Eh, 2012!

This is my very first entry for 2012! So what's new for the new year?

1. Got to celebrate new year with family in sg buloh.
2. my 1/1/2012 went to IKEA with husband and bought my fav stuffs!
3. Begin the new week of class healthily as I was so damn sick of high fever and other things.
4. No, am not pregnant yet.
5. Celebrated my birthday on 14/1 with a husband by my side for the first time:)
6. got a cool present from him plus we went to Zoo Taiping! hahahaha!!

2011 was really something for me. I got married last April, live together with my dearest man;) and i can feel dat since i get married, my bond with my family is now even stronger:)

Sadly, on 16/12/2011, husband's dearest aunty passed away.She lost her battle to 3rd stage breast cancer. She was a strong woman but to witness her everyday, fighting with cancer was not easy at all. We miss you, aunty. We really do. Al-Fatihah.

I pray for better living, better health, better in many ways to face the future. I wanna get pregnant asap. I wanna give mak (mil) her first cucu. Ya Allah, makbulkan segala doa2 ku Ya Allah.

Amin:)

So 2012, BRING IT ON!

Random.

Tiba2 tpkir nnt duk hari2 dgn husband mesti lain.skang aku msak smnggu skali time die blk, lps ni hari2! haha! tp husband sy yg manis tu snang.mkn 1 lauk pon bley.jnji lauk tu bkn msk tmpoyak! hahaha! tp sorryla awk, kari sy gagal lg nk msak.kne kmas rumah hari2.skang pon hari *ehem* hari! heee! slalu time die nk blk aku br btol2 polish umah.gosok baju skang utk smnggu pkai.ptot mmg cmtula kan.tp kalau due ade hari2 aku gsok daily jgkla mcm gsok bj sndiri.or mayb not! sbb bj kemeja susah nk gsok lg2 the pants! maybe lpas ni bley peg keje satu keta je.die anta then amek! haaa suke2! sbb die keje sparoh hari je so ok la tu!

ok i miss him.

kan da xckp, random.

Alhamdulillah!

Syukur sangat2! Sy amat bsyukur dan excited tak terhingga! Husband sy yg manis tu, dpt tuka skola dr kedah ke PENANG!! WOOHOO!! after a year tnggu akhirnye dpt tuka jgk;) starting January 2012! I have a strong feeling that nextyear will be a good year for us! plus this is already a good way to end the year and to start the new year!

doakan rezeki anak thn depan:) Insyallah!


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random

"pegi la honeymoon.mak hang ni nk cucu.." -aunty

: )

soon, very soon.

Weekday getaway!

lastweek Deepavali on wednesday rite? so husband dpt cuti wed & thurs.sbb friday da mmg cuti so mmg die cuti lame la smpai sabtu! sbb bdk2 uitm tgh cuti so kami2 mmg xde klas harosla aku amek cuti! dpt lame2 dgn husband! weee! so on thurs we decided to go somewhere out of penang and not too far away. fyi kami blom dpt peg honeymoon sgt since kawen.time constraint, wiken yg xsama so ble dpt cuti byk cmni mmg sonok! kami peg bkt merah laketown waterpark! tmpt ni kecik comel je tp ok la nk peg skali skala.30mins je dr pmatang pauh.peg pagi sbb ptg slalu hujan kt sini. rmai jgk org sbb cuti skola kan.but we were among the early birds. kteorg x mainla slides smue tu, peg berenang kat pool saje. aku mmg xpndai berenang seb bek husband pndai. tp sian die xleh nk berenang bsungguh2 sbb aku duk asek pgg die je.heh! haaa sonok berenang same2 sbb xpnah pon sblm ni. kteorg berendam, buat2 berenang pelbagai gaya, tetelan air, etc selama 2jam stgh! around 3pm gerak blk tros peg beli dominos pizza! lapar gle ok bile main air ni. mlm bdan sakit2.haha! pastu muke aku sunburn skang tgh mngelupas! nice! then friday blk umah MIL and today,sunday husband da blk kedah keje aku duk sorang2.

Thanks awk bwk saye main air! nnt kte peg lg eh! i mean tmpt lain! hehe! lebiu!

Gmba dlm waterpark xamek byk pon:)

mari blajaq ckp penang!

Dah 6bln kawen ni dptla aku pick up few words yg mmg aku xpnah guna sblm ni.dan skang pon xpndai gune lg.hehe! mmg cacatla bunyiknye kalau aku ckp dan akibatnye kdg2 aku miscommunication dgn family husband especially mak metua! haha! kdg2 kne bg cue kt husband soh translate. So ni few words yg tgh blajaq dgn husband:

tokyu=kicap
takua=tauhu
tdung tngkap=langsir
pasaipa=pasal apa/kenapa
ghaplah=masalah
dok=sedang
koi=pukul (jam)
camca=sudu
ambra=kdongdong
lincin=licin
lehaq=leher

dan yg biase kite tau hujung R tukaq Q
tapi xsenang nk sebot ye! sbb tiap2 kali aku try jadi sengau! haha! eg: ayaq, dengaq,pagaq,sedaq,buboq, cucoq etc! kalau marmar nk sbot mcmne? marmaq? haha! ok xklaka!

Husband aku agak hebatla sbb bley switch ckp biase dgn aku pastu tuka ckp penang dgn family die. kdg2 rs out of place jgkla sbb org lain duk pasaipa hang tak pkai camca tp aku still ckp kenapa awk tak pakai sudu.lebih kurang cmtula. kdg2 jgk sbb aku xphm ape dieorg ckp jadi aku slalu termissed lawak2 yg dieorg bualkan lalu aku sorang je xgelak sedangkan yg lain tbahak2! =_= xpe ini satu cabaran! kang dak duk spoloh thn tgkla skill loghat penang aku mcmne.dem mesti hodoh!

so ade sape2 nk tmbah list loghat penang diatas? sile ye! :)

It's a date!

After 2 days of depression, today he's home:) really really make my day.

It is here.

Lepas 3hari lewat, finally aunt flo is here.Mcm da dijangka, sy tau mmg akan period tp lmbt sket bln ni.ye sy xpenah lewat seingat sy.so sy pon rase ok jela.. ttbe Dude called bgtau blk arini (isnin) die slalu blk selasa.sy amatla gmbire! smbil lepak2 tgk tv sy bgtau sy da period.pastu tgk tv lagi, borak2 ketawa bahak2 pastu ttbe sy rase hiba sgt.Masyallah perasaan sedih tu sy tahan smpai saket dada.tau2 je mengalir da air mata.sorok dr husband.tp lepas die dtg dkat perasan sy lain mcm, habis bjurai2 da xbley tahan.tidakla tiap2 kali period mcmni tp ntahla, da 6bln kawen kot.die mcm ada mase2 tetentu.kang da 1year kawen lain plak cara handle nye. For now i just feel so lucky to have such an awesome husband. He knows how to calm me down.without fail.

I embrace this experience of trying to conceive as positive as i can. All I know for now is I have a great husband by my side, great parents n siblings and hey I have 7nieces and 3 nephews who love me dearly. i need to be strong.this only 6months of marriage, more more years to come Insyallah.

probably what makes the tension bcos at the same time i'm trying to lose weight.da berumur ni berat lmbt trn wpon tegok air je.agak stress di situ.aerobic bagai nak gila bpeloh dlm 3weeks aku trn 0.7kg je.. and the period pain i have this time sgt saket:( and husband is not here.

ok nnt sedih lg. good news on nov please.

2 days late!

It doesnt mean u r pregnant! yes i am 2 days late BUT! i started to feel cramp and all for the past 3 days. So aunt flo will come is just this time, a bit late. Just for the record never had my period late, but sooner yes! So maybe is not this month, but i have the feeling it will happen soon! soon baby soon! =) dgn izin Allah jua.

yes below is my period calendar and its kinda exciting to know u r late for ur period!

=(

mlm ni xckp dgn dude.tmpt die tade coverage.borak kt fb je.sbb dude da blk isnin, so kne tnggu lg 2mlm b4 kames:( alahai sedihnye tibe2.1hari ni xjumpe sape2 pon.rmai da cuti.aku nk cuti rugi je.oh esok aerobic tp tgkla kalau larat.

not happy.totally not happy:( i want my husband.sigh!

This is Farhan

Another new babyborn from my colleague aka ahli bfast hari2.congrats linda.ingat lagi ble u announce kt kedai kopitiam tu yg u pregnant (after a month kawen) and we were screaming like what! hahahaha! super excited! and look at now, he is here.he is out to this world and looking so adorable and i cant stop sniffing kissing and touching him:) sempurnanya ciptaan Allah. insyallah one day I will experience myself all the beautiful moment of being a mommy:)

hello!

sy bkn berharap sgt tp saje nk recordkan.according to my period calendar AF will come visit this saturday.yes i know theres no way it will be so that accurate but for the past 3 months mmg tepat dgn calendar tu.so usually, USUALLY a week bfore AF will come visit i will feel cramp, back pain, sore breast but for this month i did not feel that.at least until today.U know what USUALLY i will feel it right after i talked about it! oh pls AF come visit next year!

oh will visit another newborn today! will upload lotsa pictures with the lil munchkin!

whatever it is, i'm ready for whatever may come.my faith is always to ALLAH.

ehem

i know mayb is not appropriate to write in here tp manela tau sape2 ade cdangan ke.for the past 3days sy kentot2 spjg hari.yes spjg hari dr pg smpai mlm nk tdo.time tdo
xpasti ye.mkn bnde brangin xkot.tp msalah bdn brangin ni mmg da sebati dgn bdn.what i know is pantang lmbt
mkn abesla berangin smpai ke mlm.perluke sy mngunyah halia?

of diet etc

this is my 2nd week of aerobic! sngguh sronok! especially tgk mkck2 yg konfideb dgn bdn masing2 bile kne buat the beyonce moves! aku? mule2 ok lame2 tgn je goncang, pnggan ntah kemane bontot ntah kemane! haha! but seriously i had so much fun! pnyla bsmangat lastweek tros peg beli ksot, slua ngan baju! da lame ok xbeli sport shoes.xtaula berat da trn brape skang.end of dis month br nk tmbang.hopefully i can reduce 2-3kilos! heee!

67

terasa mcm ditampar2 muka ni.ms lunch td peg sunway mall dgn linda and mal.aku tnampak penimbang.cmtu eh nama nye? da lama xtmbang berat ni.ade la dkt 2bln.last timbang berat aku 61-62kg.so aku tmbang td berat skang 66.6kg! rs nk pngsan kt situ.freak out gle aku! mal kate tmbang rosak kot so die pon naik.berat die btol.then linda plak try.ye btol jgk.mind u, linda is 8months pregnant and her weight is 70kg! so aku kurang 3kg dr org mngandung 8bln? funny kan? sbb xpuas ati aku try penimbang lain.2-2 pbmbang digital soagak tepatla reading nye.lg best die genapkan tros- 67kg! hmmm.

i am tired to be on diet.but again aku freak out nk mmpos ble berat bdn naik 5kg dlm bbrapa bln je.dude blk aku cite kt die dan sumpah da nk menitis air mata tp ku tahan jebat! dude biasa la jwpan die, xnmpak pon gmok..ok je..xgmok pon.

tp btol gak dude ckp. b4 dis aku diet sbb aku nk kurus not for the long term.mkn sehat xdijadikan lifestyle tp utk temporary result je.this yo yo diet is dangerous! haihh.da la alu ttbe rs sgt down.later.

baby!

tghari td peg melawat one of my colleagues' baby.baru berusia 26 hari tp badannya da kuat.baby boy:) nama dia Wan Mohd Isa Uzair. comel sgt! aku la org sgt teruja nak dukung baby Isa! hehe.yg lain takot nk pegang.maybe sbb da biasa jaga anak sdara aku yg sepoloh tu so aku agak biasa la. ibu baby, syira da bjalan angkat brg semua.padahal dlm pntang lagi.baby 1st lagi.amazed! tp aku lg amazed sbb perot syira flat! leper seleper2nye! mcm bkn br lpas ngandung! mmg takde lemak lgsong! aku siap raba2 perot die.hehe.kagom2! smbil pegang perot sndiri! syira jamu kami 10org mkn ns ayam yg sdap gile! mari tgk baby! p/s: nk baby!

Mok!!

Happy birthday! 27 yaww!! aku da nk msok 28 da! hehehe! mok ira i wish u nothing but the best! honestly xsbar nk tgk mok naik pelamin! aku syg ko mok! syg sgt.we've been together thick n thin and i love u for all of that! keep inspiring ppl around u:) sorry cant really be there to clebrate with u, this is all i can do;) so again, selamat hari lahir ke 27! mmmuahhh!!!

p/s: she is the best bestfriend:)

23 Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah da 23 hari puasa. Malangnya tak dpt puasa penoh bln ni. Ingat dptla puasa penoh.. if u know what i mean. tp i cool je;) rezeki org lain2.. Allah blm nak bg so mmg takde la lagi kan? so keje kite teroskan usaha yg gigih dan jgn putus berdoa. Alhamdulilah this process mmg mendekatkan diri kita dgn Allah. Utk itu sy sgt amat bersyukur. But I can't deny, bertanya jgk hati ni bila lg. Ala rileks la br 4 bulan. Bak kata Ibu, "ala dik biarla ko bernapas dulu" meaning, nak sgt anak cepat boleh uruskan semua benda ke nnt? haaa.. kakak sy pon ckp agaknya kalau skrg maybe aku x stabil lg since Dude masih berulang tiap2 mnggu. mampu ke aku nk morning sickness ngada2 bagai bila Dude takde hari2? 2 hari xjumpe pon da meroyan bagai. opps. so aku tgk dr benda2 tu la. maybe itu hikmahnya. Teringat office mate lama, after 6 years kawen br dikurniakan seorang baby boy yg super cute. Sape tau nk tnggu selama tu? Allah lebih tau. tp kita manusia mmg lemah segala2nya. bila da mula mmpersoalkan rezeki yg dtgnya dr Allah mula da rasa xbsyukur dan berckp mcm org x beriman, ape je yg tinggal?

Last week terserempak dgn housemate lama, die kawen a month lpas sy. Skrg die tgh mngandung 2 bln:)

"Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau menyesatkan hati kami sesudah Engkau memberi petunjuk, dan berilah kami rahmat dari hadapan-Mu, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pemberi."

Doakan sy kawan2. terima kasih

Btw, Raya nextweek! First time xde dgn Ibu Abah on the first hari raya. Ok da sedih. next entry.

woohoo!

YES! I got to see Incubus! I got to meet Brandon Boyd! he's just a few steps away from me! hee! Thanks to husband;) That was my first time ever going to a rock concert and it was massive! Everybody was like insane!! pushing and jumping to the fast beat songs is a must! it's like if u don't jump while everybody else is jumping than u might be drowning into the sea of people! Luckily we are not tiny small people. phew! Brandon is skinny as always. Inziger boncit and looks old. but Jose is cute! hehe! They played from the old old songs as well as from their latest album-if not now then when? exactly! it's like my slogan going to the concert laa. hehehe! Yes I missed their concert 5 years ago(kalu tak silap) so tanak miss this time concert! Their live performance was wicked! I instantly fall in love with their new songs. But Brandon agak cool for not talking too much on the stage. the only phrase he kept saying was "thank you boys and girls!" oh i miss him! huhu! gamba takdela.. susah nak upload kt opis ni.

Ohyeah, happy fasting everyone! It's my 2nd year in penang and 1st year having a husband to break the fast and bgn sahor sama2:) can't wait to buy lots of baju raya yg sama tema kaler! hahaha! ok blog will be updated not too soon. not until i get myself a new lappy. isk! later!

I'm back!

huhu! byknye nak tulis. lately rasa nak sgt peg bercuti. sejak kawin tak smpt peg honeymoon pon. dude keje aku cuti. dude cuti aku keje. jumpe dude selasa-kames-jumaat-sabtu je. sabtu da lepak umah mak. mnggu ni dude xblk selasa-aku meroyan. siap xleh tdo mlm2. mimpi antu, terjaga terkejot yg mcm dlm drama melayu tu. stress la konon. xpyah pon tp aku rs cm bodo plak duk sorang2 kalau dude tade. kdg2 rs cm nk pndah kedah je. tp xcool plak duk kedah. hehh!

da mls nk tulis. later~