It's a date!

After 2 days of depression, today he's home:) really really make my day.

It is here.

Lepas 3hari lewat, finally aunt flo is here.Mcm da dijangka, sy tau mmg akan period tp lmbt sket bln ni.ye sy xpenah lewat seingat sy.so sy pon rase ok jela.. ttbe Dude called bgtau blk arini (isnin) die slalu blk selasa.sy amatla gmbire! smbil lepak2 tgk tv sy bgtau sy da period.pastu tgk tv lagi, borak2 ketawa bahak2 pastu ttbe sy rase hiba sgt.Masyallah perasaan sedih tu sy tahan smpai saket dada.tau2 je mengalir da air mata.sorok dr husband.tp lepas die dtg dkat perasan sy lain mcm, habis bjurai2 da xbley tahan.tidakla tiap2 kali period mcmni tp ntahla, da 6bln kawen kot.die mcm ada mase2 tetentu.kang da 1year kawen lain plak cara handle nye. For now i just feel so lucky to have such an awesome husband. He knows how to calm me down.without fail.

I embrace this experience of trying to conceive as positive as i can. All I know for now is I have a great husband by my side, great parents n siblings and hey I have 7nieces and 3 nephews who love me dearly. i need to be strong.this only 6months of marriage, more more years to come Insyallah.

probably what makes the tension bcos at the same time i'm trying to lose weight.da berumur ni berat lmbt trn wpon tegok air je.agak stress di situ.aerobic bagai nak gila bpeloh dlm 3weeks aku trn 0.7kg je.. and the period pain i have this time sgt saket:( and husband is not here.

ok nnt sedih lg. good news on nov please.

2 days late!

It doesnt mean u r pregnant! yes i am 2 days late BUT! i started to feel cramp and all for the past 3 days. So aunt flo will come is just this time, a bit late. Just for the record never had my period late, but sooner yes! So maybe is not this month, but i have the feeling it will happen soon! soon baby soon! =) dgn izin Allah jua.

yes below is my period calendar and its kinda exciting to know u r late for ur period!

=(

mlm ni xckp dgn dude.tmpt die tade coverage.borak kt fb je.sbb dude da blk isnin, so kne tnggu lg 2mlm b4 kames:( alahai sedihnye tibe2.1hari ni xjumpe sape2 pon.rmai da cuti.aku nk cuti rugi je.oh esok aerobic tp tgkla kalau larat.

not happy.totally not happy:( i want my husband.sigh!

This is Farhan

Another new babyborn from my colleague aka ahli bfast hari2.congrats linda.ingat lagi ble u announce kt kedai kopitiam tu yg u pregnant (after a month kawen) and we were screaming like what! hahahaha! super excited! and look at now, he is here.he is out to this world and looking so adorable and i cant stop sniffing kissing and touching him:) sempurnanya ciptaan Allah. insyallah one day I will experience myself all the beautiful moment of being a mommy:)

hello!

sy bkn berharap sgt tp saje nk recordkan.according to my period calendar AF will come visit this saturday.yes i know theres no way it will be so that accurate but for the past 3 months mmg tepat dgn calendar tu.so usually, USUALLY a week bfore AF will come visit i will feel cramp, back pain, sore breast but for this month i did not feel that.at least until today.U know what USUALLY i will feel it right after i talked about it! oh pls AF come visit next year!

oh will visit another newborn today! will upload lotsa pictures with the lil munchkin!

whatever it is, i'm ready for whatever may come.my faith is always to ALLAH.

ehem

i know mayb is not appropriate to write in here tp manela tau sape2 ade cdangan ke.for the past 3days sy kentot2 spjg hari.yes spjg hari dr pg smpai mlm nk tdo.time tdo
xpasti ye.mkn bnde brangin xkot.tp msalah bdn brangin ni mmg da sebati dgn bdn.what i know is pantang lmbt
mkn abesla berangin smpai ke mlm.perluke sy mngunyah halia?

of diet etc

this is my 2nd week of aerobic! sngguh sronok! especially tgk mkck2 yg konfideb dgn bdn masing2 bile kne buat the beyonce moves! aku? mule2 ok lame2 tgn je goncang, pnggan ntah kemane bontot ntah kemane! haha! but seriously i had so much fun! pnyla bsmangat lastweek tros peg beli ksot, slua ngan baju! da lame ok xbeli sport shoes.xtaula berat da trn brape skang.end of dis month br nk tmbang.hopefully i can reduce 2-3kilos! heee!

67

terasa mcm ditampar2 muka ni.ms lunch td peg sunway mall dgn linda and mal.aku tnampak penimbang.cmtu eh nama nye? da lama xtmbang berat ni.ade la dkt 2bln.last timbang berat aku 61-62kg.so aku tmbang td berat skang 66.6kg! rs nk pngsan kt situ.freak out gle aku! mal kate tmbang rosak kot so die pon naik.berat die btol.then linda plak try.ye btol jgk.mind u, linda is 8months pregnant and her weight is 70kg! so aku kurang 3kg dr org mngandung 8bln? funny kan? sbb xpuas ati aku try penimbang lain.2-2 pbmbang digital soagak tepatla reading nye.lg best die genapkan tros- 67kg! hmmm.

i am tired to be on diet.but again aku freak out nk mmpos ble berat bdn naik 5kg dlm bbrapa bln je.dude blk aku cite kt die dan sumpah da nk menitis air mata tp ku tahan jebat! dude biasa la jwpan die, xnmpak pon gmok..ok je..xgmok pon.

tp btol gak dude ckp. b4 dis aku diet sbb aku nk kurus not for the long term.mkn sehat xdijadikan lifestyle tp utk temporary result je.this yo yo diet is dangerous! haihh.da la alu ttbe rs sgt down.later.

baby!

tghari td peg melawat one of my colleagues' baby.baru berusia 26 hari tp badannya da kuat.baby boy:) nama dia Wan Mohd Isa Uzair. comel sgt! aku la org sgt teruja nak dukung baby Isa! hehe.yg lain takot nk pegang.maybe sbb da biasa jaga anak sdara aku yg sepoloh tu so aku agak biasa la. ibu baby, syira da bjalan angkat brg semua.padahal dlm pntang lagi.baby 1st lagi.amazed! tp aku lg amazed sbb perot syira flat! leper seleper2nye! mcm bkn br lpas ngandung! mmg takde lemak lgsong! aku siap raba2 perot die.hehe.kagom2! smbil pegang perot sndiri! syira jamu kami 10org mkn ns ayam yg sdap gile! mari tgk baby! p/s: nk baby!

Mok!!

Happy birthday! 27 yaww!! aku da nk msok 28 da! hehehe! mok ira i wish u nothing but the best! honestly xsbar nk tgk mok naik pelamin! aku syg ko mok! syg sgt.we've been together thick n thin and i love u for all of that! keep inspiring ppl around u:) sorry cant really be there to clebrate with u, this is all i can do;) so again, selamat hari lahir ke 27! mmmuahhh!!!

p/s: she is the best bestfriend:)

23 Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah da 23 hari puasa. Malangnya tak dpt puasa penoh bln ni. Ingat dptla puasa penoh.. if u know what i mean. tp i cool je;) rezeki org lain2.. Allah blm nak bg so mmg takde la lagi kan? so keje kite teroskan usaha yg gigih dan jgn putus berdoa. Alhamdulilah this process mmg mendekatkan diri kita dgn Allah. Utk itu sy sgt amat bersyukur. But I can't deny, bertanya jgk hati ni bila lg. Ala rileks la br 4 bulan. Bak kata Ibu, "ala dik biarla ko bernapas dulu" meaning, nak sgt anak cepat boleh uruskan semua benda ke nnt? haaa.. kakak sy pon ckp agaknya kalau skrg maybe aku x stabil lg since Dude masih berulang tiap2 mnggu. mampu ke aku nk morning sickness ngada2 bagai bila Dude takde hari2? 2 hari xjumpe pon da meroyan bagai. opps. so aku tgk dr benda2 tu la. maybe itu hikmahnya. Teringat office mate lama, after 6 years kawen br dikurniakan seorang baby boy yg super cute. Sape tau nk tnggu selama tu? Allah lebih tau. tp kita manusia mmg lemah segala2nya. bila da mula mmpersoalkan rezeki yg dtgnya dr Allah mula da rasa xbsyukur dan berckp mcm org x beriman, ape je yg tinggal?

Last week terserempak dgn housemate lama, die kawen a month lpas sy. Skrg die tgh mngandung 2 bln:)

"Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau menyesatkan hati kami sesudah Engkau memberi petunjuk, dan berilah kami rahmat dari hadapan-Mu, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pemberi."

Doakan sy kawan2. terima kasih

Btw, Raya nextweek! First time xde dgn Ibu Abah on the first hari raya. Ok da sedih. next entry.

woohoo!

YES! I got to see Incubus! I got to meet Brandon Boyd! he's just a few steps away from me! hee! Thanks to husband;) That was my first time ever going to a rock concert and it was massive! Everybody was like insane!! pushing and jumping to the fast beat songs is a must! it's like if u don't jump while everybody else is jumping than u might be drowning into the sea of people! Luckily we are not tiny small people. phew! Brandon is skinny as always. Inziger boncit and looks old. but Jose is cute! hehe! They played from the old old songs as well as from their latest album-if not now then when? exactly! it's like my slogan going to the concert laa. hehehe! Yes I missed their concert 5 years ago(kalu tak silap) so tanak miss this time concert! Their live performance was wicked! I instantly fall in love with their new songs. But Brandon agak cool for not talking too much on the stage. the only phrase he kept saying was "thank you boys and girls!" oh i miss him! huhu! gamba takdela.. susah nak upload kt opis ni.

Ohyeah, happy fasting everyone! It's my 2nd year in penang and 1st year having a husband to break the fast and bgn sahor sama2:) can't wait to buy lots of baju raya yg sama tema kaler! hahaha! ok blog will be updated not too soon. not until i get myself a new lappy. isk! later!

I'm back!

huhu! byknye nak tulis. lately rasa nak sgt peg bercuti. sejak kawin tak smpt peg honeymoon pon. dude keje aku cuti. dude cuti aku keje. jumpe dude selasa-kames-jumaat-sabtu je. sabtu da lepak umah mak. mnggu ni dude xblk selasa-aku meroyan. siap xleh tdo mlm2. mimpi antu, terjaga terkejot yg mcm dlm drama melayu tu. stress la konon. xpyah pon tp aku rs cm bodo plak duk sorang2 kalau dude tade. kdg2 rs cm nk pndah kedah je. tp xcool plak duk kedah. hehh!

da mls nk tulis. later~

Hi.

Skrg tulis blog sbulan sekali nmpaknya. Da jarang on laptop. ipong xbley tules blog. Ramai skang kawan2 (especially kt fb) becerite pasal anak, bsalin, berpantang, morning sickness etc. Btol2 da besar semua org. Alahai seronoknya update psal baby and pregnancy. Aku baca sorang senyum2 manis. Berbunga2 rasa hati. Huhu. Tak tahanla. Rasa nak baby skang makin meluap2. Gila gelojoh bunyiknya. Tapi honestly mmg tak tahan. Takdela aku nak salahkan dieorg duk peg update tiap2 inci. Kalau aku pon lagi terok kot. Confirm! hahah! but it triggers my anxiety to get pregnant ASAP! Tapi skang aku da slow down sket. Da tak nak sgt tgk ovulation calendar tuh. Aku pon taknak pressure Dude. Nasib baik Dude super cool. I can feel is not happening this month. Ala malas da la nak tulis pasal ni.

*doa-doa-doa-doa*

Lamanya.

Lama gile tak tulis blog. Honestly lpas kawin keinginan nak berblog sudah byk kurang. Totally opposite masa sblm kawin. Sbb dlu sibok survey psal wed prep, but now mcm da tade sbb plak nk blog hopping. Sbb tu jgk dkat 2miggu tak bukak laptop! broadband byar je tp xbrape gune. Pg ni laptop buat hal sbb da lame sgt xbukak! so skang dpt je bkk tros nk tulis blog. haha long intro. next!

Alhamdulilah da 2bln kawin;) what I can say I can only bsyukur dikurniakan hari2 yang menggembirakan with Dude by my side. Plus cuti skola plak 2weeks! and it just ended today. So Dude da blk kedah and our routine starts again as usual. every week blk umah mak and makan sdap2 dan byk2. huhu. Ye sy kembali menggemok. sumpah la xjaga mkn langsong dah! skang da rase nk start jaga mkn blk. bkn nk kurus kering pon, ckopla pkai bj kurong tak ketat. selamba je student lama aku tego, "miss pregnant ye?" di hari aku rasa aku gemok gile pkai bj kurong. mmg ketat di perot tp i xpregnant lagi dear! hahaha! dats it! diet is on! slalu pon cmnila, ade org tego gmok br nk gelabah diet.

Tlaking about being pregnant, sometimes aku rs mcm proses nya sgt complicated. its all about timing. but again semue atas ketentuan Allah. Kalau jadi dgn izinNYA, maka jadilah. so for the past 2months I've been so sensitive about my body. calculating the ovulation period, reading about this and that. I am trying to chill but! u know what i mean (mcm joe flizzow slalu ckp). friends said jgn pkir kan sgt, relax2 je. sometimes things happen when we least expect. ha btol ke ni? dats what i'll do this month tp tgk da tulis ni kt sini. mane nk relax? hahaha! taklah, saje nak share. interesting to know about this though. i know its too soon to predict everything, too too soon. tp mak (mother in law) mcm da byk kali ckp,"sunyi umah ni tade bdk" hah! ape tu? a hint? hehehehehe.. fam dude blom ade cucu lagi mayb thats why. compare dgn family aku yg da ade 10cucu!

Doa kami tiap2 lpas solat tak penah putus minta dimurahkan rezeki. what I know for the time being I'm so happy and grateful to know that I'm his wife and he's my husband and I'm enjoying every moment. Tq Dude for the great 2months. U r such a great husband. Oh btw, Ibu marah pngil Dude "awak" hahahah! die siap bagi suggestion kalau tanak pngil 'abang' pngil la - B, Hubby, Sayang, Honey, Darling! HAHAHAHA! even mak pon perasan aku xpngil Dude mcm isteri2 org lain pngil husband dieorg. Heee.. nantila ye. sbb Dude yang tamau aku pngil die abang sbb nnt die pngil aku ADIK!

ok nak peg jusco. sorang2. tata!

waiting.

alhamdulilah da sebulan saya jadi sang isteri. Baru sebulan ni da lima orang tny soalan yg aku xsabar nak jwb dgn positive, "da berisi?" xnmpak isi2 kat peha ni? ngeh2! yang lebih extreme tros je tny, "bile due?" ngaaaaa! hahaha! saya phm org excited, saye lg excited! doakan ye:) dude takot aku pressure.dun worry awk, org cool je. recently nana given a birth to a cute lil baby.Masyallah, comel sgt. nampak sgt bright baby Muhammad. tp terkilan sgt xdpt peg melawat.insyallah nana nnt kte jumpe ye:)

this week blk sg buloh! yay! nextweek new sem start! not so yay!

sejak kawin da xbrape pedulik nk update blog.huhu

The first one month.

Dear Saiful Hisham/Dude/Husband,

Thank you for marrying me:)

Love,
Norhafizah/Girl/Wife

New baby born and a wedding.

Finally! Tak tau la kenapa broadband bengong 2hari ni. kejap nyala kejap tak. Nak kata da reach quota tak plak. Tertekan tak boleh online >.< die mrajok kot aku duk ngadap aipon je. Peg McD pon xleh bukak blog. nape ntah. Byknye nak cerita. Ehem2.

Last friday ingat tak jadik balik sg buloh, last minit kteorg blk jgk. ptg jumaat 6:30 gerak sampai around 10pm. sebulan tak blk sejak kawin. bukan tanak balik, susah sket nk blk sbb wiken xsama dgn dude. ni pon blk tido 1mlm je. sian kan dude nanti die penat. sabtu pagi kteorg pegi umah Bae abg sulung aku, kbee da besalin! it's my 10th anak sedara! excited gile nk dokong baby! nanti saye introduce kan baby baru ye. pastu dlm pkol 12pm gerak peg sg besi peg kenduri afiq & adlina. Hari tu super extra panas! kenduri afiq ni kt dlm kem askar (psst bapak die Dato' Seri ye) huhu! mkn kt lua dewan bwh kemah yg rasa mnegelegak otak. isk2. pastu pakwan ernisa, nizam, sheena dtg, masa tu afiq pon da sampai. kteorg follow msok dewan, last2 dpt duk mkn kt dlm! jadinya kteorg mkn 2kali! huahahah! cantek skali wedding nye. lalu bwh pedang, ada beg pipe. meriah!

Kapten Ahmad Afiq & Adlina=)
i look fat? owhyeah!

and

Introducing...

lpas mkn2 around 3pm kteorg gerak blk penang. smpai dlm 6.45pm dude drove all the way from KL. aku nak drive tak bagi. tp xtido ok, teman die bwk keta. ok tido kejap je dlm 10min. Tak puas blk umah. tak puas jumpe ibu abah. Insyallah ujung bln ni blk lagi. will attend 2weddings!

To my Nana, saya doakan awk selamat melahirkan baby boy comel itu ye:) more babies yeahh!

Hello!

Lama xupdate blog. Malas? Sikitla. Busy pon ye jgk. Marking paper+invigilate exams. Weekend balik umah mak mertua. Makan tak berenti aku! huhu! Da ikot Dude da.. mak die masak mcm2 sodap2 plak tu, mau aku xmkn! Diet? ape tu? Ahahahhahah!! hari ni public holiday tapi aku duk umah je. Dude keje:( Cepatla dpt tuka ngaja kt sini, kalau tak susah gak nak peg mane2 nanti sbb weekend tak sama. Aku rindu umah. Almost a month xblk. Insyallah this weekend cube blk. Meh nak cite pasal wedding lagi. eheheh!

Ini reception kat penang. Jumie (L) is the MUA! die tgh hot skang kt penang. Suke make up Jumie. selesa sgt. Harga? bganda2 murah dr KL, of course! hehe. Sebelah kanan tu Raja Farah! bukan! mcm je raja farah. aku pngil die raja farah je. kwn jumie.

Hand bouquet- butik baju tu buatkan. fresh flower. ok fine. tapi die bagi bunga tu togel je tade ribbon pape. aku korek ribbon kt umah mak mertua aku, lilit jadla cmtu. haihh.

Bunga tgn kt sg buloh aku wat sndiri. sbenarnye nk pkai fresh flower jgk tp kaler yg uncle kwn abah bagi aku xsuke. red dark roses. mcm gothic gile. haha! seb bek aku ade beli bunga ni kt ssf penang aritu. dptla match kan white roses dgn hydrangea ^_^. lilit ribbon pink dgn polka dot pink-siap!

ni doorgift sbelah sg buloh. Homemade cookies! resipi ibu. ribbon tula yg aku ikat dr bulan 11 lastyear smpai bln 2 this year. DIY is so satisfying! Alhamdulilah ramai suke cookies tu. cth: Ira bride-maid aku mkn 2jar! Dude tiap2 kali lpas mkn nasi aku tgk duk ngunyah cookies ini jgk. kwan2 dtg pon tny amek dr mane, meh tempah dr ibu saye!

Guestbook table:) 100% DIY. Background cloth beli kt nagoya rm8/meter. doily paper utk tulis sign "guestbook". postcard love quotes tempah dr gadisjumaat.blogspot. Frame putih rm5 kt hinode shop! flower pot rm5/10bijik. bunga ssf - ibu gubah. Buku - Popular rm35. Fancy pen rm2 kt MR.DIY shop. Table cloth dr reject shop rm10. So u really need to go everywhere if u want to DIY everything. survey survey and survey. sbelah penang - totally made by Dude's cousins. Diana comel dgn k.hanis;) tq so much bsusah payah sediakan guestbook table and the deco semua. tade gmba. tnggu gmba dr photog. wait. dieorg amek ke gmba guestbook table??

Deco main table. aku gantong 5bijik lantern je. jurai2kan dgn riben dan siap. simple sgt2. but sometimes less is more. right? ngeh2!

Nikah signage. tade gmba letak kt lua. tp angin kuat sgt hari nikah tu. so agak comot lpas tu. isk2!

tgk! tinggal 2bijik 'love' je dari 6! isk2. tp aku tmbah bunga oren manis kt bwh tu:)

Inai:) buat ptg sblm akad nikah. Buat kat kedai India. 2 tapak tgn = rm12. aku buat kt tapak tgn saje tak buat kt blkg tgn sbb tanak. haha. sgt amat suke corak yg indian girl tu buat. exactly mcm yg aku nak. gmba ni taken by ira momok. pkai inai jari tu sndiri je.

Sbb tak sabar. aku bukak inai dr 2-2 tapak tgn at the same time. so jadi cmni

belah kiri lg lama dr belah kanan. so pekat skit belah kiri. huhu. reception penang aku topup inai jari je. inai lukes da compang camping sket. plus aku rase kulit aku xtahan. sbb mngelupas ikot inai2 tu tcabot. huhu

ok dats it for today. xsbar nk tnggu gmba dr official photog!