shop.love

I went shopping! hehe.. mini-shooping^_^ not buying many things due to money constraint (not sure what it is constrained from). it's a retail therapy. it's an exercise for me to walk for 2hrs. it's a... ok dis are all excuses. I just have to spend my money or I'll explode!

Vinnci-RM55

Forevertwentyone-RM35


Little Black Book shirt- RM17
model: ameera taucu

Ah, gembira!
^_^

The verb.

I've told me, i hate reading (so much).
I've told me, i have to read even though i hate the verb.
I've told me, it's not dat bad after all... this reading thingy.
I've told me, it's just a 22 page.
I've told me, it's way to many!
I've told me, read it bcos u have to not bcos u want to then.
I've told me, should i force myself?
I've told me, it may sounds insincere
I've told me, well u'll never do it sincerely pon kn..so? force urself!
I've told me, i wanna do something else.
I've told me, i should do it bcos it makes me happier
I've told me, i love colors better than words
I've told me, i love circle and triangles better than squares and lines
I've told me, i love Abstragogy better than Andragogy
I've told me, i could love both
I've told me i should just love both.

Now, I can breathe a sigh of relief.

freakos

Few weird things happened lately.eyh bkn weird.hmm.. few heart-wrenching things happend lately.xdela wrenching sgt.. few things did happen lately,things dat really makes me feel so pissed off!!

situasi 1) lecturer laen ske ati amek students aku nk bwak peg field trip tuk evaluation dihari yg same aku nk evaluate students aku tuk demonstrative speech! aku da assign bdk2 tu lastweek lg. aku tau bdk2 tu xready nk wt demo speech tu yg aku lg marah! seb bek lecturer tu bertubi2 mntak maap,kalu x mayb aku soh lecturer tu yg watkn demo speech bdk2 tu!

situasi 2) alasan2 yg sgt "lame" dr students aku yg xprepare nk wt demo speech - "partner sy ciret beret" "brg2 yg sy nk wt demo tu ttingal kt umah, umah sy kat ampang" (kalu bley nk ckp kt kedah la tu, tp tkot x msok akal) "sy nk tnjok care2 mandikan kuceng, tp kuceng sy ade kt umah kawn sy" WTH??? ade jgk yg jujor sperti, "miss, we'r not ready." so aku pon xready nk bg dieorg mrkah. lalu dihalu kluar

situasi 3) bnde ni jadi kt opismate aku. dis one person condemn kwan aku dgn bkate, "nk jd lecturer jgn pkai bj kurong, nmpak cm cikgu kampong je!" WTH??? ye lecturer ni mmg pkai slack 24/7 n kteorg xpnah condemn pon kalu die nk jadi sgt urban, n kalu xske pkai bj kurong dah la.. xpyah nk kutuk kami yg bngga pkai bj kurong ni! org mcm ni pon ade eyh? plis la...get a life! Doktor India kt tmpt aku pon pkai bj kurong, Dean UiTM pon pkai bj kurong! Gabenor bank negare pon pkai bj kurong!

what's wrong with all these people? ttbe aku rase smue org mnjengkelkan atau dlm bahase biase kte dgr..annoying!

I really2 need a break!

Post Bday

smlm we had a small bday clbration.. d clbration was small la, yg besar makanannye! my big bro, aku n twins kakak aku turning 1year older on the same month. dptla bingkisan adiah dr ank2 sdare aku, kakak n kakak ipar aku:) n i bought dresses for my lovely twins nieces. they are 2 now! n to my big bro, happy 34th bday.urghh da tua!

ni kakak ipar aku wat.sape2 nk order leh order ngan aku.huhu

kakak ipar aku yg lg sorang mmg pndai beli adiah! aku suke!

rina & dina:)... ke dina & rina..
the squeezable twins!

ta! sy mau tgk ajl!

Feel like writing and sleeping

There's one creature in my office who is over-concernd and keep asking me, "xpnat ke lpas keje peg blaja plak?" "xpnat ke berulang alik ari2?" "xpnat ke nk blaja plak lpas keje?" then aku plak tny die,"xpnat ke ari2 tny soklan tu je?" aku blom tnyla tp mngkin akn tny kalu die tros mnanye! haihh kak, mmgla pnat. kte phmkan kalu org tny tu maknenye org tu concern tp u shud listen to that person's intonation. i wish there's a software yg leh msokkn intonation in writing. tade eyh?

Well it is tiring keje n blaja..aku bkn superhuman.tp da dkat 7bln blaja ni aku da xbrape focus rase pnat tu, i wud say "it's ok to be tired" or "it's normal to be tired" i am mentally ready for that.wpon kdg2 aku btol2 rase pnat n kne gak ckp pnat n dude kne dgr kelohan hatiku.kn dude kn?

slaen aku gnap 25thn on last wed, aku juge suda gnap setahon kt ptpl.i started working there on my bday lastyer.sweet kn? guh! it's not impossible kalu aku bckp lagi psal kegenapan aku bkeje kt ptpl ni nextyer! wpon rmai yg xbstuju.aku pon bkn kontrak lg tp da jadi permanent staff. OMG! am i??

aku xske nk mrungut. org kate dun take things seriously. ya rite! cmne blagak cool pon kte mest nk pkir gk kan. so that phrase doesn't work on me. Life is so shortla to be so structured and regret about everything. We shud take time and inhale life as it is. Just like what Dr.Shireena said in Literature class today-take time to smell your tyre! i never ever think of dat bfore!

it's friday and still i have to go bed early.why? bcos tomorow i'm still working!!!

maybe i shud start smelling my tyre tomorow.

later~

the getting older me.

Dude, ira, wawa, pya, nana, lono, lydbeepsy and all..

thank q for all the wishes:)

may dis yer will be better than the whole 24years I've been through.

amin~

me-20years ago

:)

sy suda charge bateri sy:D

Dude was here:) :) :) couldn't make it on my bday,so he came early:) :) :) i dunno other icons than this :) :) :)

happy:)

happier:)

not a happy moment, dude has to go home:(

Sian dude sy slalu kne trn cni. I'll find a way to go to Penang plak nnt eyh;)
Thanks for d weekend dude:)
:)
:)
:)

later~

sy perlu charge bateri sy

I'm so bored, i dunno wat 2do, suppose to read all that articles but i dun want 2... uik it's ryhme! nmpak x? nmpak x? uish i'm so into literature rite now.huhu!

dude, bile awk nk trn neh? isk

Ttbe aku tpkir psal my own future(mcm jrang2 pk kn?). what will happen nextyer? nextmonth? nextweek? tomorrow? next 5minutes? next milisec... owh i know... i'm still typing... well, slame sthon yg lpas aku wat bnde yg same2 ari2.. except for those days bile dude trn cni:) yg laen same je.. aku da sthon keje kt PTPL and agak amazed i kud stay dis long! tuhan xbagi aku keje tmpt laen dlu...

dude, bile awk nk trn?

I'm on a mission to do sumthing else.well still teaching but find sumthing dat i like to do and do it.dlu2 aku slalu tules "architect" dlm column "cita-cita" aku hapal cmne nk eja "architect" tu since I was 7. Tp bile da besar br tau aku xsuke lukes bnde2 yg bersegi sgt, mmgunakan maped dan pembares bbntuk siku tu.. so aku canceld jadi architect. Tp skang rase tu mluap2 blk. tp bkn nk jadi arcitect sbb aku xnk bazer 5thn lpas: mnagadap buku n prektis tules kt whiteboard. So I really hope i kud do dat thing i wanna do.aku xpnah si mrepek ini kt cni.

dude, sy rase awk perlu trn cpat sblm sy btuka jadi Laistragonians!

So, bile awk nk trn?

payattentiontofactsnumber16.

Banie tag aku.die ckp "silalah menulis 16 perkara rawak sama ada tentang fakta, perangai tak senonoh, ataupun hala tuju hidup anda". 16 facts sgt byk la cik banie.huhu

1. sy pernah kurus kering
2. sy blom gmok lg
3. sy ade potential jadi gmok
4. sy ade mnyimpan rahsie besar kwan sy
5. sy xleh bgtau kt sini sbb it's a secret
6. sy agak hyper (kdg2)
7. mayb sy ade ADHD
8. dulu sy ade fail pnoh muke yusry KRU
9. skang sy xpeduli pon yusry tu
10.sy agak butterfingers
11.sy suke lagu 1000 thn-butterfingers
12.sy suke peg kdai buku tp bkn tuk beli buku
13.sy ade beskal leh lipat2
14.sy tade lesen moto tp bley bwk moto
15.sy tkot nak eja "quite" dan "quiet" sbb slalunye saye eja slah tuk makna yg laen
16.sy dilahirkan pada 14 January 1984 dan hari ini 4 January.jadi takde alasan utk tidak mmbelikan sbngkos dua birthday prezzie. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

tq:)

Ithaka

I'm not saying i dislike Literature but i had a bad experience with Literature. To not be able to interpret something from a poem and had a totally different answer, waaaay different from others would be too embarrassing and frustrating. Dat's why I decided not to take literature as a minor subject during my bachelor degree and wud rather to read the thick "scary" books of counseling! But know the subject keep haunting me!

Learning Literature for my master is not a looking-forward kinda thing. but having Dr. Shireena to teach the subject is a kewl thinG! Lastweek was the very first class for this second semester and she is sooooo kewl and laugh a lot. That is so important to reduce my anxiety! Sharing with us one of her fav poem-Ithaka (by Cavafy,1894) wow look at the year. mane dieorg korek the old poem eyh? Ithaka tells about hope,dreams and life. The journey to our dreams that matters. It was quite interesting to represent the obstacles/negative events in life as "Laistrygonians, Cylops and Poseidon" = they are all monsters!

"As you set out for Ithaka
Hope your road is a long one,
full of adventure, full of discovery,
Laistrygonians, Cylops, angry Poseidon-don't be afraid of them:
you'll never find things like that on your way
as long as you keep your thoughts raised high,
as long as a rare excitement stirs your spirit and your body" (excerpt from Ithaka, C.P. Cavafy)

just wanna share;)

I have to think 1 poem that inspire me and give some personal reasons for choosing dat poem. Well my problem is-i dun have one! A poem has never inspired me before.sigh~~~~~~
okla mayb i just take A Road not Taken or the candle poem for Form1 students tu kan? haihh...


The class has just started and I have to read FOUR articles. look at the verb- READ!!!
I have set my Ithaka for dis yer and hopefully no monsters will appear on my way there.

wish me luck;) later~

hepy 2009!

Had my very first day of the yer @ sg.gabai (mcm bunyik serabai kan?) bsame colleague ptpl. dgn 7 kete, 4 family, 3psangan br btunang dan 3 org yg maseh blm bkeluarge.. d trip sgt mengembirekan skali! lame x besuka suki kt sungai. dlu2 aku sefamily suke peg pertak kt kuala kubu baru.it was like 10yers ago! ish.. sg.gabai ade waterfall yg sgt kuat airnye and sgt sejooooooooook!!! kami suke! air tejon itu sgt kuat rase mcm kne blasah dr blkg!

wpon air kt cni d paras lutot tp kami ttap gmbire:D

barbequing

tugu negara

pulang dlm kol2...aku amek nana dan tros ke sunway pyramid tuk shoppinG! hebatkan? huhu... kalu aku xperlukan tdo mayb aku leh wat marathon ke midvalley, ou dan dcurve maybe tesco pon bley, giant, tesco extra etc:D

me had a very exciting day on the 1st january 2009. HAPPY NEW YEAR EVRYONE!!