unstabilitiness

The only thing i like about dis place is the people, selected people only.honestly, me begin to hate this place.reducing numbers of pupils-frustrating! my module didnt sale much as i thought it would be. double frustrating. How could they grow in here? i'm not as eager as i was before. The whole things is frustrating. Notice i use that word more often now-meaning i really mean it! The worst part is I'm gaining weight in here! if i kud take a picture on the first day i was here compares to me now, slightly major changes can be seen. am i just being too emotional or what?

I need a new sight. or should i just be thankful and enjoy every moment while eating more keropok, karipap, donuts and mee goreng so i can gain more weight!


i need a vacation. i need a beach. i need an island. i need choc indulgence. i need to buy that pale pink shoe at little black book, i need big apple iceberg, i need to see my dude more often, i need anything that kud makes me feel other that what i'm feeling right now.

period.