Tomorrow...

will be heading to Penang. I'm nervous, excited, scared, emotionless, too much emotion *gulp* I pray everything will go just fine, not fine, well, great, Insyallah. This is big for me. Ok, I' feeling more anxious right now! Kawan2 please do pray for me ye=)


Ironically, I will not be able to meet dude.

Shopping

Last Sunday pergi shopping untuk bergeli2 bln 6 nanti. Banyak jugak hasil tangkapan. Thank u ibu n kakak teman pergi carik barang. Saya amat berpuas hati. Next nak antar tempah baju dengan tolong abah jahit apa2 yang patot. HEEEE!!

breakfast

btol2 pilih

purak2 pilih

SSF

suke bulat2 ini

lunch: nasi kandar bersepah

jln TAR

hasil tangkapan

bunga2 maness

Will continue hunting for more! Weeee!!

Tadaaaa!

Finally, me decided to buy maxis broadband. Puas ati aku! walapon kene keluar duet sikit tapi hati aku puas! Thank you so much streamyx for your hedious service. 10 days, 5 reports tak boleh pakai jugak internet. So far broadband maxis ni ok, pantas (sambil menjeling modem streamyx). Owh banyaknya nak update. Ehem2, as everyone knows I am no longer in PTPL to give my insincere service, it has been a week and I do enjoy my time being an unemployed person (lie). Btw Thank you so much korang2 kat ofis for the celebration yang mengalu-alukan permergian aku ngan ina.

sec rcipe dr ustaz, my last paycheck, bdk2 saiko, cupcakes for them, last pic, ina aku, cupcakes with tag, packing stuff, ina last paycheck, dee aku, spageti kros, lagi bdk saiko, ina ila edia, kbee aku, ina ustazs, ustazs, with the boys, aku mimi edia, ina k.tini, my very last class, preggerss, stuff, tag

I will attend an interview on tuesday nun jauh di utara, pray for me my friends, doa ade rezeki aku kat sana, honestly I can't wait tapi xnak excited sangat.huhu.

~and it's quite alright, and so long goodbye, just look up to the stars and believe who you are cause it's quite alright, and so long goodbye~

Mode: Stressed

Dengan ini aku nak bagitau aku type ni bukan dirumah aku, bkn dirumah kazen aku, bukan juga dirumah jiran. Aku update ni kat LIBRARY UiTM Seksyen 17, Shah Alam, lebiH tepat meja bernombor A22! Korang penah tules blog dalam library skolah? ada? tadekan..aku la yang paling gempak sekali! WUARGHHH!!! masuk hari ni da seminggu internet rumah rosak. Kabel telepon tegangtung je depan tiang rumah. Kadang2 terpkir nak repair sendiri pun ada jugak. T_T ye aku amat stress tade internet kat rumah, ibarat seperti lapar tak diberi makan, nak shopping tapi tade duit, nak jumpa dude tapi jaoh.uhuk2. Duduk dalam bilik yang cozy bagi aku tapi tak berapa cozy bagi ibu, ibarat tidur tak bukak kipas tanpa internet. Nampak impact seekor kabel telepon telekom dalam hidup aku? So here I am melepaskan gian! haipp tapi tidakla gila sangat sampai start kereta pergi library uitm semata-mata nak tules ni, aku ada kelas malam ni. Dulu balik umah kol 5-6ptg, sekarang gerak dari umah 5-6ptg. Tanya aku best tak dah tak kerja duduk rumah? tak kerja, makan dan berinternet, bagus, tak kerja, makan, tak berinternet, tak bagus!! T_T ingat dapat bukak fb tapi gagal. Ingat lagi kat library lama curik2 bukak friendster pastu kena maki dengan makcik jaga library. Friendster ok?

Btw, semalam bershopping barang tuk bergeli-geli bulan 6 nanti. Owh aku amat berpuas hati dengan hasil tangkapan. Thank u ibu ngan kakak! We decided to decorate all the barang2 kat Halil Gallery, pakar jahit2 dan pusat kreativiti. Jangan carik online atau di mana2 pameran pengantin.

Perlu buat kerja, doakan internet aku ok bila balik rumah nanti.

Today...

I am free! I am unemployed. I'm not sure how I feel exactly but at this moment so damn mad, streamyx rumah jahanam. Will update whatver I want to update soon. soon, very soon.

Cheekybabyclothes.blogspot

Do visit here=)

Thank you.

Please.

Hari ini Selase, lagi 4 hari keje kat PTPL ni. Aku nak crite ni lepas aku da tak keje kat sini but something trigger this morning so decided to write it now. Sikitla nant sambong lepas dah berhenti. Bila aku anta resign letter 3 months ago, soalan2 yang selalu orang tanya, "Dapat kerja kat mana?" The truth is, aku berhenti bukan sebab dapat offer dr tempat lain, aku berhenti sebab memang aku target 2thn je keje kat sini. I'm building and want to build my future somewhere else. My resignation has nothing to do with PTPL. I made my decision based on personal reason. Ha kan da tules in english semua. marah2. ok poyo.

This one lady in my ffice 'nicely' me, "Is it so bad working in PTPL?" (she spoke in English not that I translate it ye). Itu namenya soalan half court. Tunggu untuk di smash je. If she asked me that last year I will probably say soemthing I wound't wanna say right now. So my answer;

I'm moving because I want to not because I have to. Even PTPL isn't sucks I still want to move. Hear carefully I didn't say PTPL sucks. I said it before, I admit but come to think about it, there's no need to talk something bad about something. Other people feel comfortable working here so let them be, I just don't want to put myself in the place where I want to say it is suck but I don't want to. Ops.

And that lady keep mumbling, "I have worked so many places before, everywhere you go there is taik and wangi, semua ade pressure."

And I said something like this;

True. Undeniable. But it depends on the tahap busuk the taik is and how wangi the whatever thing wangi is. Tempat lain surely ade taik but busuknye lain kot dr sini.

I totally understand what the lady was talking about. What makes me feel uneasy is, she did not respect my decision, plus she added some stupid questions. You can stay here because you have settled down, u got husband, kids, a house. I'm only 26, planning to get married, and still ;iving with my parents. I conclude everything to that lady by saying, "You like to be here you stay, I don't like to be here therefore I go." or in another word, " SHUT UP, PLEASE"

Something I've learned about this, in the future, I will not let myself be an annoying old lady.

Kompang Sinarduabelas

Maka inilah pasukan kompang abah terdiri daripada budak2 skolah darjah 1-6. Mereka sangat bagus bermain, penuh semangat, memukul sepenuh hati dan sangat komited ye. Lastweek dia orang dapat jemputan main rumah orang kawen yang pertama kalinya! Dapat pakai uniform untuk pertama kalinye juga. Sponsored by Adun Paya Jaras=) Gamabr atas masa latihan. sampai berarak depan rumah

Ini monsters tak boleh duduk diam mest nak berkompang 24j. makan kompan, tido kompang, main kompang. mind you, rafique adalah salah seorang leader kompang atau kita panggil tonggak untuk 1 lagu

Perform before pengantin sampai

lagi kecik dieorang ni lagi kuat pukulnya

Lupe nak ambik video sebab sendiri pun amazed dengan dieorang.huhu. ni mase latihan

Dieorang da ditempah untuk 2 majlis kawin, satu di paya jaras dan satu di kedah!
Berminat? Bayaran untuk main apa jenis occasion= RM300 (tidak termasuk kenderaan) Boleh terus book dari sini atau email hafizahalil@gmail.com. Their blog is under construction. Thank you.

Bukit cerakah kahkah

Aktiviti2 terakhir dengan officemate. Bersukan dihari sabtu bukanlah sukar:

sangat teruja naek beskal ok.

The game was nicely planned. bertepungla semue orang

gonna miss you kak KB

tengok sapa yang plg teruja

prezzie untuk orang yang mau pergi

These were two weeks ago. Purposely post here so I can look back what I had with all those people=)

I'm Back!

Hello!

I'm back, kalau2 la ada org perasan aku da lame takda kat sini.huhu. Yes I'm back, meaning I have completed my thesis *big grin* Alhamdulilah. Bertunggang langgang aku mneyiapkan thesis tu, dengan demam, seseme, pms tapi work under pressure it's all I need. Thanks Dr. Z yang bagi aku 2hari je siapkan semua dan 2hari tu jugak aku dapat MC. Esok, will be my very last monday working in PTPL. Macam2 rase, sedih, gembira, pelik, teruja... hm, rase nak tules macam2 pastu macam tak nak tules plak...isk. Tdo dulu, cuba lagi esok.

bergeli-geli. Rindu orang itu
T_T

H i a t u s

Starting tonight, I forbid myself from blogging and facebooking until 30th Mac. Till we meet again, 31st Mac 2010.

........................................................................

O M G ! ! ! ! !

16 mac - Started to count the data (after pending 2weeks!)
30 mac - submission!
Days left: 13 days
Hand-in chapter 4 : 22 mac
Hand-in chapter 5 : 24 mac
Any amendment : 26 mac
Submit to kedai for binding? : Not sure yet
31 mac - Fly!!!

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KENAPA AKU DIUJI?

• Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

•Apakah manusia itu mengira bahwa mereka dibiarkan (saja) mengatakan:"Kami telah beriman", sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi?
Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang
yang dusta.

KENAPA AKU TIDAK MENDAPATKAN APA YANG AKU
IDAM-IDAMKAN?
• Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

• Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui.

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI?
• Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

• Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya.

RASA KECEWA?
• Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

• Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi (derajatnya), jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman.

BAGAIMANA AKU HARUS MENGHADAPINYA?
• Surah Al-Imran ayat 200

• Hai orang-orang yang beriman, bersabarlah kamu dan kuatkanlah kesabaranmu dan tetaplah bersiap siaga (di perbatasan negerimu) dan bertaqwalah kepada Allah
supaya kamu beruntung.

BAGAIMANA AKU HARUS MENGHADAPINYA?
• Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

• Jadikanlah sabar dan shalat sebagai penolongmu. Dan sesungguhnya yang demikian itu sungguh berat, kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyu',

APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARI SEMUA INI?
• Surah At-Taubah ayat 111
Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu'min, diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan surga untuk mereka.

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP?
• Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

• Cukuplah Allah bagiku; tidak ada Ilah selain Dia. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakal

RASA PUTUS ASA
• Surah Yusuf ayat 87

• dan jangan kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, melainkan kaum yang kafir.

Surah An-Nisaa' ayat 86

• Apabila kamu dihormati dengan suatu penghormatan, maka balaslah penghormatan itu dengan lebih baik, atau balaslah
(dengan yang serupa). Sesungguhnya Allah
memperhitungkan segala sesuatu

Bloghopping and this is what I found:)

Pameran Pengantin

Maka pergilah aku ke pameran tersebut bertemankan ibu dgn kawan die. Best2, mcm2 leh tgk. Ibu ngan kwn die pergi serang booth catering je sebab nak try makanan.hehe.. but before that something shit happened. aku nak parking belah kanan, pajero belah kiri tgh parking jgk, mcamana ntah dia bodoh tak tau parking pegi langgar pintu belakang kete aku, maka kemek dan calarla. It's not my fault! aku betol2 kat lane aku. aku pon parking dan keluar and guess what? dia pon parking dan keluar dan LARI!!! kawan ibu kejar dia sambil jerit2 tapi gagal. sian mkck tu..gigih die berlari naik bukit. kalaula korang terjumpe kete ni tolongla jahanam kan kete ni! tapi tgk kiri kanan dulu ok. Dulu pon kene hentam ngan pajero, tapi kenari, ni myvi plak. Maybe lepas ni aku plak kene bawak pajero so aku boleh langgar je orang2 yang bawak pajero gila ni. PAJERO BAGERO!! tanya ira ape mksod bagero. Huh.gorgeous

STUPID CAR!!!
(yg tepi tu bkn driver yang lari, tu ibu yg cube jahanamkan side mirror)

the happy reason

It's my new thing, "The left side"

It's on the right for the left side >>>

Happy visiting.

Pardon me V

This minute we are happy, another minute we aren't. But that's for that adjective. It cannot be the same with the noun love. Not for me, as this minute I do love you, another minute will still love you.

LDR sucks, geddit?

*LDR" Long distance relationship

Happy Thursday

Today, I decided to leave my work behind for a day. So I spent my time (in the office) doing this;

spent 2hrs for the new header. Change the layout from nana's blog (yours cute!). Well miss et, this is what I like to do:) scribbling, coloring, seeing the final product makes me happy. I'll continue my happiness by drawing more this! heee! Sorry mr.assignment, I love you but not today.

Something to share.

I feel totally relieved now. Even though not sure bout the marks but still, I feel like flying. I was feeling down few days back for being accused as a criminal. The most disappointed part was, accused for something that I didn't do. I was caught plagiarism, which is NOT true AT ALL. Plagiarism means you copy/use other people's work without crediting the source. In another word you steal someone else's work! Writing people are concerned about this and we are very aware of this matter and will definitely not to be that kind of criminal. I don't want to go detail of what has happened but enough say, I did not plagiarize and did not have any intention to do so, especially for this particular professor as I am aware that she will not tolerate such thing and if I let myself to plagiarize for that 15% assignment it would be very stupid of me and I will not even forgive myself to commit such crime. I respect the lecture and her broad knowledge. What I have submitted is 100% my own piece of writing after a week struggling to complete the assignment. Syukur, everything was well-explained and I was/am lucky to be heard and reconsidered for the second marking. The most important thing for me is to let the lecturer knows that I am not that kind of person to complete my assignment is such hideous way and I am not and will not let myself to plagiarize. If happen you read this, thank you so much to reconsider my work and listen to my explanation prof. To my very supportive friends, pya ,nana ira and ina thank you for give me all the support and be there for me and being very optimist. towards me. And dude, what more can I say, you are the sweetest person on earth and thank you so much for the encouragement. and thank you for believing in me. To you, thank you for reading.

Mari-mari

Pameran Pengantin
Malaysia 2010
(12th Edition)
TR4 Level 4, PWTC
12 - 14 March 2010

Tak berapa suka la.

Aku sedang key-in data dalam SPSS, smbil key-in sambil pikir. Banyak da key-in banyak lagi aku pikir. Tak pikir pon apa result data aku ni. Aku pikir pasal apa sebenarnya yang aku suka buat. Yang betol2 buat aku committed dengan perkara itu. sudah tentu bukan key-in data dalam SPSS-tiring. Mengajar? sedikit passion di situ tapi tak dalam sebenarnya. Aku nak jadi arkitek dulu sebab aku suka nak lukis tapi bila tau jadi arkitek memerlukan ketepatan dan melukis menggunakan pembaris, aku da tanak jadi arkitek. Aku nak lukis aku nak bebas. Bila lukis takkan ada salah, orang boleh komen tapi takkan ada yang salah. Orang tengok orang terima atau tak. Dan kalau ada yang komen, aku pon buleh pilih nak terima atau tak. Aku punya suka la. Aku nak buat benda aku sendiri, nak seronok tanpa kena paksa. Tapi tau belum boleh lagi. Aku benci buku. Aku benci benda formal. Aku benci accuracy. Aku benci benda serius. Aku benci format. Aku benci baca orang lain punya research. Paham tak apa yang aku benci sekarang. That little incident makes me think. It's a lesson for me not to be something like that. Haih, susahla nak cakap sini. Tak berapa nak keluar. For now, I just want to get it done.

Pyamok, I'm feeling you. Can I join the club?