Tiba-tiba aku kat Penang!

Mcmane nak start eyh. Supposedly, pagi tadi pkol10.30 aku attend interview kat MAS Subang. Ye aku dah pegi Skypark Terminal3 Subang nak amek pas masuk hangar tapi surat pelepasan dieorg belum siapkan. So tnggu. Tgh bjlalan pegi kete Ibu jerit, "Dik! Tapak kasot tercabot!!" What?? Alahai! Sumpah panic! Rase nak peg beli kasot baru, nak patah blk umah semua ade. Tercabot teros xpe, ni terkulai2. Damn! Cmne nak interview tapak heels tekelepet! Abah soh masok kete nak carik gam uhu. Pkol 8.30am mana kedai bukak lagi.Isk!! Cemas sgt takot lmbat peg interview. Pegila tny kedai2 repair motor. Tgh tnggu abah, hpon bunyik, UiTM Penang "Cik, tolong dtg report duty 1 July" aku ckp, "1 july? Esok?" org tu ckp" Hmm, Ha yela" WHAT? pastu dah tatau nak peg mane. Proceed interview MAS? Peg Penang? Keje kt MAS pon kontrak 6bln je. Penang mmg aku nk keje tetap kat sane tp Part time basis dulu smpai convo masters nanti. Ibu Abah pon tgelak je, lastly kteorang blk umah, cancel interview MAS. Blk umah kemas baju semua, sumpah rase nak bawak 1 bilik! Tanak tinggal semue! Isk. Pastu peg s.alam dulu settle kan thesis, blk umah sambong kemas, pkol 3 betolak, pkol 6.30 smpai permatang pauh, tibe2 aku dah kt Penang. What a day! Tgh kemas tibe2 sedih. Isk xsuke! Kawan2 kol semua dah nk sedih. Sorry korang xsmpat nk jumpe=( nanti aku balik kte hang out ye!

So here I am, Penang!

and I dunno where to stay. Will find out tomorrow!

Interview (again)

This will be my fifth interview after graduating. Alhamdulilah so far I did pass all the interviews and I do hope I will this time. The interview will take place at Malaysia Airlines Engineering Training Centre (METC), Subang. As far as I'm concerned they offer me a 6months contract to handle an intensive English class. I have no idea what kinda questions they will ask me, as for this might be different from attending an interview in a learning institution. I hope for the best. If I got this job I can start my savings for my wedding,(and enjoy mini-shopping every end of the month) and pay for my dear Kenari (sian Abah has to pay for the past 3 months). Do pray for me=)

Muke dlm resume. huhu. kidding.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!!

We are one year closer to getting old together,
HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY my Saiful Hisham @ Dude!
I love you, so much;)

Ameera sudah sepuloh!

Buddy Holly! mnganga je smue org. aku xsure org xphm lagu tu atau org xphm ape dieorg tgh buat. whatever it is, u guys rock! nnt acu ajar lagu lady gaga plak k!

kek nmpak messy sbb fresh cream sgt sensitive, cair cpat..tp rasenye masyallah!! cheese cake!

Ameera dah besar!

rabbit ear from acu ^_^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ELDEST NIECE, NUR AMEERA!
Acu loves you so much!!

-_-

Thinking and discussing about wedding can be very stressful (duh). I know married people may say, there are more to come! The fact that we want this but they want that is killing me right now. Yes we got 8 months to do everything, it's not a year. may sound like a long way to go but I do like to start early as I am a very fussy person when it comes to decoration and all, in another words, I AM EXCITED ABOUT IT! and I want to be happily excited not stressful excited. But to be happy sometimes when need to add a little bit stress.

Enough for today.

Hunting for...

Where are you Mr. Mason Jar?

OK. DIY.

Suddenly I got this inspiration to.. ok let me give some intro here. Ibu insists to DIY pelamin but I strictly oppose the idea. Reason(s)? DIY needs a great idea, a very strong kind of idea, less money but extremely more efforts. No doubt. Ibu has the point. Being the stubborn me, I don't mind to splurge some moolah to get the brilliant results. Meaning hire a pro to do the thing. But. Suddenly I got this inspiration to do a garden theme kinda wedding. Why? Since Ibu loves to DIY everything plus she and Abah are so into gardening, pokok here and there so to DIY suddenly becomes a great idea! Yes twice the suddenly, I know. Grabbed my book and started to sketch here and there. Haha, macam wedding planner tau! Ape ko ingat ko pro nak skecth2??? DIY ok? mesti kene poyo2 sketch!

Jangan poyo sangat. Pegi kursus kawin pon belom!! Opps!


p/s: Ok Ibu. Let's DIY!! Woohoo!

Let me start again.

I need this...

...this...

...and this...


to occupied myself.

Will start soon.

Save The Date.

LDR sucks but LDD can be easy sometimes. LDR? sucks all the time. LDD is for long distance discussion (do not google) is what we have to do so far. We have discussed on the date, for both parties and luckily Ibu Abah agreed easily (phew). Decided not to do it on the school holidays hopefully will make the ceremony run smoothly. So date, done. Color? Theme? The most difficult things to decide yet the most exciting things to argue about. Ibu Abah suddenly blurted out YELLOW and GOLD. Aiseyhh, boleh ke? huhu. I dun think I have the chemistry with yellow or gold la. Is not there. I dun think they like me either. I like white, a very classic white (as refer to what ET said). Let everything else be in whatever colors they want to be but for us, just white (senyum pandang atas secara perlahan2). Another thing, as for pelamin I would prefer to sewa in another words, ask a pakar to do it but Ibu would rather prefer to DIY. OK, I get it, boleh, we can DIO (do-it-ourselves) but I'm a bit uncertain on the total outcome of the pelamin. We'll see la ye Ibu...Yes, Ibu da mula concern itu ini and I found it, very sweet! hihi!

I need to sleep. Gudnyte Dude.

Syukur Untuk Hari Ini

I didn't know what it happened. All I know, I was being told by the faculty, I was already late for the submission of my thesis. Late? How's that possible when I did submit on time - 30 mac 2010? My supervisor only told me last 3weeks which was in May to hand in my thesis to the faculty (which I should do this on the 30th Mac). I was in complete disbelief. Mad, confused, sad, confused, confused. How did this happen? I need to have my convo on the oct/nov THIS YEAR! If faculty do not accept my thesis and state TL (tidak lengkap) fot my thesis's status meaning I have to attend the MAY 2011 convo! I need the scroll this year as UiTM Penang offer me a post which is valid until Dec 2010. Meaning if I have to attend the convo next year, I will be a married woman meaning I have already had my wedding and I will only get the job after I got married, so I cannot have my own saving with my own salary for my own wedding. Can you see how the status of the thesis will affect the whole thing? Called my supervisor and she promised she'll figure out something. *sigh*

BUT,

Today I received a great news! I did pass! They accepted the grade and stated in the slip!!

(print screen gagal, tak bleh nak letak result kat sini) huhu.

ALHAMDULILAH.

It's time to shop for convo kebaya y'all! woohoo!!

Images from OP

*smiling*
Thank you Ashraff. You did a great job;)


Ashraff 0196356314

My engagement II

Sealed.

Suap gula =)

Future Mother in law

One of the hantaran

Pardon my enormous fingers and the obvious veins

My favorite thing

they make the picture perfect.

I heart this. (credit to ashraff)

Those who helped
Future family.

We are family! Love of my life.

Love for the day.

my sunday

my perfect sunday=)

enough said=)





=)

Have a safe journey dude!
Love you? hehh

Random

Selesai da engagement. Alhamdulilah semua selamat, even tho ade flaws here and there tp syukor sgt. Periok smue pon da simpan, pinggan mangkok pon da simpan masok almari, khemah pon da bukak... perasaan risau pasal thesis dtg lagi. Haihh.. I don't even know what's the status of my thesis. Tapi kerani uitm sek17 ade call last friday mintak softcopy, yang aku berjaya hantar 2jam selepas dpt call. Hopefully dieorang consider thesis aku. AMIN2!!! Even aku tatau ape status lagi tapi aku da berangan nak tempah baju konvo. Tamau excited tapi nak excited. Aku berangan nak buat kebaya panjang, a white lace kebaya panjang, pakai dengan kain batik lipat depan green color..or red..or yellow also nice. pastu pakai dengan wedges. PERFECT. Ya Allah, dapatla aku pakai bulan 10 tahun ni, bukan bulan 5 tahun depan. Taknak:(

What do I feel now:

1. Happy (i got the ring!)
2. Missing Dude so freaking bad. Dapat jumpe xsampai 1jam pon aritu.
3. Nak shopping teramat sangat! I couldn't remember the last time I bought myself a pair of shoes!
4. Nak jumpe Dude
5. Excited nak peg NANA kawen this weekend!
6. Excited kot2 Dude jadi turun KL this weekend!
7. Mana nak korek duit byar broadband
8. Makan creamy carbonara pizza hut + chicken wings dgn dude:(
9. Nak buat art attack stuff..
10. again, mane nk korek duit beli PVA glue, acrylic colors etc..

I WANT TO ATTEND THE OCT CONVOCATION!!!!

My engagement I

Alhamdulilah. Syukor sangat2. Semua da selamat. Bila dah habis mcm ni rase kejap je semua bende. Setelah berketuntang sebulan kemas rumah, basoh periok belanga, decorate itu ini finally
I GOT THE RING! WOOT2!!

Berikot ialah uchapan terima kasih secara personal dari aku:
1. IBU ABAH - Terima kasih yang tak terhingga. Ibu Abah orang paling bersusah payah untuk majlis ni, duit, tenaga, effort semua sekali. Bersyukor sgt ada Ibu dan Abah on this special day.

2. ADIK BERADIK - kakak, mamat, bae, dgn ipar2, kbee, ksya, abg amin...terima kasih tolong sempurnakan majlis. kakak tolong decorate hantaran, so-called mini dais, masak, mamat tolong pasang meja, cuci garage, angkat laok2, bae tolong belikan fresh flower pkol 4pagi, kbee tolong buatkan kek ikot cmne yang aku nak, decorate macam2, ksya tolong masak, tolong smue sekali dan abg amin sama2 tolong mamat, tolong cuci periok dan psang meja makan.
3. SEDARA MARA DEKAT - Pakcu, makcu, Dila, Pekjah, Mamat kecik... tq korang, sama2 bsusah payah tolong macam2...korang mmg sedara yang cool!

4. KAWAN2 - ira dan pya terima kasih sgt2 dtg jugak korang... korang mmg the best, kawan2 yang betol2 sahabat. mok ira, thank u kasik tolong aku jadi cntek, mok pya pon sama.. tolong temankan time i bedebar2 dan yg plaing penting sponsor cookies:) kawan2 yg xdpt dtg, thank u doakan yg baik2 tuk aku.

5. MAKCIK2 KAWAN IBU - especially cik Ana yang siapkan hantaran aku, tolong alter itu ini, susah pyah pegi kedai beli ribes, bunga bagai. Makcik2 tolong masak, rewang ramai2, tolong serve laok pastu balik tros lepas makan... heee..

6. SEMUA YANG DATANG - Thank you, meramaikan majlis dan sama2 memeriahkan, tolong makan, tolong sama2 senyum mase aku dpt cincin.
7. PHOTOGRAPHER SI ACAP - ko mmg best! nanti gmba akak kasi cntek2 ye. tq so much!!

8. MUA - Ayu tq tq! saya suka sgt make up awk. and the bulu mata, i loike wpon berat! hehe.

Lastly,
Thank you so much for my dearest Saiful Hisham cum The Dude:) Ingat tak jumpe awk smlm, cmne ntah Ibu nak awk dtg jugak. heee! Terima Kasih sudi amek saya jadi tunangan awk:) org syg awk. Insyallah, kite doa byk2 jodoh kte pnjg dan diberkati Allah. Amin...

Alhamdulilah, I'm so content.

more official pictures after this

I'm writing again.

I cannot stop thinking about it. Something bad, disastrous happened to my thesis. Something that I never imagined before. Something that will be a nightmare to anyone. Because, it will affect my future career, affect my wedding next year, affect me as a person, affect the whole thing. The worst part is, it's not my fault. I had some kind of vision about this. Will share after I got the results of this incident.

I wanna be happy for my engagement, yet this thing is killing me to think about it. Ya Allah, aku mntak pertolongan dr mu, aku dah xde daya nak tanggung ni semua. Tolong, bukak kan hati mereka, terima thesis aku.

Amin.

Mintak tolong doa kawan2. terima kasih.

Buat masa ni...

..aku xlarat nak buat pape, nak pikir pape. Aku boleh doa dan mngharap. I got good news in the morning but bad ones later in the evening. Tuhan, tolong..aku penat.

Macam-macam

Baju aku yg ptotnye amek last friday kne amek this thurs. agak lewat 1 minggu ye atas insidin bodoh tukang jahit. Aku da ade rase nak beli siap baju ni tapi bile tgk kain2 beaded sana sini cam teruja nak anta tailor tapi hasilnya? Malas nak ckp. Sedih akak. Tapi it's not that bad. Tadi Dr. Zee supervisor thesis call soh jumpa sok. Nervous! sehari suntuk pkir kenape. Ya Allah, mintak yang elok2 je. Hopefully da bley proceed dgn hard cover. AMIN2!! Ok ni random je, tadi peg KLCC, event Ibu ni tapi kene paksa pergi sebab tak buat pape pon kt umah. Isk. Smidex exhibition, untuk SME (small medium entrpship). Seb baek ade dila si kazen. Gila ngantok dgr talk usahawan. Dem.SME what?