I can do this!

I think I know what makes me feel REALLY lazy, not in the mood to do my assignments, falling asleep after my first sentence for my letreature review or even holding a meant to be read article with one hand and clicking options in facebook another hand, it's my room! I have pretty messy room, honestly I haven't wipe that dust out from my table since..err..since.. u guess! Bukan malas, I don't have that much time to clean up everything (lie). I do all the basic routine la kn..kemas katil, sweep the floor, kemas katil, sweep the floor, sweep again and kemas katil. Looking at all my stuff, I just realize I keep bringing more things in my room, baju, unnecessary dustbin (too fancy to put trash), piles of papers, tons of bags! Well this is going to be my next mission for nextweek - I'm thinking to declutter everything! Friday night will be it! hmmm!

Owh sedikit gmba ayun'w wedding yesterday:

my bodyguards:)

mkn2 jgn peduli org len

owh

gmba pngantinnye..heee

lagi sape kawen meh jmpot aku, pasti aku pegi:)

lolo

1. Was 2009 a good year for you?
yes:)

2. What was your favorite moment of the year?
aaa..rahsie bley? ok everytime dude is here.uhuk2.got to watch MU!

3. What did you do in 2009 that you’d never done before?
nothing specific actually. cookd for my family. hmm dat's new

4. What was your least favorite moment(s) of the year?
my fwen/officemate quit from this office. I totally feel like losing something.

5. What are your plans for 2010?
moving to another phase in my life. find a new workplace with the same job title

6. What countries did you visit?
I haven't visitd any country for the past 5-6years. T_T

7. What date in 2009 will remain etched in your memory?
14 january - I was no longer a 24 year old woman

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Nothing big actually. am on my way to get it..insyallah. but so far, getting my result for every semester.heeee..

9. What was your biggest failure?
again it was not dat big. I didn't get in UiTM for the 1st intake. I was so f***king depress. No kidding. I felt like killing myself.

10. Did you suffer any illness or injury?
Talking bout being sick, I didn't get any flu/fever for almost 8months. (I used to have it once in 3months b4, drink a lot of H2O peeps!)

11. What was the best thing you bought?
(look around) marcjacob daisy pfume. I was n am in love with it:)

12. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
those who doesn't keep their promises n words

13. Where did most of your money go?
stuff..various size of stuff

14. What did you get really really really excited about?
changing my marital status

15. What songs will always remind you of 2009?
I could compile bunch of CDs!

16. Compared to this time last year are you:
a) Fatter or thinner? THINNER, tq
b) Happier or sadder? Happier:)
c) Richer or poorer? Richer.. at heart! :P

17. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Traveling+exercising

18. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Think unnecessary things!

19. How did u spent your Christmas?
searching for my friend's wedding gift

20. Which LJ/MySpace users did you meet for the first time?
none

21. Did you fall in love in 2009?
yes:)

22. Did anyone close to you give birth?
no

23. Did anyone close to you die?
no

24. How many one night stands?
damn.none

25. What was your favourite TV show?
fukuchan

26. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
yes with the exclamation mark

27. What was/were the best books you read?
how to walk in high heels - Camilla Morton

28. What was your greatest musical discovery?
incubus

29. What did you want and get?
jambu giant sek13. without fail

30. What did you want and not get?
shades, handbag

31. What was your favourite film this year?
Avatar!!!
500DAYS OF SUMMER!

32. What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?
twentysixyearsold - mini celebration with my beautiful friends, bought me cutecupcakes+pizza!

33. What one thing would have made your year more satisfying?
finish my master!

34. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
not sure but in 2010 I'm looking for jubah for my wadrobe

35. What kept you sane?
the moment jumpe tuhan

36. Which celebrity did you fancy the most?
mandy moore's hair, allison iraheta's voice, kate hudson's smile, katy perry's bright eyes

37. Which political issue stirred you the most?
next

38. Who did you miss?
dude dear

39. Did you treat somebody badly in 2009
with confident, no.

40. Did somebody treat you badly in 2008?
No.

41. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned this year?
appreciate people more

42. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year…

Diganggu makhluk

Aku btol2 tganggu. Bile aku bsmngat nk wt assignment, thesis, etc, die mule mngganggu. Gangguan2 seperti, mnguap tanpa henti, mngeluarkan angin, bermonolog dan mcm2 lg. tp yg 3 tu aku plg xtahan. pkataan2 sperti, "ngantoknye.. knapela ngantok sgt ni...ala xretila nk wt ni, mcmana ni..abesla...ngantok sgt.. wuarghhhh!! *mnguap*

Mmg btol2 bg negative vibes.


Please shut up. Thank you.

Unstabilinationess Part II

So what's wrong being selfish?

Terseksa

Aku terseksa. Nak diet tp perot craving for everything!! tghari xmkn nasi, amek laok je-teseksa, pagi mnom milo ngan bzkot-teseksa, mlm mkn megi ayam/kari/pama-teseksa. maka mlm smlm aku mmbalas dendam dgn membalun nasi JM beriyani! bgn pg rs cm nk dmam, terhalunisasi kjap mase suboh, bwk kete rase kete terapung2. Aku mnyesal mkn beriyani smlm pastu aku rase mnyak2 ayam tu ngan kelemakkan nasi beriyani mmbuakan bdan aku lemah2. Sumpah. All food makes me feel depressed. Arghhh!! Hsffh@!@!#!#!!!


Yg penting ptg ni akan ku mndapatkan POPIA gergasi tu bwk bekal klas mlm ni!



p/s: dude, look what u have done!

This morning...

She: It's cloudy n breezy and me miss you:(

He: It's warm n I still miss u

She: :)

He: Love you dearly:)

Others: Puke!

Me: me miss him.

unstabilinationess.

Sorry, but I need to recharge my battery. Only 1 bar left. I will put myself in the hibernate mode. But it won't last long. So please, be quick:(

WARNING!

This is my plan, in 10weeks I'll be finishing these:

Week1: Reach Dr.Zee, get feedback, alter
Week2: Alter chapter 2+3
Week3: Proceed with interview
Week4: Interview
Week5: Analyze data
Week6: Analyze data
Week7: Write findings
Week8: Continue-findings + proceed conclusion
Week9: Conclusion
Week10: Proof-reading

*Bare in mind, this excluding the other 3courses' assigments that is due everyweek, presentation, quizzes and any rejected chapter by Dr. Zee. I need n HAVE to follow that plan or else I'm done!

BUAT THESIS! BUAT THESIS! WAT THESIS! WAT THESIS! WAT THESIS! WAT THESIS! WAT THESIS! WHAT THESIS???!!!

Help me *-*

thelittleminisupersweettreat

maka dgn hari ini genaplah saye 26tahon idop di bumi. ape rase? honestly i feel so much better about the changes of my age. Tibe2 rase btol2 da dewase, mature dan bijaksana. I'm not worried being old, got wrinkles and all bcos I think getting older is kewl! I had sooo much fun with my bestkewlfwens pya n nana this evening. Tq so muchhh ladies for the very sweet treat. (mokira, wish u were here:( I have never been dis happy in clbrating my bday. Couldn't even rmmber when was the last time clbrate it with my friends. Tq dearssss:)

Ina mydear opismate gave this!
(rmind me of my dear dude, slalu bg kinder no matter what occasion isk)

sgt comel:)

pya kawan baek saye

nana was like,"owhh pndai anak mama..."
hembosan kali kedua. mule2 psang lilin xsmpt tiup sbb dgn hembosan napas aku da padam lilin itu.huhuhu

crealy carbonara! i can eat this everyday!!

blk umah nmpak cupcake ni atas meja. Dila kazen aku yg hbt wt cake buatkn utk aku:)
"happy birthday 26 k.apis" (hafizah, hafiz, apis? get it?)
tq so much dla dear!!! suke sgt!

i think it's a beautiful number:)
i do believe it's a beautiful number:)

For today, me being the 26, i have my very own self-resolutions. A letter is written for me,

Dear Norhafizah,

Even you don't really like your name or being called by the name, do remember to always enjoy who you are as no one else is exactly like you. Replace all those criticism with encouragement. Stop niggling on the negatives, accentuate your streanghts. Compliment yourself and those around you. Accept flaws, learn from mistake and never repeat it. Always remember to be responsible for your own feelings. People and events may have an affect on your emotions but don'y let them dictate you. Treat yourself kindly, do something nice for yourself, like shopping. Huhu. Choose the brighter side of things. Make space for the positive interpretations. Love yourself no matter how old she would be, because being older is all about being wiser, better and greater.

Love,
Norhafizah
14 January 2010

Today I'm 26 years old.

New wrinkle added...
..and I'm loving it.

Had a great time being a 25 year old woman. So ready to be the 26 year old woman.

Ya Allah, pjgkan la umor ku, murahkn rezki ku, permudahkan segala urusan ku. Amin.

:)

*smallgrin*

Alhamdulilah. That's all I can say at the moment.
Thank you Ibu Abah.


Ttbe rase nk nyanyi lagu apa saja-KRU
Lalalala...

In love with the blue man...

Marking papers on saturday in the office. #!#!!@!! pakse jugak marking, smpai marking 1 essay student cte psal betape hebatnye AVATAR yg die tgk lastweek ngan ahli kluarge. Aku terkesima. Letak pen merah cap giant, amek tepon text pyamok. "Jom avatar kol11 sunway" Maka ku tinggaklan smue ketas2 pekse start kete off to sunway! pya dtg on time. takyah cte kot betape hebatnye AVATAR tu. what i can say, tak smpt nk gerak, tak smpt nk suap popcorn sbb sbok amaze dgn smue bnde. nape kte xleh wt cte2 hbt sedemikan rupe. not talking bout the budget but the idea. sumpah aku xkesah tgk byk kali. The blue jack handsome! aku ngan pya amazed ngan bdan dieorg yg ramping. xde org blemak pon. huhu. btol la ckp kwn aku, lpas tgk avatar xrase nk duk kt bumi lg.

Next: Alice in the wonderland (nana+pya sile lapor diri)

6days to go.

First week of the last semester-done! Frankly, i am getting so nervous rite now! afraid, frightened, scared, spooked, terrified, petrified u name it, it's all in my list! stepping into this very last semester of my master degree is no fun at all. Three courses, twelve assessments, ONE unstable thesis is right behind me, chasing me, staring at me! SHOUTING at me! huhuhu!!! tkot kn? tkot kn? hmm, come to think of it, i dun think i can make it all done by this april:( but have no choice but just to do it. i need to plan everything! got three planners lastyer but i only used one so having a planner doesnt help much actually. i need to paste those post-it-note everywhere so i won't miss the deadlines! i wish i dun hv to attend work anymore n still earning moolah every month so i can concentrate on my study, go to the library (ok this is so tipu). I'm praying i can go thru all these smoothly, i'm aware i have ibu abah as my 'cheerleaders' and friends (pya,nana and ina,tmpt aku cte keje2 aku yg byk) and of course my dear dude, the one who will never fail to make my day everyday:) love u!

please people pray for me, pray for us, pray for my friends.

=)


**** after 7 hours****

I love today's class! today is our third course - Statistical Analysis for Educational Reserachers. I hate the name of the course but I love the lecturer:) Dr. Parmjit Singh yg super duper kewl! He really makes us feel relax about calculation thingy. Yes we have to calculate, use the scientific calculator and count! (which will be doing nextweek!) and yet we are learning english. Sronok kn?

I'm heading to the 'big' weekend. Dunno how big is gonna b, but dfntly different.

ye peg klas pkai slipe je

-_-

1 paper = 5posen

interested?

************

Finally, I have sent the mystery letter. ngeh3

and now, I'm 3months away...

exhaling.

kangen.

I'm missing ibu so much right now:( the last time i saw her was last yer, dis yer haven't met her yet. 31st dec ibu peg sabah, esok br blk..so last yer la aku jumpe ibu kn? wndu plak nk dgr sore ibu kt umah ni. "adik msk nasik!, adik peg wt kopi abah, adik tlg reply sms kawn ibu, adik tlg check email ibu, adik facebook tu pe?" abah pon same, br sehari ibu tade die da xingt mane die letak wallet die, kunci kete pon letak kt tmpt die xpnah letak sblm ni.isk.2-3 ari ni abg2, kakak ipar2 ngan ank2 sdare aku lepak umah ni, tadela rs sunyi sgt skang dieorg smue da pulang sunyi sgt umah. abah plak byk lepak bilik tgk tv die, aku lepak lua ni sorang2 mengarang bnde ni.. isk. tp esok ibu pulang!!! yay! ibu pon peg jln2 new year ngan kwn2 die..aku lepak umah+peg knduri kawen gmokn bdn mkn! sedeyh. mlm ni nk kne kemas umah, mop kasi kilat, sental dapor, susun pnggan so bleyla aku smbot ibu sok dgn snyuman penoh confident umah mantain berseh wpon ibu tade.huhu!

esok isnin 4 jan 2010. i'll do the thing i wanted to do so bad for the past few months. will i succeed? will i stumble? will i? will i? hehe.. kalu ade org2 P*P* bace ni korang bley gk tlg bgtau awal2 kt org2 bkenanaan so tadela tkejot sgt. owh i just cant wait!

ibu tade kami peg ronggeng tgk muvi mlm newyer kt dcurve! honestly aku malu nk ckp kteorg cte pe tp sbb nk tgk gk ngan bdk2 ni blasah je.

wawa&daus

event: wawa&daus wedding
tmpt: sg besar, selangor

wawa&daus aku knal mase keje kt kedai tepon kwn bpak aku mase duduk sg besar dlu. aku jg kedai tepon, wawa jage cc blk kdai tepon, daus? daus pngunjung tetap cc tu..dtg hari2 dr KL! hehe. kteorg knal dlm 4-5bulan kot, tp rs rapat sgt sbb wawa ni senget daus pon bley tahan sengal. mereke comel sgt, suke dtg mkn umah aku dlu. da pndah sg buloh (ye kami org sungai) jarang jumpe da. last jumpe bln pose thn 2008 bukak pose kt mancongkamkam. aku ajak kazen2 aku lg teman g sg bsar, k.ija n dila. tq korang! k.ija sgt teruje sawah2 kt ctu. mmg cntek sgt. padi gemok2, kaler ijau mcm kne edit ngan potoshop je. Well wawa & daus, finally korang kawen gk. so happy for both of u:) camwhoring is a must!

banner bekibar2 (psst, kompang pkck tu xbest!)

driver, co-driver, back passenger
daus dgn snyuman manesnye... (pngapit tu xpyah pkai shades ok!)

pwetty wawa:) begegas mndapatkan daus...

mnyanyi? wt ucapan.. tq pjoy dtg dr jaoh..

dla si pemakan bunge pngantin

pelamin die cntek!!

gmba poskad 1

gmba poskad 2

gmba poskad 3

sronok bukan ke kenduri kawen kawan2? kami suke sgt pmndangan sawah yg super ijau tu. congrats wawa & daus! next wedding, umah daus kt bangi!