fill in the blanks_________

i hate LDR.but i love him.so i can't hate LDR.i hate LDR.

i am free

i long to write in here but just cant find the time to do so.why? well i have to (sounds so tpakse) finish up my three precious of 40% asgments and now i'm done! and also done for the first semester! yay! no final exam for M.ED tesl. another yay! how does it feel to work and study at the same time? asked my fellow opismate.. hmm i wud say ok la...there was a hard time la, the rest i kinda enjoy it (frankliest).how i wish the last asgment for this semester wud be the last n final asgment for the whole semester! so i am "free" from going to classes, citing here n there, do presentation and be so academically in the class (for the time being). sy rase bley bnapas skang...

i think i'm getting fat not so skinny anymore.i gain weight.a lot.i think..err...it bothers me a lot! this is not my body! help! help! i know i need a serious intensive exercise.huhu.when was the last time i had my exercise? ages ago!!

da la no more writing.jd emotional plak..isk2..went to angah (ira's sister) wedding kt smban last sat.picture of evidence as follow:

tcare evryone.ta~

i'm desperately need a new lappy.

laptop aku sgt lmbab:( mnyukarkan aku nk buat keje2..sgt sedeyh.lg sdeyh sbb tade budget nk beli baru.da 3thn pkai laptop ni, mngikot pngalaman sndiri dan kawan2 aku, msok 3thn je mmg kne tuka baru ni.huhu... sgt2 lmbab smpai jadi mlas nk wat keje sbb da pnat tnggu.cthnye, kalu aku nk bukak Word nk wat asgment,slepas mendoubleklikkan word itu, aku bley peg wat keje2 laen dlu smentare nk tnggu word tu klua, cthnye peg mandi, mop umah, siram pokok dan mnyapa jiran sbelah..barula leh type asgment:( lg trok kalu aku right klick mouse "mabok" ni (mouse ni ske bgerak2 sndiri tanpa mnggu arahan dr aku) nk tnggu right klik tu klua kdg2 memakan mase 3min! hmm... ade sape2 nk bg laptop baru kt aku x?

mngkin ini satu cobaan tuk aku mnjadi lebeyh pnyabar.owh how optimist!

ptpl wat jamuan raye.mkan sgt sdap!! cm biase kami bercamwhoring smentare mnggu datuk tibe:D

ini k.rose.die slalu watkn spageti yg sgt sdap!!

ini k.ju:) die sgt baek hati

ini gmba kad raye ptpl thn depan

bed,ina,hafizah,sofeya

i'm counting the days nk tgk james bond.hehe..
dude cpatla trn cni:(

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

hari raye aku start on the third raya sbb abg2 kakak n anak2 sdare aku blk raye umah aku ari raye ke3.. aku da xdpt duet raye sbb thn ni aku decide nk bg duet raye plak.hehh...mestla bkn sbb aku yg decide tp kate org2 kmpong kalu da keje mmg xdpt duet raye tp kte plak kne bg.ke smue org2 kmpong korang pon spendapat dgn org kg aku? finally aku plak bg duet raye kt ibu abah:) dan juge kpade 8 ekor monsters kecil! honestly sy gmbire dpt bg duet raye..even aku da xdpt duet raye tp aku xkesah sbb prasaan mmberi duet raye adalah lg mnyeronokan dr menerime.huhu.. mmbuatkan aku rase aku lebeyh dewase.hmmm... :D

btol la. raye ni aku rase lebeyh dewase..lebeyh tua..lebeyh matang.huhu.. raye thn2 dlu aku mest mrungut kalu kne masak, kmas umah, tuka lngsir.. tp thn ni aku ske wat bnde2 ni wpon wat sorang2 sbb kakak aku pon xraye cni dlu. aku pon xmrungut kalu org dtg raye sbb slalu akula yg kne wat air bkn skali tp bkali2, idang mcm2, bsoh pnggan, lap pnggan.. tp thn ni aku siapkan bncoh air byk2, kutip n bsoh pnggan, sblm kete org dtg braye msok pagar umah aku da blari ke dapo peg wat air, topup mkanan kalu da abes dan mcm2 lg la! plg ske isi kueh raye sbb kueh raye sgt kalerful n sgt cntek disusun bramai2 dlm balang kueh raye mak aku yg da btahon2 xtuka. raye dlu2 aku xske nk g braye sgt tp thn ni aku ske je nk ikot g mane2 sbb leh mkn2, compare2 kueh raye umah org..hehe.. yg plg pnting dpt mrapatkn silaturrahim..erkk..btol la! kawn2 skola yg dpt jumpe sthon skali je..byangkan tade hari raye mmg bthon2 la xjumpe.hehe..

thn ni kami (kawn2 skola teknik) peg braye bramai2 lg.da besar ni kteorg makin rpat plak..dlu mase skola tade niat pon nk bkawn, xpduli pape pon.hehe.. timekaseyh kawn2 join raye thn ni.lastyer peg 7umah thn ni 7umah gk.dr gombak smpai ke s.alam.dr kol10 smpai kol8pm.dr xkne marah smpai kne marah ngan mak aku.hehe...brikot gmba2 cliche dihari raye:

umah #1

umah #2

umah #3

umah aku:)

umah aku lg:)

lg skali umah aku:)

umah #6

aqilah bbaju raye:D

thn ni tade gmba raye bramai2 ngan ahli kluarge sbb dieorg raye umah mak mntua dlu blk cni da raye ketige mestla abg2 aku da mlas nk bbaju raya bsampin smue.. so tadela gmba sgt:(

slamat hari raye smue org.maap zaher baten.jmpotla dtg umah:) aku xwat open house tp umah aku open je ari2.. back to work everyody! aku tgh mngagahkan diri nk siapkan 3paperwork yg sgt bernilai 40% each! i can do dis! huhu! ta~

kpade dude sy, slmt ari raye:) mish u sooooooooooooooooo much!

shopping raye?

Dude sy dtg n dude sy suda pulang lg:( we had the chance to buke pose same2 for three days in a row! suda ckop gmbiwe!

thank you dude:) :) :) extra smiley! hehe

my trompah raye:D

tu saje.. timekaseyh
d^_^b

t a g

tagged by ira sawi.

7 facts bout myself (haha sounds lame!)

fact #1: sy ske observe org.specifically what they are wearing

fact #2: da dkt 6bln sy tdo bukak lampu.dun ask me why

fact #3: bunyik poyo glabah tp sy xske dgr era rntak music tkini.wt??

fact #4: sy makan ape saje.kek bebentuk kayu,bskot bebentuk batu smue makan.tade msalah

fact #5: sy sgt pnyayang orgnye.xcaye bley tny org2 yg disyangi sy sperti, ibu abah, nieces n nephews, my close fwens and of course my only dude.kn dude kn?

fact #6: sy xske mmbace! bcos it is tiring!

fact #7: i have tons of works, assgments, exam papers need to be marked yet i'm doing dis!!

sape bace ni sile tag diri sndiri.ta!

mari bbuke pose

we had our buke pose at bagan klang on last monday.together with all the ptpl lecturers, not all la..quarter of it je.the place is a little creepy but the food was so yummy! butter prawn, crab soup, fishy some more...i was so full till the saho time! and today i had my buke pose with wawa n daus! my long lost fwen.. 2th je lost nye.not my classmates or whatever..we met last 4 ke 5 yers mase keje kt kdai tepon kow-kow.hehe... she's a kewl fwen and together with her beau daus, they are so saikoss!! tq korang dtg s.alam.taking pictures is a must!

dr kiri: madi,bed,pya,me,ina (all taken.haha!)

aku cm nenek2

daus me wawa!

cant wait to buke pose with my dude:) slmt pose korang..nk beli bj raye cntek2 dan mahal2 dtgla pkns s.alam..hehe.. til next entry.ta~!

kinda miss to write sumthing in here.dun really have anything to write but i'll write sumthing.hehh.. my M.Ed classes are getting busier.presentation here n there, every weeks' assgments, term paper, research proposal and the 40% individual project which is killing me now!! 1month b4 the deadline but i'll try to start early! have to! so i come out with my own deadline which is 1 week earlier for each asgments.gudluck to myself! ptpl's final exam has started.no more teaching for at least this whole month.yippi! tp kne invigilate! owh hate dat T_T

hmm me missing my dude sooo bad:( 1 more week b4 i kud see him! olmost a month now..isk2.. i've came across some old songs..back at 90's.i love the 90's! mayb u guys wanna have a listen on these kewl songs.go download it! reminiscing the gud old days...

*Once in a life time - Gregorians (1991-i was standard 1 tp da dgr lagu2 cmni tau..hehe)
*Twisted - Keith Sweat (1999 - bring back my form 3 memories...)
*Stutter - Joe (2000-not really 90's.i love dis one!)
*Come on get higher - Matt Nathanson (current - so much in love with dis song! listen a lot to this when i'm missing my dude:(
*Comfortable - John Mayer (1999-beautiful song, surely u'll fly...huhu)

any recommendation for kewl songs do let me noe.hehh! happy fasting peeps! need to shopping for raye but my moolah is decreasing..isk2..we'll find a way how.^__^

goodday everyone.ta~

(dude me missssh u super a lot!!!)

shoOooOOpink!

slpas 3bln lamenye..kami bjumpe kembali! mlas nk cte pjg2,mari kte tgk gmba!

nana,ira,hafizah (huhu) shoooping!!!!!

super bigggg!!!

super delicious! hmm i ate only one ok!

nana totally hates the greentea! haha!!

we had fun! smue org shopping! i loike! hope 2 c u guys again.kte g kdah plak rmai2 jumpe lyd! HAPPY MERDEKA THE 51st everybody!!

no handle bars?

I can ride my bike with no handlebars

Look at me, look at me
hands in the air like it's good to be
ALIVE
and I'm a famous rapper
even when the paths're all crookedy
I can show you how to do-si-do
I can show you how to scratch a record
I can take apart the remote control
And I can almost put it back together
I can tie a knot in a cherry stem
I can tell you about Leif Ericson
I know all the words to "De Colores"
And "I'm Proud to be an *"
Me and my friend saw a platypus
Me and my friend made a comic book
And guess how long it took
I can do anything that I want cuz, look:

I can keep rhythm with no metronome
No metronome
No metronome

And I can see your face on the telephone
On the telephone
On the telephone

Look at me
Look at me
Just called to say that it's good to be
ALIVE
In such a small world
I'm all curled up with a book to read
I can make money open up a thrift store
I can make a living off a magazine
I can design an engine sixty four
Miles to the gallon of gasoline
I can make new antibiotics
I can make a computer survive aquatic conditions
I know how to run a business
And I can make you wanna buy a product
Movers, shakers, and producers
Me and my friends understand the future
I see the strings that control the systems
I can do anything with no assistance


Cause I can lead a nation with a microphone
With a microphone
With a microphone

And I can split the atoms of a molecule
Of a molecule
Of a molecule

Look at me
Look at me
Driving and I won't stop
And it feels so good to be
Alive and on top
My reach is global
My tower secure
My cause is noble
My power is pure
I can hand out a million vaccinations
Or let'em all die from exasperation
Have'em all healed from their lacerations
Or have'em all killed by assassination
I can make anybody go to prison
Just because I don't like 'em
And I can do anything with no permission
I have it all under my command

Because I can guide a missile by satellite
By satellite
By satellite

And I can hit a target through a telescope
Through a telescope
Through a telescope

And I can end the planet in a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust
In a holocaust

I can ride my bike with no handlebars
No handlebars
No handlebars

period

flobots-handle bars

today is not my favorite day.

dude accidentally came here.supposedly he had to attend a course but the not so clever secretary got the wrong date.it was 1 month earlier! poor dude~ but i got 2 c him again! huhu.. but of course me had to send him back dis time @ KL sentral.hate sending u back! T_T so i declare today is not my favorite day.another reason why i chose dis day to be the least favorite was, i need to face another stupid moment.again.a moment that i thought i would never ever face again yet i need to face it again.no need to describe any details here.not necessary.but have u guys ever encountered a moment where u feel stupid and not sure why do u have to feel so? i'm leaving.

the weekenders II

my kenari was hit by a pajero! PAJERO ok! last 2weeks kne kt depan,skang kne blkg:( suda tak ensem knari ku itu.. i'm not a lousy driver, bwk laju sket biasela..tp smlm aku tgh brenti tau.. isk2.. btw,my dude was here to c me! me happily spending my weekends with d dude:D we watched 3movies for the three days.woot! aku br dpt tgk batman dark night.huhu.. then tgk 21, okla..xboring, then tgk wall.e! hmm.. the robot was cute though.dude left today at 5pm.. hate to send u back:( nextweek will b the mid sem break for my master class, will work as usual n looking forward 2spend more money.hehh.. owh dude bought me sliper reef yg cantek n sy sgt gmbire XD!! another 1 1/2months before another kewl weekend:( ta dude~

gonna miss ur presence.

the weekenders

Finally my sis in law dpt bukak her own bakery! Last saturday br launch and now it has officially opened for public. disini sy mngambil ksmpatan untuk mem-promote the bakery.hehe.. located 5mins from dcurve at PJU 7/16 mutiara dmansara..all kinds of buns,cakes,muffin,cookies,pastry are all in here! do come ok!

ARABI Bakery (arabi is her name:)

all-time fav choc muffin!

ape ntah name puff ni..tp sgt sdap! (mcm photographer pro x?) hikhik

as a prezzie for her new bakery i bought the cookie jar and the ice-cream cone was from pya

ok, done promoting! hee! korang pusing2 dcurve tu jmpotla dtg bakery ni:D and today we had a lil clbration anniversary ibuabah the 35th! initially ibu decided to cook nasi ayam and we were all like..NO!! bkn sbb ibu msak xsdap tp xperlula bsusahpyah dhari yg bhagia ini.huhu.. so we dragged ibuabah to great eastern mall KL and mkn kt COZY HOUSE.we had all types of scrumptious seafood! sgt2 sdap! isk..naek lg la berat aku.ala bkn slalu kn! huhu..mkn seafood dgn jumlah ahli kluarge 11 dewase dan 8 knak2 korang kirela brape bill mkn kt ctu.hehe.. tp sgt puas ati plus dpt bkanje ibuabah n make them feel really happyXD!!!

cozy woozy

to my beloved ibu n abah..HAPPY 35TH WEDDING ANNIVERSARY!
thankq for every single things:) me so proud to have such a great parents like both u!
syg ibu! syg abah!

ok syg suda pnat letak gmba.. sok senin,,more pleasant pressure to come.have a gudday everyone!

to my dude, me missing u like hell!!! :(

no specific title for this entry

da lame xmngarot kt cni.. my life has changed now! my day is much longer than before.. started to like the two classes n still trying to fit into the other class... the idea of combining the class with the final sem students is so unacceptable! surprisingly the library is now becoming my favourite place.omg! i need a cupcake! btw prof bib rocks! what a kewl lecturer.

i'm missing few people.. my dude, my fwens, saiko ira, lydia, wawa... lame xjumpe dieorg:(

honestly aku sgt amazed ngan library br uitm ni.. aku rase cm aman je peg ctu! huhu.. n of kos library ni xspooky cm kt uitm sek2 tu ok! me spending time with the other 2 saikos n not taking a pict is a big no no! mari peg library kawan2!

read everyone! and u'll be well read.
til next entry.i'm moving to another hectic week:( wish me luck!
ta~

3ari bgai 3tahon lamenye

mlm ni aku tdo kt umah!!

klas EDU720 aku da start so kne stay back kt s.alam for 3days 3nights.. tp blm msok mlm ke3 aku da blk umah.aku homesick:( ye aku ngade2.. da lame la xduk jaoh(xdela jaoh mane pon) ngan ibuabah.. 2mlm kt s.alam aku rase sgt lame..nape ntah.aku rase pasni aku berulang je kot.. kalu klas lmbt sgt abes br aku tdo sane..klas master ni agak mnakotkan.aku kne byk bace buku..academic books, bace newspaper.. NEWSPAPER?? aku mmg gagal bace soratkabar.then bace journals,previous research...read n read n read til i will b well read.plus now there are 3journals waiting to be flipped by me! blaja skang da xleh cm dlu lagi.. skang the library will b my 2nd home.erkk.. owh btolkah ape yg aku wat ni? hehe..try mybest not to stress myself out.will enjoy this experience.i would call this as an exciting yet tedious experience.bak kate pujangga u may feel disappointed if u fail but u r doomed if u don't try.*wink*

whateva it is mlm ni aku tdo kt umah! yay!

d--b Heartbeat-scouting for girls

Ta~

sick monday

today is monday.. and its now 1.55pm... aku xkeje! dmam dtg menyerang lg.. every yer mest aku dmam.ke smue org pon cmtuh? tp ni pon kire da lame xdmam... 1st time aku mc xngaja arini..sian anak2 mured ku itu.. mlas nk mc sbenarnye sbb susah nk wt replacment class..leceyh.tp pg td aku da rase biol2 sket.. pg ni br nk g klinik.mkn ubat then tdo for olmos 5hrs n here i am bukak lappy sbb da bsn asek bareng je.. n kne duk umah sorang2 plak tuh..isk2.. ha! da lame ubat klinik mahal! rm68 ok! n aku sure ubat2 tu xkan abes bile aku da rase sdap bdan sket.ish.. kwan2..jagela ksihatan anda..mnom byk air msak (mmg aku gagal) bwk botol air g keje pastu tu bwk blk umah same je level air dlm botol tuh.. mnom air msak cm mnom kopi pnas..sket2.. huhu.. aku rase aku kne tdo blk.hopefully i'll b good by 2morow. have to! i hate being sick! sick sickness sicken!

hv a healthy day everyone~

idong ku berlari lagi..kali ini lebeyh kenchang

Who will you be with Saturday night?
• ahli kluarge

2. What woke you up this morning?
• my eyes

3. If you took a drug test would you pass it?
• with flying colors...

4. Is tomorrow going to be a good night?
• hopefully

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
• that adorable twinsss

6. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
• ibu kakak mira ecah atirah twins..

7. How many myspace accounts do you have?
• none

8. What was your first thought this morning?
• owh aku dmam lagi...

9. Do or did you like school?
• i did

10. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
• soklan xmnarek..next!

11. Where would you like to live?
• fraser's hills..dunno why.dun ask

12. Do long distance relationships work?
• i'm working on it.so far it works..kan dude kan

13. What do you want to be when you grow up?
• a better person.. huhuk!

14. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
• i'll b 29..have my own family n have a kewl job

15. Who is your number one friend ?
• myself! ahahak..gile lame!

16. Who do you wish you were with right now?
• dude!

17. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
• in here? tgk la sndirik eyh..

18. How often do you log in to friendster?
• everyday

19. Would you rather talk on the phone or chat in IM?:
• both

20. How many car accidents have you been in?
• so far none.. minor adela..super minor

21. Do you listen to music every day?
• yup!

22. Do you still go trick or treating?
• never

23. What was the last thing you ate?
• meehoon sop!

24. Are you a fast typer?
• haaa..kinda!

25. How many speeding tickets do you have?
• 1..2..3...4..5...none

26. What are you doing tonight?
• mkn megi ym tdo

27. If you had one whole day to yourself, what would you do?
• shopping!

28. Is anything bothering you?
• my idong yang berlari!

29. Do you miss someone?
• yup:(

30. What do you want to do right now?
• wat megi!

31. Are you listening to music right now?
• fortune faded-rhcp

32. Are you in a good mood?
• not really..got flu:(

33. What are you doing this weekend?
• shopping n sleeping

34. Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
• nope

35. When were you the saddest in your life?
• the saddest blm ade lg

36. Do you own more than one cell phone?
• not necessary

37. Do you use EBay to buy or sell?
• not me.lono does

38. What makes you mad?
• drivers who cut the line from the left! aku kejar kete tu wpon aku bwak knari n dieorg bwak evo!

39. Have you ever had a song written about you?
• err..tadelaa.

40. Have you ever sang in public?
• haha! form5! mamaa....i love u...

41. What songs make you happy?
• shake it-metro station

42. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
• bacaan ayat2 suci al-quran...

43. Do you have a job?
• yup.. an educator

44. What does your ipod have in it right now?
• owh aku kecik ati ngan soklan ini!

45. How many close friends do you have?
• present.. 2

46. What makes you happy?
• shopping! carrying plastic/paperbag

47. One wish?
• nonstop shooping?

48. Have you ever loved someone and were too scared to tell them?
• haha..adela

49. Next concert?
• no concert

50. Name one song that explains your current life.
• chasing pavements-adele

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fever mode:( isk..

PTPL 12th Convocation Ceremony

dpt pkai jubah lagi! huhu!

i'm not pissed off just a bit disappointed!

Today all ptpl lecturers need to attend a rehearsal for 2morow's convocation.no need to go to the office so off me went straight to pwtc, yup we will have the convo there! took only 15mins from sg bloh to putra..and i was super early ok! the rehearsal started at 9.45 n i was there 8.45! arkk! waiting for miss sopia 4 an hour..isk2.. is not the thing that i really wanna preach in here.when everybody was at the dewan, waiting for their names to be called up then came 1 lecturer with swarthy complexion asking.."hey y'all why wearing baju kurung eh?" owh yes we wore bj kurung:) compared to others lecturers who looked so comfortable wearing jeans slack n all which we don give a damn.ok.. so we just smiled:) didnt have any perasaan tu answer dat question.n then came another lecturer asking the same question .."eyh nape pkai bj kurung?" then came our opismate asking the same question! but with different intonation but still the same question! "apsal pkai bj kurung?" and u noe what.. i counted myself and there were 7 people asking us the same question! majority with the same intonation.even one of the same came to us with a very quizzical expression! OMG! whats wrong with all these peeps? is it illegal for us to wear bj kurung? is it like oh-so forbidden to wear bj kurung on wednesday at pwtc? will we be caught by the guard? are we going to be hit by a car while crossing the street from the komuter station to the pwtc just by wearing baju kurung? what a superfluous question! haiyo! i have no prob with women wearing jeans n all even me like to wear jeans slack or whatever but these people asking bout us wearing bj kurung as if it is so unacceptable and ridiculous. it was like we were wearing mini skirt and a spaghetti stripe with glittering printed on it! For once i felt like questioning them back.."whats wrong with u guys??" instead i gave a nonchalant smile n trying not to be rude as long as i cud.1 more question i might just scream at them! err no la..i'm not dat stupid.they might think bj kurung is only for formal occasion, peg knduri kawen, mengaja, peg kenduri doa slamat and so not urban laa.. honestly even if they say we could wear jeans today, i will still wear my lovely bj kurung..proudly!

so 2morow i will wear a robe again this year (required for all lecturers).. with a baju kurung inside of course! it'll be boring but the best part is we can go home early!

have a gudday everyone n do wear bj kurung whenever u feel like wearing it!

new sem.new chapter.new me (xkot..huhu)

it's almost 6months since i've been working in ptpl..kjap je.honestly i did n still enjoy my job as a tutor in dis small college:) 2morow will start the lesson for d new semester! no class on thurs n fri! kewl eyh.. but i got class on sat!! erkkkhh! last sat me n d other 2 saikos registered ourself as a student again in uitm.dunno la if i kud really keje n blaja at the same time..isk2.excited n kecut pewot 2-3arini..kdg2 cm xcaye aku blaja lg ni.bbekalkan smngat yg ade, doa ibuabah n support org2 tcenta..akan aku tempuh juge! mestla tempuh da byar byk da! isk.. we were supposed to attend "aku-janji" ape ntah kt dewn uitm tu tp slpas duduk slame 5min we felt stupid just sit n listen to what we didnt consider as necessary info! so kteorg blah n had some stupid moments in d car=)

"take all your so called problems and better put them in quotations"

d--b Say - John Mayer





saye windu dude saye:(






have a good day everyone;)