calendar AF will come visit this saturday.yes i know theres no way it will be so that accurate but for the past 3 months mmg tepat dgn calendar tu.so usually, USUALLY a week bfore AF will come visit i will feel cramp, back pain, sore breast but for this month i did not feel that.at least until today.U know what USUALLY i will feel it right after i talked about it! oh pls AF come visit next year!

oh will visit another newborn today! will upload lotsa pictures with the lil munchkin!

whatever it is, i'm ready for whatever may come.my faith is always to ALLAH.

ehem

i know mayb is not appropriate to write in here tp manela tau sape2 ade cdangan ke.for the past 3days sy kentot2 spjg hari.yes spjg hari dr pg smpai mlm nk tdo.time tdo
xpasti ye.mkn bnde brangin xkot.tp msalah bdn brangin ni mmg da sebati dgn bdn.what i know is pantang lmbt
mkn abesla berangin smpai ke mlm.perluke sy mngunyah halia?

of diet etc

this is my 2nd week of aerobic! sngguh sronok! especially tgk mkck2 yg konfideb dgn bdn masing2 bile kne buat the beyonce moves! aku? mule2 ok lame2 tgn je goncang, pnggan ntah kemane bontot ntah kemane! haha! but seriously i had so much fun! pnyla bsmangat lastweek tros peg beli ksot, slua ngan baju! da lame ok xbeli sport shoes.xtaula berat da trn brape skang.end of dis month br nk tmbang.hopefully i can reduce 2-3kilos! heee!

67

terasa mcm ditampar2 muka ni.ms lunch td peg sunway mall dgn linda and mal.aku tnampak penimbang.cmtu eh nama nye? da lama xtmbang berat ni.ade la dkt 2bln.last timbang berat aku 61-62kg.so aku tmbang td berat skang 66.6kg! rs nk pngsan kt situ.freak out gle aku! mal kate tmbang rosak kot so die pon naik.berat die btol.then linda plak try.ye btol jgk.mind u, linda is 8months pregnant and her weight is 70kg! so aku kurang 3kg dr org mngandung 8bln? funny kan? sbb xpuas ati aku try penimbang lain.2-2 pbmbang digital soagak tepatla reading nye.lg best die genapkan tros- 67kg! hmmm.

i am tired to be on diet.but again aku freak out nk mmpos ble berat bdn naik 5kg dlm bbrapa bln je.dude blk aku cite kt die dan sumpah da nk menitis air mata tp ku tahan jebat! dude biasa la jwpan die, xnmpak pon gmok..ok je..xgmok pon.

tp btol gak dude ckp. b4 dis aku diet sbb aku nk kurus not for the long term.mkn sehat xdijadikan lifestyle tp utk temporary result je.this yo yo diet is dangerous! haihh.da la alu ttbe rs sgt down.later.

baby!

tghari td peg melawat one of my colleagues' baby.baru berusia 26 hari tp badannya da kuat.baby boy:) nama dia Wan Mohd Isa Uzair. comel sgt! aku la org sgt teruja nak dukung baby Isa! hehe.yg lain takot nk pegang.maybe sbb da biasa jaga anak sdara aku yg sepoloh tu so aku agak biasa la. ibu baby, syira da bjalan angkat brg semua.padahal dlm pntang lagi.baby 1st lagi.amazed! tp aku lg amazed sbb perot syira flat! leper seleper2nye! mcm bkn br lpas ngandung! mmg takde lemak lgsong! aku siap raba2 perot die.hehe.kagom2! smbil pegang perot sndiri! syira jamu kami 10org mkn ns ayam yg sdap gile! mari tgk baby! p/s: nk baby!

Mok!!

Happy birthday! 27 yaww!! aku da nk msok 28 da! hehehe! mok ira i wish u nothing but the best! honestly xsbar nk tgk mok naik pelamin! aku syg ko mok! syg sgt.we've been together thick n thin and i love u for all of that! keep inspiring ppl around u:) sorry cant really be there to clebrate with u, this is all i can do;) so again, selamat hari lahir ke 27! mmmuahhh!!!

p/s: she is the best bestfriend:)

23 Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah da 23 hari puasa. Malangnya tak dpt puasa penoh bln ni. Ingat dptla puasa penoh.. if u know what i mean. tp i cool je;) rezeki org lain2.. Allah blm nak bg so mmg takde la lagi kan? so keje kite teroskan usaha yg gigih dan jgn putus berdoa. Alhamdulilah this process mmg mendekatkan diri kita dgn Allah. Utk itu sy sgt amat bersyukur. But I can't deny, bertanya jgk hati ni bila lg. Ala rileks la br 4 bulan. Bak kata Ibu, "ala dik biarla ko bernapas dulu" meaning, nak sgt anak cepat boleh uruskan semua benda ke nnt? haaa.. kakak sy pon ckp agaknya kalau skrg maybe aku x stabil lg since Dude masih berulang tiap2 mnggu. mampu ke aku nk morning sickness ngada2 bagai bila Dude takde hari2? 2 hari xjumpe pon da meroyan bagai. opps. so aku tgk dr benda2 tu la. maybe itu hikmahnya. Teringat office mate lama, after 6 years kawen br dikurniakan seorang baby boy yg super cute. Sape tau nk tnggu selama tu? Allah lebih tau. tp kita manusia mmg lemah segala2nya. bila da mula mmpersoalkan rezeki yg dtgnya dr Allah mula da rasa xbsyukur dan berckp mcm org x beriman, ape je yg tinggal?

Last week terserempak dgn housemate lama, die kawen a month lpas sy. Skrg die tgh mngandung 2 bln:)

"Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau menyesatkan hati kami sesudah Engkau memberi petunjuk, dan berilah kami rahmat dari hadapan-Mu, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pemberi."

Doakan sy kawan2. terima kasih

Btw, Raya nextweek! First time xde dgn Ibu Abah on the first hari raya. Ok da sedih. next entry.

woohoo!

YES! I got to see Incubus! I got to meet Brandon Boyd! he's just a few steps away from me! hee! Thanks to husband;) That was my first time ever going to a rock concert and it was massive! Everybody was like insane!! pushing and jumping to the fast beat songs is a must! it's like if u don't jump while everybody else is jumping than u might be drowning into the sea of people! Luckily we are not tiny small people. phew! Brandon is skinny as always. Inziger boncit and looks old. but Jose is cute! hehe! They played from the old old songs as well as from their latest album-if not now then when? exactly! it's like my slogan going to the concert laa. hehehe! Yes I missed their concert 5 years ago(kalu tak silap) so tanak miss this time concert! Their live performance was wicked! I instantly fall in love with their new songs. But Brandon agak cool for not talking too much on the stage. the only phrase he kept saying was "thank you boys and girls!" oh i miss him! huhu! gamba takdela.. susah nak upload kt opis ni.

Ohyeah, happy fasting everyone! It's my 2nd year in penang and 1st year having a husband to break the fast and bgn sahor sama2:) can't wait to buy lots of baju raya yg sama tema kaler! hahaha! ok blog will be updated not too soon. not until i get myself a new lappy. isk! later!

I'm back!

huhu! byknye nak tulis. lately rasa nak sgt peg bercuti. sejak kawin tak smpt peg honeymoon pon. dude keje aku cuti. dude cuti aku keje. jumpe dude selasa-kames-jumaat-sabtu je. sabtu da lepak umah mak. mnggu ni dude xblk selasa-aku meroyan. siap xleh tdo mlm2. mimpi antu, terjaga terkejot yg mcm dlm drama melayu tu. stress la konon. xpyah pon tp aku rs cm bodo plak duk sorang2 kalau dude tade. kdg2 rs cm nk pndah kedah je. tp xcool plak duk kedah. hehh!

da mls nk tulis. later~

Hi.

Skrg tulis blog sbulan sekali nmpaknya. Da jarang on laptop. ipong xbley tules blog. Ramai skang kawan2 (especially kt fb) becerite pasal anak, bsalin, berpantang, morning sickness etc. Btol2 da besar semua org. Alahai seronoknya update psal baby and pregnancy. Aku baca sorang senyum2 manis. Berbunga2 rasa hati. Huhu. Tak tahanla. Rasa nak baby skang makin meluap2. Gila gelojoh bunyiknya. Tapi honestly mmg tak tahan. Takdela aku nak salahkan dieorg duk peg update tiap2 inci. Kalau aku pon lagi terok kot. Confirm! hahah! but it triggers my anxiety to get pregnant ASAP! Tapi skang aku da slow down sket. Da tak nak sgt tgk ovulation calendar tuh. Aku pon taknak pressure Dude. Nasib baik Dude super cool. I can feel is not happening this month. Ala malas da la nak tulis pasal ni.

*doa-doa-doa-doa*

Lamanya.

Lama gile tak tulis blog. Honestly lpas kawin keinginan nak berblog sudah byk kurang. Totally opposite masa sblm kawin. Sbb dlu sibok survey psal wed prep, but now mcm da tade sbb plak nk blog hopping. Sbb tu jgk dkat 2miggu tak bukak laptop! broadband byar je tp xbrape gune. Pg ni laptop buat hal sbb da lame sgt xbukak! so skang dpt je bkk tros nk tulis blog. haha long intro. next!

Alhamdulilah da 2bln kawin;) what I can say I can only bsyukur dikurniakan hari2 yang menggembirakan with Dude by my side. Plus cuti skola plak 2weeks! and it just ended today. So Dude da blk kedah and our routine starts again as usual. every week blk umah mak and makan sdap2 dan byk2. huhu. Ye sy kembali menggemok. sumpah la xjaga mkn langsong dah! skang da rase nk start jaga mkn blk. bkn nk kurus kering pon, ckopla pkai bj kurong tak ketat. selamba je student lama aku tego, "miss pregnant ye?" di hari aku rasa aku gemok gile pkai bj kurong. mmg ketat di perot tp i xpregnant lagi dear! hahaha! dats it! diet is on! slalu pon cmnila, ade org tego gmok br nk gelabah diet.

Tlaking about being pregnant, sometimes aku rs mcm proses nya sgt complicated. its all about timing. but again semue atas ketentuan Allah. Kalau jadi dgn izinNYA, maka jadilah. so for the past 2months I've been so sensitive about my body. calculating the ovulation period, reading about this and that. I am trying to chill but! u know what i mean (mcm joe flizzow slalu ckp). friends said jgn pkir kan sgt, relax2 je. sometimes things happen when we least expect. ha btol ke ni? dats what i'll do this month tp tgk da tulis ni kt sini. mane nk relax? hahaha! taklah, saje nak share. interesting to know about this though. i know its too soon to predict everything, too too soon. tp mak (mother in law) mcm da byk kali ckp,"sunyi umah ni tade bdk" hah! ape tu? a hint? hehehehehe.. fam dude blom ade cucu lagi mayb thats why. compare dgn family aku yg da ade 10cucu!

Doa kami tiap2 lpas solat tak penah putus minta dimurahkan rezeki. what I know for the time being I'm so happy and grateful to know that I'm his wife and he's my husband and I'm enjoying every moment. Tq Dude for the great 2months. U r such a great husband. Oh btw, Ibu marah pngil Dude "awak" hahahah! die siap bagi suggestion kalau tanak pngil 'abang' pngil la - B, Hubby, Sayang, Honey, Darling! HAHAHAHA! even mak pon perasan aku xpngil Dude mcm isteri2 org lain pngil husband dieorg. Heee.. nantila ye. sbb Dude yang tamau aku pngil die abang sbb nnt die pngil aku ADIK!

ok nak peg jusco. sorang2. tata!

waiting.

alhamdulilah da sebulan saya jadi sang isteri. Baru sebulan ni da lima orang tny soalan yg aku xsabar nak jwb dgn positive, "da berisi?" xnmpak isi2 kat peha ni? ngeh2! yang lebih extreme tros je tny, "bile due?" ngaaaaa! hahaha! saya phm org excited, saye lg excited! doakan ye:) dude takot aku pressure.dun worry awk, org cool je. recently nana given a birth to a cute lil baby.Masyallah, comel sgt. nampak sgt bright baby Muhammad. tp terkilan sgt xdpt peg melawat.insyallah nana nnt kte jumpe ye:)

this week blk sg buloh! yay! nextweek new sem start! not so yay!

sejak kawin da xbrape pedulik nk update blog.huhu

The first one month.

Dear Saiful Hisham/Dude/Husband,

Thank you for marrying me:)

Love,
Norhafizah/Girl/Wife

New baby born and a wedding.

Finally! Tak tau la kenapa broadband bengong 2hari ni. kejap nyala kejap tak. Nak kata da reach quota tak plak. Tertekan tak boleh online >.< die mrajok kot aku duk ngadap aipon je. Peg McD pon xleh bukak blog. nape ntah. Byknye nak cerita. Ehem2.

Last friday ingat tak jadik balik sg buloh, last minit kteorg blk jgk. ptg jumaat 6:30 gerak sampai around 10pm. sebulan tak blk sejak kawin. bukan tanak balik, susah sket nk blk sbb wiken xsama dgn dude. ni pon blk tido 1mlm je. sian kan dude nanti die penat. sabtu pagi kteorg pegi umah Bae abg sulung aku, kbee da besalin! it's my 10th anak sedara! excited gile nk dokong baby! nanti saye introduce kan baby baru ye. pastu dlm pkol 12pm gerak peg sg besi peg kenduri afiq & adlina. Hari tu super extra panas! kenduri afiq ni kt dlm kem askar (psst bapak die Dato' Seri ye) huhu! mkn kt lua dewan bwh kemah yg rasa mnegelegak otak. isk2. pastu pakwan ernisa, nizam, sheena dtg, masa tu afiq pon da sampai. kteorg follow msok dewan, last2 dpt duk mkn kt dlm! jadinya kteorg mkn 2kali! huahahah! cantek skali wedding nye. lalu bwh pedang, ada beg pipe. meriah!

Kapten Ahmad Afiq & Adlina=)
i look fat? owhyeah!

and

Introducing...

lpas mkn2 around 3pm kteorg gerak blk penang. smpai dlm 6.45pm dude drove all the way from KL. aku nak drive tak bagi. tp xtido ok, teman die bwk keta. ok tido kejap je dlm 10min. Tak puas blk umah. tak puas jumpe ibu abah. Insyallah ujung bln ni blk lagi. will attend 2weddings!

To my Nana, saya doakan awk selamat melahirkan baby boy comel itu ye:) more babies yeahh!

Hello!

Lama xupdate blog. Malas? Sikitla. Busy pon ye jgk. Marking paper+invigilate exams. Weekend balik umah mak mertua. Makan tak berenti aku! huhu! Da ikot Dude da.. mak die masak mcm2 sodap2 plak tu, mau aku xmkn! Diet? ape tu? Ahahahhahah!! hari ni public holiday tapi aku duk umah je. Dude keje:( Cepatla dpt tuka ngaja kt sini, kalau tak susah gak nak peg mane2 nanti sbb weekend tak sama. Aku rindu umah. Almost a month xblk. Insyallah this weekend cube blk. Meh nak cite pasal wedding lagi. eheheh!

Ini reception kat penang. Jumie (L) is the MUA! die tgh hot skang kt penang. Suke make up Jumie. selesa sgt. Harga? bganda2 murah dr KL, of course! hehe. Sebelah kanan tu Raja Farah! bukan! mcm je raja farah. aku pngil die raja farah je. kwn jumie.

Hand bouquet- butik baju tu buatkan. fresh flower. ok fine. tapi die bagi bunga tu togel je tade ribbon pape. aku korek ribbon kt umah mak mertua aku, lilit jadla cmtu. haihh.

Bunga tgn kt sg buloh aku wat sndiri. sbenarnye nk pkai fresh flower jgk tp kaler yg uncle kwn abah bagi aku xsuke. red dark roses. mcm gothic gile. haha! seb bek aku ade beli bunga ni kt ssf penang aritu. dptla match kan white roses dgn hydrangea ^_^. lilit ribbon pink dgn polka dot pink-siap!

ni doorgift sbelah sg buloh. Homemade cookies! resipi ibu. ribbon tula yg aku ikat dr bulan 11 lastyear smpai bln 2 this year. DIY is so satisfying! Alhamdulilah ramai suke cookies tu. cth: Ira bride-maid aku mkn 2jar! Dude tiap2 kali lpas mkn nasi aku tgk duk ngunyah cookies ini jgk. kwan2 dtg pon tny amek dr mane, meh tempah dr ibu saye!

Guestbook table:) 100% DIY. Background cloth beli kt nagoya rm8/meter. doily paper utk tulis sign "guestbook". postcard love quotes tempah dr gadisjumaat.blogspot. Frame putih rm5 kt hinode shop! flower pot rm5/10bijik. bunga ssf - ibu gubah. Buku - Popular rm35. Fancy pen rm2 kt MR.DIY shop. Table cloth dr reject shop rm10. So u really need to go everywhere if u want to DIY everything. survey survey and survey. sbelah penang - totally made by Dude's cousins. Diana comel dgn k.hanis;) tq so much bsusah payah sediakan guestbook table and the deco semua. tade gmba. tnggu gmba dr photog. wait. dieorg amek ke gmba guestbook table??

Deco main table. aku gantong 5bijik lantern je. jurai2kan dgn riben dan siap. simple sgt2. but sometimes less is more. right? ngeh2!

Nikah signage. tade gmba letak kt lua. tp angin kuat sgt hari nikah tu. so agak comot lpas tu. isk2!

tgk! tinggal 2bijik 'love' je dari 6! isk2. tp aku tmbah bunga oren manis kt bwh tu:)

Inai:) buat ptg sblm akad nikah. Buat kat kedai India. 2 tapak tgn = rm12. aku buat kt tapak tgn saje tak buat kt blkg tgn sbb tanak. haha. sgt amat suke corak yg indian girl tu buat. exactly mcm yg aku nak. gmba ni taken by ira momok. pkai inai jari tu sndiri je.

Sbb tak sabar. aku bukak inai dr 2-2 tapak tgn at the same time. so jadi cmni

belah kiri lg lama dr belah kanan. so pekat skit belah kiri. huhu. reception penang aku topup inai jari je. inai lukes da compang camping sket. plus aku rase kulit aku xtahan. sbb mngelupas ikot inai2 tu tcabot. huhu

ok dats it for today. xsbar nk tnggu gmba dr official photog!

Being a wifey ;)

Today is Saturday and Dude the Husband is working. He left at 7 this morning. BUT! I'm okay:) really I am. I am now teaching myself not to be sad, stressed out & moody. Lagipon xde faedahnya. Because I know I shall meet him again soon:) plus xnk Dude the Husband risau. Being so mengada2 is so not in ok. :P But honestly I feel better this morning, tak mcm lastweek sedih guling2. Heh! Ala Dude the Husband is only 1hr 30mins away. He'll be fine. I'll be fine. We'll be fine:) plus Dude the Husband da ajar cara nak download lagu dgn cepat ^_^

How's life now? FAQ by many people. Honestly being married is wonderful moment ever (way better than finding perfect outfit on the clearance rack). Being married to a great man is another point. The first challenge I need to face is - gosok baju keje Dude the Husband. Honestly aku jarang gosok baju lelaki. Baju abah pon baju melayu, kain pelikat. yang lain Ibu buat. Hehehe. First time gosok baju kemeja Dude the Husband, it took me 30mins just for one shirt! sumpah rasa terok gile. Iron board jatoh nasib tak hempap kaki. -_-' tapi semalam dgn jayanya aku gosok 3 baju dlm mase 20mins! Hebat kan? maybe sbb Dude bagi 'encouragement' just by staring at me with his sweet smile doing the ironing thing. heee! ok next!

On thurs aku masak. Dude bagi 7/10. woot2! hahaha! kawen dgn lelaki yg mak die masak sgt sedap adalah satu tekanan ye kawan2. aku pon rase skill memasak aku xterok sgt :P will cook more after this! ala masak once in a week je, apela sgt. lg pon utk husband, sgtla berbunga hati tgk die mkn ape aku msak:) tp pagi ni aku smpt wat kopi je bekal dude bawak blk kedah. next time org wat toast ke, meehoon goreng ke, ye awk?

see you nextweek:) Insyallah. Till then take good care of urself ok.

I can feel the symptoms now!

1. Bloating/excess gas
2. Craving certain foods - in my case, all sorts of food
3. Fatigue
4. Feeling irritable, agitated
5. Oversensitive

yes, my period is coming soon =)

ngeh, ngeh, ngeh!

Alhamdulilah V.2

Yay abes da 2minggu bcantek2 dan bbaju sarat manik, berposing 2jam tanpa henti. Penang reception was done beautifully by Husband's family. Buat kat Dewan Masyarakat Penyayang, Georgetown (kot). tp mmg in d middle of the town. Family dr sg.buloh smpai jumaat tghari, aku dgn dude amek dieorg then bawak peg pasar chowrasta (haha betol ke ni) borong buah pala! mak aihh mkck2 semua beli mcm2. lama gak la kt situ. suke dieorg;) pastu peg gurney drive nak mkn laksa air hitam yg ibu sgt suke dan suroh semue org try. hari itu adalah super panas!! smue org mkn pasembor, laksa mcm2 lagi. oh dieorg dtg 1 bas dgn 2kete. sadly 2org abg aku xdpt dtg:( lpas majlis kt dewan dieorg semua gerak blk, dlm pkol 4pm cmtu. rasa sgt amat terharu tgk dieorg dtg beramai2:) ibu abah, adk bradik, anak sdare, cousins dila, k.ija, kawan2 rapat ibu, mkck ana, mkck enon jiran sebelah. tq dtg:) meh bg 1 gmba dlu. nnt upload lg byk2! hehehh!

p/s: dude seseme, sian die (yes die xpyah blk kedah! woohoo!)

The Feeling of The Day.

I want that heels!!

and this!! so I can fly to hubby dude!

us now

what I want to do with him for one whole year!

Insyallah, he'll be here in 4hours from now.
=)

Not in a good mood.

2hari kene tinggal, aku da rasa moody, malas, emosi tak tentu hala. aku ingt aku ok, tp br je 2hari aku da mcmni. tanak pon focus sgt perasaan yg mcm ni, but being me, if you know what I mean. Badan rasa lemah2 ayam, pastu asek nak tido je. da brape lame aku xtdo siang, lately asek nk tido je plak. Lupe plak ada lagi satu reception. kendur2 la kulet muke i ni. Huhu! tadi g beli baju pengapit kt penang. teka sape? pengapit kesayangan saye la-IRA MOK!! she'll be here on friday!

So esok dude balik by the mean time, muke aku mcmni:


LDR SUCKS!

The Dress

Akad Nikah

Kain chiffon beaded beli kat Jakel thn lepas. suke detail beading on the kain. theme color for nikah pon ikot kaler beads tu - purple. akibat bloghopping selama hampir setahon aku jumpela fashion cmne aku nk buat utk bj nikah ni. kain utk baju aku buat veil. kain plak aku nak plain chiffon yang dikedut2kan. nak flowy2 gitu. tukang jahit dari kajang, tukang jahit kakak aku ni, highly recommended, sgt selesa pkai baju die jahit. kakak tu berjaya tuka kain tu jadi veil, siap jahit manik tepi2 veil tu;) total cost: beli kain rm400++ (cmpor dgn baju dude), upah jahit+carik kain+jahit manik RM400. Mmg berbaloi2. kalau beli siap pon bley dpt range harga mcmni aorund RM600-RM800. lengan baju mmg aku mntak buat besar, tanak ade cuff. Baju dude die tempah kt penang-kedai cina katenya. dieorg jahit mmg selesa.
Malam Berinai
Baju ni sewa dr butik pengantin dkat xsmpai 5minit dr umah aku. asalnya baju dude pon kaler hitam tp nk letak kaler sketla, so dude pkai merah hitam. aku suke baju ni. ramai suke. beaded die penoh, baju jadi jatoh berat. sdap pkai:)

rase nk tampa2 muka dude. eh takbley. derhaka nanti! huhu

Sanding
Baju ni sewa tmpt yg sama. Baju ni baju baru. aku mntak off white sbb ble tgk kaler putih sgt mcm xbrape cntek. lgpon theme color aku da terang so we chose this color. asalnya mmg nk semue putih. dkt 2bln tnggu baju ni siap.

love at the first sight

veil nya pjg sgt. suke ^_^

Tudung nikah aku beli kt ariani. ade sale! tudung mlm berinai courtesy butik baju tu. seb bek aku suke. tudung sanding ni drama sket. 2hari sblm blk kawen aritu merata aku carik kt penang. ariani ade kt sg.petani je. dekat 5kedai aku peg. lastly jumpe kat butik Fareeda. kain tudung sgt selesa pkai, sejuk kt dlm. sbb awning die plain aku peg anta kedai lain tmbah batu manik for only RM20! at least ada bling2 sket la, xsarat sgt. all in all, sebagai si pemakai baju2 ni aku sgt puas hati. alhamdulilah, wpon fitting sekali je semua muat. baju nikah kene kecikkan lagi, akibat berat badan turun. haa nnt aku share cmne nk lose weight! heh! baju dude plak mmg xfitting! berani mati kan? baju sanding tu mcm mmg dibuatkan utk die. aritu test2 je baju lain akak tu xamek ukuran ape pon. seb baik muat:)

Penang Reception
Sebab kt sg buloh da pkai kaler2 decent, kt penang aku nk kaler terang! the idea is tgk baju mane yg cantek dlu, kaler ape baju tu, br jadi tema kaler reception. hahah! selfish? huhu! baju belah penang drama sket. sket je. 2bln b4 wedding aku g tgk baju, pilih, bekenan, fitting. tgk besar! xpe bley alter. akak tu xamek ukuran baju mase pkai. die ukur badan aku je (mcm nk buat bj baru) ok xpe janji by the time aku amek nnt the dress fits me well. 2hari b4 reception day aku peg kedai tu nk amek baju dgn dude. bila akak tu bg aku baju yg berhanger tu aku tgk something wrong! Oh tidak! baju tu baju lain! bkn baju aku fitting haritu! bley imagine? aku try baju lain die peg alter baju lain. akak da panas time tu. die br prasan die salah tulis. die tulis color baju je. padahal ada 4-5helai baju kaler yg sama! dlm pnas2 tu aku tros tpandang 1 baju ni. mcm die memanggil2. try me! try me! ok scary. aku tros ckp tanak baju tu, saye nk try baju ni! aku try and it fits me well!! ok ketat la, mmg btol2 ikot badan aku xslesa. so die kate die bley adjust. fine, aku bg tempoh smpai ptg tu je, by 6pm aku nk amek. mlm tu dude yg peg amek then bile aku try, hati jadi sejuk balik:) maybe itu hikmahnye kot, sbb bj ni i think better dr baju mule2 aku nak tu.

pndangan sisi

aku mmg sediakan sendiri tudung dan kasot. mane la tau xbkenan dgn yg dieorg bg sewa skali dgn baju. ramalan ku benar belaka. huhu. tudung n baju courtesy diri sndiri. owhyes dgn inner baju tu. sbb inner yg die bg bkn size aku. haih. tp baju2 kt butik tu mmg cantik2. aku suke. byk choice n slalu ada yg baru. bj mcm aku pkai ni ada 3colors, blue turquoise yg aku pkai, merah (sgt cantek) dgn white pink. sape b2b penang nk cube2 tgk baju kt situ bley email saye:) hafizahalil@gmail.com

next: shoes

Chenta Hati Saya.

Kteorg kenal in hujung 2003. msok uitm sama2. amek course yg sama. masa tu buat pre-degree TESL kt uitm bukit sekilau. Yes tmpt tu jadi tmpt pertama kteorg jumpe. pre-degree 2sem/ setahon je. 1st sem aku sumpah xnmpak dia. tak prasan die ada. tak tau kewujudan dia. tak tau nama ape etc. msok 2nd sem br nampak. kejam tak aku? 2nd sem kteorg byk buat group work sama2. byk spend time sama2. sampai blakon drama dia jadi hero aku jadi heroin. hahahah!!

1st time klua dgn dia, kteorg klua berempat. aku, dia, ira dgn pet. cmne ntah most of the time kteorg jln sama2. bbual mcm da lame jumpe. one thing for sure, aku sgtla amat comfortable dgn dia. most of the time ckp psal music dan soal2 kehidupan. hehehe! die suka hip hop. aku more to rock. sampai dia blaja dgr incubus, silverchair etc sbb nak rapat dgn aku. aku tak plak dgr hip hop. hehe! sampaila abes pre-degree kteorg sama2 dpt smbong degree kt uitm shah alam. kt shah alam lain sket. da xbrape rapat. xsure kenapa. maybe aku lebih byk masa dgn kawan2 masa tu. aku pon tanak ada boyfriend kononnya sbb takot xleh concentrate blaja. poyo? sgt!! tp aku suke die amek tau psal aku tp..ok aku in denial! dkat 2thn jgk. die da mcm give up so kteorg xbtegor selama 2thn tu. jumpe kt skul (term fakulti kteorg) sorang peg kiri, sorang peg kanan. bkn gadoh ape pon tp rase awkward. tapi die xpenah miss wish bday aku. bile aku reply die senyap and dats it.
sampaila satu mlm, aku amek ira dr bus stand then kteorg nk peg tgk mawi kt AF! (OK KETAWA SKANG) peg kedai mkn wira sejati. smpai je aku tros duk tgk mawi nyanyi dgn khusuknya. tibe2 ade msg msok. "jaoh dtg tgk mawi?" it was from him! aku rase nk shuffle kt kedai tu. ye aku gmbire excited nk mampos! aku tnggu dekat 2jam gakla nk reply blk. bile aku reply die xreply smpai aku paksa2 die reply jgk! start dr mlm tu kteorg contact each other blk sampai aku abes degree, dia berulang peg blk penang-shah alam jumpe aku, pndah shah alam keje kt shah alam and finally abes master, dia propose. kawan2 uitm kteorg byk tau la history btween us. semua org pngil die tamok, aku pjoy. tp kteorg sama sndiri tak penah pngil each other dgn nama tu. die slalu akan start text aku "eit girl.." aku reply "eit dude" each and every time sblm start balas2 msg2. lama2 melakat nama tu. "eit" ye bkn "hi" mane die dpt ejaan tu pon aku xtau. nnt nk tny. hehehe.

So Dude, Just want you to know I'm more than happy to be yours. Knowing that we have each other now is the best thing ever. Seeing you in front of me every night and day is the best moment ever. To see your smile without saying anything is the greatest gift ever. Thanks for the patience, thanks for the handsome heart that you have for me, thanks for being the man that I can count on, thanks for being you to make me feel what I feel now. Thanks for the hands for me to hold whenever I want. Thanks for the shoulder I can lean on. Thanks for you being you for me. and now that you are my husband, anugerah paling indah Allah berikan pada saya:)

Sayang awak sampai syurga.

Alhamdulilah:)

Allah je yang tau betapa bersyukur dan gembiranya aku hari ni. Alhamdulilah aku sekarang seorang isteri kepada lelaki bernama Saiful Hisham Salim. 8 April 2011 kami selamat diijab kabulkan around 6pm. sepatotnya lepas asar tapi terlewat sikit. Alhamdulilah everything turned our to be almost exactly like what I wanted. From the pelamin, the deco, food, dress, goodies, signage etc. Will make a specific entry for each of those soon. What I can say is, sgt berbaloi masa yang aku habiskan online bloghopping sana sini pasal wedding. Preparation is the keyword. Do a lot of survey is another keyword. Jangan malas the other keyword.

Btw, thanks those who came:) aku prasan ramai jgk xdpt dtg. its ok, korang doakan pon da ckop. Gamba dr OP biasela blom siap lagi. yg ada gmba raw dr FB. These are some of the list nak share:

Photographer: Digital Syndicate
Make up Artist: Awin Seindahwajah
Catering: Rimbun Catering, sg.buloh
Pelamin: DIY
Deco: DIY
Bilik Pengantin deco: DIYBaju Nikah: Kajang (bkn Man Kajang eyh)Baju Sanding: K. Anis, Sg. Buloh
Welcome board signage (sanding): Merisik Gallery
Welcome board (nikah): DIY
Lantern: Fastprintmalaysia.comPelamin Nikah: DIY + Qarmasutra (throw pillow)
Doorgift: DIY
Kasot (sanding + nikah): Chadstone, PenangInai: Janani, Sg.buloh
Guestbook table deco: DIY

me and my bride maid and also best friend dunia akhirat

alhamdulilah;)

Semalam drive blk dr sg buloh ke penang. hari ni kteorg 2-2 da start keje. blk rumah mak tros tido sana. abah call pesan jgn bgn lmbt kt umah mak mertua. haha! pkol 4.45am da bgn, around 5.15am kteorg gerak balik, dude anta aku blk umah sewa pastu tros drive blk kedah. ok sedih :( Insyallah kite jumpe kames ni ye awk? next-reception @ penang!

later ye.

oh thanks to KUDUT and IRAMOK for the review;)

Alhamdulilah!

Bukan. Belom nikah lagi. Hehehe.. Alhamdulilah aku da sampai rumah tepat pkol 10mlm tadi;) driver bas bukan main laju, seolah2 tau aku xsabar2 nak smpai rumah. haha! seolah2 ok! Ibu Abah amek pastu teros peg rumah anuar amek throw pillow. Comel sekali pillow2 tu. Byk kali dia pesan jaga elok2, bila dia ckp cmtu teros tnampak muka haziq dan anak2 sedara aku!! Huhu! Thank you la anuar kasik i pinjam wpon i tak amek u wat pelamin i. hik!

Dengan mngada2 aku tido bilik pengantin mlm ni. sbb ada ekon! hahahah! msok kawasan umah tros nmpak pelamin ^_^ tinggi gak stage nya mcm stage kt sekolah. hahah! msok dlm umah plak nmpak pelamin nikah >.< ok ni ada yg xbkenan. teros aku pnjat tuka position backdrop, cmpak2 pillow tadi pastu tros senyum. Ibu tgk je sambil anggok2. Heehee! Lepas mandi aku teros buat welcome board utk nikah, easel wani da hantar haritu dgn lantern tu yg smngat nk tros buat. skang da pkol 1am aku xtido lagi!
Esok, pegi booking inai - peg kepong pick up welcome board sanding - psang lantern ;)

Actually, I just wanna say that I'm so happy to be home ^_^