yayy for to day:)

I'm glad to hear my dear friends received the invitation card:) it means - It's getting near!! Oh memang sengaja tak tgk ticker kat ats tu. lalalalala! Alhamdulilah, semalam our second attempt to do the so called pre-wed photoshoot berjaya! Last week dgn hujan ribot but yesterday everything was so perfect. Thanks to my colleague Isma and Farid yang sgt rajin. and they offer us to do the save the date (STD) video as well. ye kami mmg pandai berlakon! hahah! ok tak pandai ye. tersengih2 je. wpon dulu penah blakon drama dibawah arahan 'akak drama queen' oh dun remind me! huhu! kteorg smpai Mengkuang Dam around 5.30pm so dpt la 1 stgh jam je kat situ. around 7pm da kene balik. Mengkuang Dam cantik, ada tasik, pokok2 krismas. It takes 20mins from pmatang pauh.

Thank you Dude melayan org nak buat benda2 mcmni:) I'll upload our STD pictures soon!

Too bad my laptop charger rosak;( ni pon update kt uitm. Oh yes, Alwani dpt belikan lantern byk2 kat kedai ptlg street tu. Alhamdulilah, dlm susah nk blk KL dan peg beli ada juga org nak tlg:) lepas ni sapa2 nak pkai paper lantern to whatever kind of occasion u can contact her. She's so sweet. Rent ye dan mura dr korang peg beli sendiri. I'll let u know her website. Kat sini takleh bukak. heee!

I'm going home todayyy!!

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kalot

Hari ni 24hb. Gaji msok! yay! byk benda nak beli. NAK BAYAR sebenarnya! nak bayar semua balance2 deposit makeup, photog, blablabla. Lepas da siap2 pagi ni bukak la purse belek2 brape hengget tinggal. Tiba2 aku nmpak tmpt kad bank aku kosong! OMG! HILANG!!! kad aku hilang! kad bank hilang di hari gaji msok. can u imagine? yg aku ingt mlm td check duit, aku mcm amek resit je dr ATM tu, xingat amek kad. tp kalu aku tetinggal kad mesti ATM mesin tu bebunyik kan? aku da pkir nak peg geledah ATM tu xde jgk nk peg bank islam cepat2. blari la turun tangga. oh sblm tu text dude, "awk kad bank sy hilang" mcm la dude tau kt mane kan. buat pening die lagi ade la. smpai kete, msok dlm kete tgk2 kad tu ada atas seat sebelah. YA ALLAH! seb bek tade org pecahkan kete aku amek kad dan cuba2 draw duit! huhu. Alhamdulilah;) sangat amat cuai! sumpah aku xingt aku letak kad tu cmtu je. haihh penat risau! pastu text dude blk, " oh da jumpe. heeee" sampai skang dude xreply pape. mlas nak layan aku yg careless la tuh! heeeee!

ok tata nak g lunch kt hotel uitm. students wat serving hari ni ^_^

Things that make me happy at the moment.

"we ain't got no worries
we ain't got no troubles
ain't nothing you can do to bring us down
we gonna laugh
we gonna sing
till we hear the bell rings
just take my hand I hope u hang around"


Milktoof + this super cute song = AWESOMENESSSS!!!

U'll feel totally happy! Try it out!

Bridezilla?

Term yang biasa dgr utk bride to be bila die mngamok atas pelbagai jenis sebab yang tak best. Aku ada symptom2 tu semalam. Not really a good news I must say. BUT! Dengan mendapatkan perkhidmatan Ibu untuk pegi serang org itu maka akan dipastikan dapat juga berjalan minggu ini! tanakla cerita detail sbb sambil menaip nanti akak jugak yang emo. No no no. Tak bley emo da nak dekat2 ni. Kite chill je *bersiul sumbang*

Yes nak blk this weekend nak pulun kerja abes2 sbb lepas ni blk lg skali da nak jadi isteri org *uhuk2* minggu ni fitting baju nikah + sanding. Carik tudung nikah. Carik kasot sanding. Beli brg2 nak letak dlm bilik pengehantin (the best part). tgk bilik yg di cat dan katil. tgk hantaran in progress. cuci tingkap bilik! kalu smpat mau buat kuku. so next week da xblk tnggu smpai 5 april br blk. sementara tu duk diam2, praktis senyum dan praktis rasa cantik!

Kad saya da pos ye kawan2. tunggu jgn rebot2. hehe!

ok aku still susah hati ni tp takpe. Ya Allah pmudahkanla semua urusanku. Amin!

The Best Teacher.

I've got to contact my favourite primary school English teacher! She's in Penang. Well she is from Penang. (according to the address-she's staying nearby dude's house). She's inspired me to be who I am today - a lecturer. An English lecturer. She was at her best in teaching, I bet she still is. I felt in love with English and teaching since she taught me back in 1994. Still remember went to her house with other friends every evening to learn English better. What I like about her teaching is she instilled FUN in every lesson. Every exercise comes with games and prizes. She is also the one who taught me the cursive handwriting that I influence my handwriting now. She always wrote some remark on my exercise book - motivation sayings etc. And yes I still keep the book until now. Every page reminds me those days how I was falling in love with English. and to my every interview I had attended I mentioned about her as my inspiration-without fail. She also trained me to be a good storyteller. I participated in many storytelling competitions back then. and that also a very good practice for me to be better in learning English. Too bad I don't have a picture of her. Dear Miss Selina, you are the best teacher indeed and thanks for inspiring me to become one.

"Yes 17 years. I know hv grown with the years. Just you keeping in touch all these years is the best gift 4 this teacher. Love you dear. Wouldn't b who I am without you. teaching about sharing knowledge and learning from one another. Glad inspired u. may u inspire sum1 too:) "

She texted me just now:)
I believe this is the best part becoming a teacher.

spot me!

don't spot me!

and yes, Miss Selina will be coming to my wed in Penang! Can't wait!

Pwetty cakes!

^_^

PEOPLE GO WATCH THIS!

the super cool hero!


believe me you won't even move an inch! not even bother to blink your eyes!
this movie is a must watch this year!

for me, the kind of movie you could watch again and again.

Cerita semalam

aku sgtla nak bgn pkol 10 ke 12 ke di hari Sabtu yang hening ni TAPI mata da tekebil2 pkol 7.30!! isk isk. Ok next!

Supposedly we had our so called pre-wed photoshoot at Mengkuang Dam. Tapi tak sampai 5 minit kami terpaksa berlari menyelamatkan diri di tgh2 hujan dan ribut angin yang Masyallah super kuat! Bygkan Dude pon rasa nak melayang! Btw, thanks Isma & Farid gigih jgk bawak kami tapi mission failed. Kecewa jgkla=( since we dun have much time left. Takde rezeki.
Sebab tak dpt buat, Dude belanja these stuffs (ok aku 'pau' dia)

motivation for cooking? oh yearghh! (RM29.90 only)

tissue box bus! (RM19.90 only!)

suke sgtla aku benda2 mcmni (hint utk kwn2 bg wedding prezzie! ngaaaaa!!!) okla kan tade la beratos2. Hah these things make my day. Thanks Dude!! ^_^

Ok today sit at home, do the DIY, blog hopping, bla bla bla...

Have a nice Saturday everbodeyyyyy!!!

hand of hope.

Gambar ini adalah gambar bayi yang baru berusia 21 minggu yang belum dilahirkan bernama Samuel Alexander Armas yang dibedah oleh seorang doctor bernama Joseph Burner. Bayi tersebut telah disahkan mengidap penyakit 'spina bifida' yang disahkan tidak dapat diselamatkan jika dikeluarkan dari rahim ibunya. Ibu Samuel, Julie Armas seorang jururawat obstetric di Atlanta. Dia mengenali seorang pakar bedah bernama Dr.Bruner. Dr Burner yg bertugas di Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville, telah menjalankan satu pembedahan khas ke atas bayi ini sewaktu bayi ini masih lagi di dalam rahim.

Sewaktu pembedahan berlangsung, doctor telah mengeluarkan rahim dari seksyen-C dan telah mebuat satu bukaan kecil untuk melakukan pembedahan ke atas bayi tersebut. Apabila doctor tersebut telah selesai menjalankan pembedahan ke atas Samuel, bayi kecil tersebut telah mengenggam jari doctor tersebut melalui bukaan kecil tersebut dengan tangannya yang telah berkeaadaan sempurna.

Dr Burner berkata, ketika jarinya digenggam,itulah saat paling mengharukan dalam hidupnya dan untuk seketika beliau kaku. Gambar ini telah diambil dengan jelas sekali. Penulis telah menamakan gambar ini dengan tajuk 'Hand of Hope -Tangan Harapan".

Dalam tulisannya berkenaan gambar ini, "Jari kecil bayi berusia 21 minggu,Samuel Alexander Armas keluar dari rahim ibunya untuk menggenggam jari tangan Dr Joseph Burner seolah-olah berterima kasih kepada doctor yang menghadiahkan sebuah kehidupan kepadanya".

Ibu Samuel berkata, mereka menagis beberapa hari apabila melihat gambar tersebut. Dia berkata, "Gambar ini mengingatkan kita bahawa mengandung bukanlah mengenai kecacatan atau penyakit, tp ia adalah mengenai seorang insan kecil."

Samuel dilahirkan sihat dan pembedahan ke atasnya dilaksanakan dengan berjaya.

*translate dr artikel asal

sambil baca aku termenangis. speechless. Kuasa Allah.

Posto! Posto!

Hah! Lama tak dapat mail mcm ni. Last surat dpt surat dari UiTM. hehh! Sangatla amat gembira! and this is my very first time shopping online. Teruja okayyy. I got a delivery from syahadah (yes click on!) pkai alamat uitm. gile tak cool.

ngeee!

cute packaging!

the button badge! super comel! thanks sya!
amal & ira, cant wait to give u guys this!

and another items are some kind of postcard. to complete my DIY thingy
Oh I'm just super happy
^_^

If you guys are interested to make one of this and more, go to her blog and place your order! It's so worth it! murah sgt!

*sambong online shopping*

Syukur hari ini saya gembira.

Alhamdulilah. Satu-satu benda da settle. Hari ni gembira sgt. Tapi jgn sgt sgt ye, wasatiah sikit ye. Tapi sgtla xtahan hati ni. Rasa nak shuffle tanpa henti. Thank you awak. Kelas habis pkol 7pm hari ni. dlm kelas gila tak sabar nak balik rumah. It's all because of this;

apa apa? tade pape pongg
^_^

10 mistakes newlyweds make

Stumble upon this from here. Sharing is caring=)

1. Failing to think beyond the wedding

Some couples get so wrapped up in the wedding festivities that they fail to comprehend what they’re getting themselves into. You’re married. The party was probably a lot of fun, but it was one day. Now, you have to live together, get along, and form your own family. Enjoy the wedding planning and the afterglow of your big day – from watching the video to reminiscing with friends – but keep the big picture in your head at all times. - oh yes, think a lot about this lately. Will I be able to be a good wife? Insyallah=)

2. Trying to change your spouse

Presumably, you married your spouse because you are in love with him or her. If that’s the case, then there’s no good reason for changing your spouse. Frankly, most adults don’t drastically change, so your best bet is to accept your spouse and love him or her for the ways he or she is unique and different and not in spite of those things. Trying to change your spouse will only hurt his or her feelings and damage your marriage. - can't agree more. I'm changing myself to be skinner though :P

3. Getting off on the wrong foot with your in-laws

If the damage has already been done, do whatever you can to improve the relationship you have with your in-laws. Be the first to extend the olive branch because the only person who gets hurt when you fight with the in-laws is your spouse, who feels caught in the middle. - so far we are good=) and pray will be that way til end.

4. Fighting over silly stuff

Every married person has argued with his or her spouse over something that seems inane to outsiders – from the notorious cap left off the toothpaste to underwear left on the doorknob. Save your arguments for more important subjects. Let these pet peeves remain as simple pet peeves. Honestly, if the worst thing your spouse does is leave his dirty socks on the floor, you should consider yourself lucky. - huhu, should learn to be more patient. I'm kinda not in that position lately.

5. Acting like you’re still singleNow is the time to grow up. Hanging out with your friends all night was all right when you were a single person with no one waiting for you at home. As a married person, there are behaviors that are no longer appropriate. You know what’s right and what’s wrong, so just do the right thing. - this one for you dude!

6. Rushing into having children

Some couples don’t give themselves enough time to be married to each other. If you can wait to have children, you should consider it because you’ll never have this time alone again. Once children arrive, they will have to be the focus of your attention. Your heart certainly has room for children and a spouse, but you should spoil one another while you can. - but we want fast! haha! hello I'm 27!

7. Going into debt

Starting off your marriage with bills you can’t afford is a terrible beginning. It’s an additional strain on your relationship that you can’t afford. If you are already in debt, make a plan for getting rid of it. Stay on budget, get your finances in order, and you’ll probably fight less. If nothing else, you’ll sleep better at night. - stay on budget, stay on budget, stay on budget NOT!

8. Having unrealistic expectations about marriage

If you think marriage is always a walk in the park, you have another thing coming. There will be hard times. It takes a while to get the hang of living with this other person and making the relationship work. Don’t think that the problems you had before you walked down the aisle are simply going to disappear because you’re married. They won’t. Some problems never will go away. It’s how you deal with them that counts. - yes will rmmber this! sometimes yes I do have this irrational beliefs.

9. Making decisions without consulting your spouse

There are two people in your relationship. When you were single you might have made decisions about where to go after work, what vacations to take, how to spend your money, without discussing it with anyone. Now, however, your decisions have an impact on your spouse, too. He or she has a right to have input in these decisions. - I already considered him now=)

10. Abandoning your sex life

Marriage does not have to mean the end to good sex. It is part of your job as married people to maintain your sexual health, keep things interesting, and make sure you and your spouse are satisfied. When problems do arise, you should address them and do what you can to improve the situation. - ok no comment. we'll see how. haha!

Wedding Update

Yay! settle lagi bbrape benda hari ni. Baju Dude utk reception Penang da siap. Segak sekali! hihi.. baju aku pon da pilih=) mula2 nak amek merah tapi xsuke cutting baju tu. Tiba2 mata terpandang turqoise dan jatoh centaaaa. Dude pon suke=) next peg carik jam Dude utk hantaran. Pilih brg cm pompuan tau. Brg2 aku pon da setel smue. Huhu. Finally dptla jam yg die tgk 2-3bln lpas tp tibe2 jam tu da tade kt mane2 kedai pon then tadi jam tu klua balik! Pastu kami peg carik guestbook. Ok yg ni susah nak carik ye. Byk B2B buat sendiri sama ada peg bind paper tak pon beli buku kosong then design sendiri. Which is kinda cool. Tapi aku nak carik gak. Dari gurney ke queensbay lastly dapat! Ada seketol je buku tu kt Borders. Before this aku da tgk kt 2-3 MPH, Popular semua bukan jenis yg aku nak. Nasib baik dapat jugak=) harga pon tak mahal mcm kt empire tuh! Nanti buku ni pon akan ku kerjakan! ribbon and lacey ready! Pastu pastu tgh jln gembira dpt guestbook aku tertengok bantal besar yg manesss!! bantal ni pon ada seketol je kt situ. 20% off! sian die duk sorang2 aku pon berkira2 nak beli sambil tgk muka Dude. Dude lari! hahahaha!! sale assistant tu pon sian tgk muke aku die bg 20%+10% =) dapatla kurang rm30! byk tuh..huhu! dgn tekad hati aku peg atm then tros amek bantal tu! Weeee!! seronok ok.. da berangan nak hias rumah cmtu cmni pas kawin nnt=) ni mcm pre-home-shopping la ni.. hikhik!

=)

oh, gorgeous!

Next, carik bedsheets!

Meronggg

cerita yang katanya tgh hot skang ni. Pegi la tgk. Anda pasti terhibur. Saya cume menguap 4 kali je. dlm byk2 scene, scene aku plg ingat bile Merong bbual dgn Pak Kesum die cakap, "hamba bukan orang luar" budak kecik duk depan kteorg sambong, "DIA ORG DALAM!!" nghahahaha!

mcm Troy je. Gempak la utk filem melau buat cmni.

Dear you,

Nur Kasih

I didn't know she can sing? =) penat bulu roma goosebumps. Huhu. Sumpah suka cite dgn lagu ni. Bulan puasa thn lepas. Aku burn lagu ni di celah2 lagu snoop dogg dan drake. Oh tak sabar nak tgk movie bln 5 nanti.

Wedding Update

Hello people! broadband tgh slow so tade mood nak online. Mari2 mcm nak cerita. Duduk rapat2! ngahaha! Hari ni, tepatla lagi sebulan majlis bergeli2 aku. Insyallah=) Last week blk sg.buloh beberapa benda da settle:

1. Hantar kad kt colleagues PTPL - thanks nadia gojes!

2. Beli bunga untuk hantaran - mkck Ana da start gubah=)
3. bayar katil dgn tilam. nextweek anta kt rumah
4. pilih color bilik. nextweek juga cat=)
5. ikat reben utk centerpiece
6. reject color baju utk abah and all the gentlemen. isk

tak sempat peg dentist lagi mau repair gigi. tak tau la smpat ke tak ni. sabtu dpt jumpe nadia gojes pastu kami peg Empire - shopping mall blk subang parade. dlu aku slalu peg subang parade empire tak siap lagi. skang da tersergam indah. Empire sgt best! kedai best, xbesar sgt. kalu aku still keje kt s.alam harosla Empire akan ku singgah hari2! da peg sana, finally dptla aku beli dan merasa macaroons yg digembar gembur kan tu. Honestly rasa die biasa je, sweet n creamy. Luar die crunchy dlm lembot. Mmg mahal tapi nak jgk! meh tgk gmba la..

macaroons from T Forty Two. paperbag=)
written: "love and scandal are the best sweeteners of tea" - Henry Fielding

inside a small box

the small one from The Vanilla Shop - 2.50/pc
the big one (chocolate+yellow) T Forty Two - 3.90/pc

yes I bought the macaroons from two different shops! heeee!!

tnggu nak letak bunga je =)

nadia gojes (excited jumpe aku la tuh)

butterflies on my lappy - for invitation card

oh sungguh random. Huhu.

Next, fitting baju nikah n baju begeli2 atas pelamin. Beli paper lantern dan jumpe dentist!

It's March!

Yes next month will be April and then May, June, next is July and Dec and then 2012! haha! Merepek sket. Rasa nak fast forward everything. tapi all the best moment nak in slow motion. Bley? It's already March. Sumpah I feel so tense at the beginning of this week. Got to talk to Dude and I feel better but still most of the time I cried. Sampai mata bengkak peg keje. Ok next! Going back home today! Yay! slalu masok 3rd week je aku da blk sg.buloh, this time a month jgk. So yes aku home sick sket. Tak saba nk blk nk kemas rumah and bilik! Ahad ni nak cat bilik pengantin. Hik2. Esok nak peg shah alam beli brg2 yg blom ada. Nak g klinik. ingat nak g dentist. luckily dpt cuti on monday=) on this very month also we decided not to see each other too often. So smlm slalunya jln2 dgn Dude tp smlm xjumpe. Ok rindu=( dgr lagu bleeding in love-leona lewis aku sedih. Pastu dgn lagu terrified Katherine Mcphee byk2 kali. Ok sedih.

Semalam peg SSF, ok hari sblm tu pon da peg. sminggu peg bkali2. Hee! peg carik hand bouquet utk bridesmaid. Lilit2 reben, pusing2.. siap!

rm9.90 shj. tak payah gubah ape, lilit je dgn riben kegemaran anda, letakkan 1 riben di pangkal bunga dan siap. 4 bijik semuanye. suke=)

mlm nant terbang pulang dan akan menggunakan masa semaksimum mungkin utk setel kan semua benda. borang sebelah dude da setel dan bley bwk blk! yay! jom kawen!

Today

At this moment I feel so depressed. Dgn masalah hormon aku. Dgn baju2 kurung favorite aku yg da tak boleh nak pakai. Terpakse pakai baju apa yg ada. Dgn preparation kawen. Tiba2 semua benda nak jadi sgt menekan.

Tolong, aku tak berapa nak kuat.

=(

^_^

Molten Chocolate. Now you see it.

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Now you don't. Dibaham oleh dua orang manusia!
One of the most delicious things in the whole world! in another word, SEDAP NAK MAMPOS!



ehem, my future roomate =)
52days to go