17weeks

Baru blk check up kasi nurse conteng2 buku merah.Blood rendah blk:( maybe aku mkn bnde2 bkhasiat xkonsisten.kjap mkn sayor kejap tak.tp ubat mmg xpnah missd! what exciting is..td dpt dgr heart beat my baby for d 1st time! heee! i cant stop smiling:) gtau husband thru sms die sedih xdpt
join dgr.nurse letak mic kecik atas perot hehehe! mcm nk kasik dgr 1klinik.pastu check kaki, mmg da start bgkak.br notice 2-3hari lpas.sbb byk jln..mmg byk pon.1hari 2malls pegi! pastu br blk knduri plak.tp class uitm
br start.nk kne bkejar msok klas sane sini..naik tangga byk nnt.huhu kne kuat ni..kalu x aku buat kelas bwh pkok je! ok 1st class will start at 1pm today nk rehat jap, tdo lebih tepat.esok nk scan baby plak:) this is such an amazing journey! later people!

sick.

I'm now in my 14 weeks.Smlm suboh cirit birit mmulas perot.pastu bdan lemah amat sgt rase bdan tibe2 pnas! yes i have a lot of angin in my body! mcm ade angin xlepas.perot, blkg badan senak yang amat sgt.baring xboleh, bdiri duduk smue xkena.Allah! xpenah aku rase sakit mcmni.being so emotional, i cried like mad.feel bad for my baby:( rase mcm aku xjage die.sorry syg ibu mmg kurang antibodi:( tp dmm tibe2 mcmni mmg xpenah.slalu seseme batok tu biase.ptg g klinik doc bg ubat mcm2.doc ckp kalu 48hrs xkebah kne g spital check darah.again, i cried. luckily husband is around. Rase mcm 2nd trimester ni lg trok dr 1st trimester.almost muntah smlm tp aku tahan.sbb tu angin xklua.

but this morning Alhamdulillah panas da kurang tp rase pening2 lg.Insyallah with lots of rest n more meds i'll b fine.hopefully my lil one will b strong as i'm trying to b now.pray for me.

ps: btw philip philips won american idol!!!! woohoo!

14weeks :)

Alhamdulillah harini msok 14weeks pregnant:) last few days i had a bad headache.pening pusing2 yg xpnah rase mase 1st trimester.tgk2 balik rasenye sbb ubat2 yg byk da start mkn 2nd trimester ni.tp da ikot ckp doctor mkn lebih seimbang so skang getting better. tp slalu rase jantong laju mcm br lpad blari.huhu.. ok skrg da start google brg2 baby! the best part shopping la kan! tp survey2 je xde pon beli pape lg.. tp asek tgk bj baby girl je mcm da confirm girl sbb all d dresses r so pwetty! aku da start buat checklists brg2 baby! hahahaha! try not to get too excited ni tp xtahan! hehe.. nnt da msok 5-6bln start beli sket2:)

skrg da start bace parenting magazine.byk sgt good info bley blaja.selain google kan.this will b monthly must hv magazine!

ok dats all.mau lunch mkn kerabu kerang, dgg n salad.bkhasiat kan? huhu..pastu nk tdo.tata!

teringin.

masa peg kursus induksi 11hari last 2weeks tetibe je rase manggis lalu kt tekak.sdapnya kalau dpt..tros gtau husband tp katenye takde jual kt penang.isk2.manggis kan bmusim same durian.mane lak nk cari.lalu husband bkata, kalau manggis xde die pon bolehla, manis mcm manggis.what? hahaha! ibuabah amek kt tmpt kursus blk sg buloh, esoknye husband br blk.otw blk sg buloh kteorg lalu teluk intan.abah round 1pekan tgk2 kotla ade manggis.ibu pon trn keta g jenguk kt kedai buah xlama tu ibu klua smbil lambai2 keriangan "ada! ada!" aku pon mlompat klua dr keta! huhu! yay dpt manggis!!!!! abes 1plastik aku mkn sorang:) Alhamdulillah rezeki anak ibu.

Baby on board!

Alhamdulillah maybe ramai da tau I'm now 13weeks pregnant:) mase dpt tau br 5weeks.a week before dat pegi jln2 kt melaka tp mase tu xtau lg da pregnant.Allah je tau betapa besyukurnya kami suami isteri bile dpt tau psal ni.aku xpnah lmbt period.bile da lewat smnggu br tpkir nk beli home pregnancy test.b4 dat da rase cramp perot mcm nk period tu.tp cramp lagi kuat kdg2 menekan sgt kuat so konfiden la nk period.lagipon aku xde muntah pening2 mual bagai.so da lewat smnggu buat test skejap je stick tu jadi positive! mngigil tgn bace kt kotak tu.sbb xpnah buat test pon sblm
ni.hehe.Alhamdulillah mmg clear sgt positive! husband senyum xtkata apa.
ptg buat check up klinik doc sahkan pregnant pastu tros kol ibu abah mak kakak kakak ipar! sujud syukur pagi tu:)

spjg 1st trimester aku langsong takde muntah or rase nk muntah.tnggu jgk tp takde.hihi.. aku cume penat lg2 malam.letih yg mcm pnjat tngga 10tgkat.mkn elok je smue msok.huhu.. 1st scan mase 8weeks.lil baby sgt kecik..uri die lg besar.so nmpak seketul mcmtu je.smlm da 13 weeks br nmpak bentuk baby! bile doc tekan2 nmpak die tgh tendang2! kaki die mcm berenang! Subhanallah!! kteorg jakun gile! nmpak tulang blkg, kpale, otak die..dgn lil tiny jari kaki:) doc ckp smue nmpak ok baby aktif n sehat:) Alhamdulillah!

pegi check klinik desa bukak buku merah dieorg check aku kurang darah HB 10.3 katenye kena 11 ke atas.tp doc aku g scan ckp smlm die xcaye sbb everything looks good so far.tp still kne mkn mkanan tmbah darah.next scan 12june:)

Oh lg satu nk share, Allah mnggerakkan hati aku nk try pil yg nana jual- pil maharani.aku tgk die slalu iklan kat fbook terasa nk try plak.bile tgk pil tu pil yg sama housemate try sbulan sblm kawen dan tros bunting pelamin.rezeki die.aku pon bkobar2 try.mmg betul2 sbulan try Alhamdulillah lekat:) salah satu usaha la selain doa yg xputus2 lpas smyang, doa ibuabah mak dan kwn2. kalau di tgk blk mmg cantik plan Allah utk aku.thn lepas husband ngaja kt kedah.stress je aku asek kne tnggal.jan this year dpt pndah n aku dpt rase is a good start for this year n after 3months duk serumah mngadap muke masing2 hari2, Allah makbulkan doa dan bg rezeki anak pd kami:) Allahuakbar!

so thanks kwn2 aminkan doa saye bg support n everything! dan to nana, ira yg byk bg smangat.doa sy utk korang smue jgk.Insyallah november this year our lil one will see all the gorgeous aunties!

so 2nd trimester, bring it on!

pya's wedding!!

lama x update.tp yg ni kne update:) last saturday 11/2/12 my dear close friend getting married!! pya ni kawan sejak pre-degree kt uitm bkt skilau kuantan.pastu 4thn kt uitm shah alam.abes degree kteorg sama2 dpt keja kt kolej ptpl shah alam.pastu kteorg sama2 apply smbong master kt uitm shah alam again! haha! tp xsngaje je.mcm nk cube2.anta borang form on d last day tarikh anta borang.ttbe2 dpt.spjg 2 thn blaja tu mmg struggle la nk abeskan blaja.tdo umah die bkampong dgn laptop ketas buku sane sini.alhamdulillah kteorg sama2 jgk dpt konvo on time.pya dgn fendy kalau xsilap da 7thn bcintaaa.lame kan? mcm2 dugaan pya die dgn kisah cinta die.kalau psal org ngorat die tu mmg bykla.haha! tp chenta nya teguh utk fendy:) pya ni minimalist, sederhana smue bnde, seorang yg sgt pemurah dan sbb ciri2 tula rmai suka die.tp sorry eh fendy yg dpt! so mok pya, aku syg ko sgt.i know u'll have a great life ahead with fendy.dan anak2 korang nnt mesti comel sgt amat!! aku bley bygkan da.hehe.i know u'll
be isteri yg solehah and fendy too! i mean suami soleh:) dtg penang nnt ok:)

Eh, 2012!

This is my very first entry for 2012! So what's new for the new year?

1. Got to celebrate new year with family in sg buloh.
2. my 1/1/2012 went to IKEA with husband and bought my fav stuffs!
3. Begin the new week of class healthily as I was so damn sick of high fever and other things.
4. No, am not pregnant yet.
5. Celebrated my birthday on 14/1 with a husband by my side for the first time:)
6. got a cool present from him plus we went to Zoo Taiping! hahahaha!!

2011 was really something for me. I got married last April, live together with my dearest man;) and i can feel dat since i get married, my bond with my family is now even stronger:)

Sadly, on 16/12/2011, husband's dearest aunty passed away.She lost her battle to 3rd stage breast cancer. She was a strong woman but to witness her everyday, fighting with cancer was not easy at all. We miss you, aunty. We really do. Al-Fatihah.

I pray for better living, better health, better in many ways to face the future. I wanna get pregnant asap. I wanna give mak (mil) her first cucu. Ya Allah, makbulkan segala doa2 ku Ya Allah.

Amin:)

So 2012, BRING IT ON!

Random.

Tiba2 tpkir nnt duk hari2 dgn husband mesti lain.skang aku msak smnggu skali time die blk, lps ni hari2! haha! tp husband sy yg manis tu snang.mkn 1 lauk pon bley.jnji lauk tu bkn msk tmpoyak! hahaha! tp sorryla awk, kari sy gagal lg nk msak.kne kmas rumah hari2.skang pon hari *ehem* hari! heee! slalu time die nk blk aku br btol2 polish umah.gosok baju skang utk smnggu pkai.ptot mmg cmtula kan.tp kalau due ade hari2 aku gsok daily jgkla mcm gsok bj sndiri.or mayb not! sbb bj kemeja susah nk gsok lg2 the pants! maybe lpas ni bley peg keje satu keta je.die anta then amek! haaa suke2! sbb die keje sparoh hari je so ok la tu!

ok i miss him.

kan da xckp, random.

Alhamdulillah!

Syukur sangat2! Sy amat bsyukur dan excited tak terhingga! Husband sy yg manis tu, dpt tuka skola dr kedah ke PENANG!! WOOHOO!! after a year tnggu akhirnye dpt tuka jgk;) starting January 2012! I have a strong feeling that nextyear will be a good year for us! plus this is already a good way to end the year and to start the new year!

doakan rezeki anak thn depan:) Insyallah!


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random

"pegi la honeymoon.mak hang ni nk cucu.." -aunty

: )

soon, very soon.

Weekday getaway!

lastweek Deepavali on wednesday rite? so husband dpt cuti wed & thurs.sbb friday da mmg cuti so mmg die cuti lame la smpai sabtu! sbb bdk2 uitm tgh cuti so kami2 mmg xde klas harosla aku amek cuti! dpt lame2 dgn husband! weee! so on thurs we decided to go somewhere out of penang and not too far away. fyi kami blom dpt peg honeymoon sgt since kawen.time constraint, wiken yg xsama so ble dpt cuti byk cmni mmg sonok! kami peg bkt merah laketown waterpark! tmpt ni kecik comel je tp ok la nk peg skali skala.30mins je dr pmatang pauh.peg pagi sbb ptg slalu hujan kt sini. rmai jgk org sbb cuti skola kan.but we were among the early birds. kteorg x mainla slides smue tu, peg berenang kat pool saje. aku mmg xpndai berenang seb bek husband pndai. tp sian die xleh nk berenang bsungguh2 sbb aku duk asek pgg die je.heh! haaa sonok berenang same2 sbb xpnah pon sblm ni. kteorg berendam, buat2 berenang pelbagai gaya, tetelan air, etc selama 2jam stgh! around 3pm gerak blk tros peg beli dominos pizza! lapar gle ok bile main air ni. mlm bdan sakit2.haha! pastu muke aku sunburn skang tgh mngelupas! nice! then friday blk umah MIL and today,sunday husband da blk kedah keje aku duk sorang2.

Thanks awk bwk saye main air! nnt kte peg lg eh! i mean tmpt lain! hehe! lebiu!

Gmba dlm waterpark xamek byk pon:)

mari blajaq ckp penang!

Dah 6bln kawen ni dptla aku pick up few words yg mmg aku xpnah guna sblm ni.dan skang pon xpndai gune lg.hehe! mmg cacatla bunyiknye kalau aku ckp dan akibatnye kdg2 aku miscommunication dgn family husband especially mak metua! haha! kdg2 kne bg cue kt husband soh translate. So ni few words yg tgh blajaq dgn husband:

tokyu=kicap
takua=tauhu
tdung tngkap=langsir
pasaipa=pasal apa/kenapa
ghaplah=masalah
dok=sedang
koi=pukul (jam)
camca=sudu
ambra=kdongdong
lincin=licin
lehaq=leher

dan yg biase kite tau hujung R tukaq Q
tapi xsenang nk sebot ye! sbb tiap2 kali aku try jadi sengau! haha! eg: ayaq, dengaq,pagaq,sedaq,buboq, cucoq etc! kalau marmar nk sbot mcmne? marmaq? haha! ok xklaka!

Husband aku agak hebatla sbb bley switch ckp biase dgn aku pastu tuka ckp penang dgn family die. kdg2 rs out of place jgkla sbb org lain duk pasaipa hang tak pkai camca tp aku still ckp kenapa awk tak pakai sudu.lebih kurang cmtula. kdg2 jgk sbb aku xphm ape dieorg ckp jadi aku slalu termissed lawak2 yg dieorg bualkan lalu aku sorang je xgelak sedangkan yg lain tbahak2! =_= xpe ini satu cabaran! kang dak duk spoloh thn tgkla skill loghat penang aku mcmne.dem mesti hodoh!

so ade sape2 nk tmbah list loghat penang diatas? sile ye! :)

It's a date!

After 2 days of depression, today he's home:) really really make my day.

It is here.

Lepas 3hari lewat, finally aunt flo is here.Mcm da dijangka, sy tau mmg akan period tp lmbt sket bln ni.ye sy xpenah lewat seingat sy.so sy pon rase ok jela.. ttbe Dude called bgtau blk arini (isnin) die slalu blk selasa.sy amatla gmbire! smbil lepak2 tgk tv sy bgtau sy da period.pastu tgk tv lagi, borak2 ketawa bahak2 pastu ttbe sy rase hiba sgt.Masyallah perasaan sedih tu sy tahan smpai saket dada.tau2 je mengalir da air mata.sorok dr husband.tp lepas die dtg dkat perasan sy lain mcm, habis bjurai2 da xbley tahan.tidakla tiap2 kali period mcmni tp ntahla, da 6bln kawen kot.die mcm ada mase2 tetentu.kang da 1year kawen lain plak cara handle nye. For now i just feel so lucky to have such an awesome husband. He knows how to calm me down.without fail.

I embrace this experience of trying to conceive as positive as i can. All I know for now is I have a great husband by my side, great parents n siblings and hey I have 7nieces and 3 nephews who love me dearly. i need to be strong.this only 6months of marriage, more more years to come Insyallah.

probably what makes the tension bcos at the same time i'm trying to lose weight.da berumur ni berat lmbt trn wpon tegok air je.agak stress di situ.aerobic bagai nak gila bpeloh dlm 3weeks aku trn 0.7kg je.. and the period pain i have this time sgt saket:( and husband is not here.

ok nnt sedih lg. good news on nov please.

2 days late!

It doesnt mean u r pregnant! yes i am 2 days late BUT! i started to feel cramp and all for the past 3 days. So aunt flo will come is just this time, a bit late. Just for the record never had my period late, but sooner yes! So maybe is not this month, but i have the feeling it will happen soon! soon baby soon! =) dgn izin Allah jua.

yes below is my period calendar and its kinda exciting to know u r late for ur period!

=(

mlm ni xckp dgn dude.tmpt die tade coverage.borak kt fb je.sbb dude da blk isnin, so kne tnggu lg 2mlm b4 kames:( alahai sedihnye tibe2.1hari ni xjumpe sape2 pon.rmai da cuti.aku nk cuti rugi je.oh esok aerobic tp tgkla kalau larat.

not happy.totally not happy:( i want my husband.sigh!

This is Farhan

Another new babyborn from my colleague aka ahli bfast hari2.congrats linda.ingat lagi ble u announce kt kedai kopitiam tu yg u pregnant (after a month kawen) and we were screaming like what! hahahaha! super excited! and look at now, he is here.he is out to this world and looking so adorable and i cant stop sniffing kissing and touching him:) sempurnanya ciptaan Allah. insyallah one day I will experience myself all the beautiful moment of being a mommy:)

hello!

sy bkn berharap sgt tp saje nk recordkan.according to my period calendar AF will come visit this saturday.yes i know theres no way it will be so that accurate but for the past 3 months mmg tepat dgn calendar tu.so usually, USUALLY a week bfore AF will come visit i will feel cramp, back pain, sore breast but for this month i did not feel that.at least until today.U know what USUALLY i will feel it right after i talked about it! oh pls AF come visit next year!

oh will visit another newborn today! will upload lotsa pictures with the lil munchkin!

whatever it is, i'm ready for whatever may come.my faith is always to ALLAH.

ehem

i know mayb is not appropriate to write in here tp manela tau sape2 ade cdangan ke.for the past 3days sy kentot2 spjg hari.yes spjg hari dr pg smpai mlm nk tdo.time tdo
xpasti ye.mkn bnde brangin xkot.tp msalah bdn brangin ni mmg da sebati dgn bdn.what i know is pantang lmbt
mkn abesla berangin smpai ke mlm.perluke sy mngunyah halia?

of diet etc

this is my 2nd week of aerobic! sngguh sronok! especially tgk mkck2 yg konfideb dgn bdn masing2 bile kne buat the beyonce moves! aku? mule2 ok lame2 tgn je goncang, pnggan ntah kemane bontot ntah kemane! haha! but seriously i had so much fun! pnyla bsmangat lastweek tros peg beli ksot, slua ngan baju! da lame ok xbeli sport shoes.xtaula berat da trn brape skang.end of dis month br nk tmbang.hopefully i can reduce 2-3kilos! heee!