Monday

Five days to go. Emotionally I'm not ok. Lately banyak rase sedih, keciwa. Ya Allah, tenangkan la hati aku, permudahkan semua urusan, pada yang dengki dan taknak tolong, byk bising je dan berpikiran sangat2 negative, kau ampunkan la dosanya yang da mengecikkan hati aku Ya Allah.

Aku bersyukur masih ada Ibu dan Abah. Bersyukur yang teramat sangat.


Dude, orang wndu awk sgt2.

Madly missing you.

kau bikinku gigit bibir sendiri
lamakah lagi kita sepi?
kau bikinku renung sinar mentari
lamakah lagi kita begini?

alangkan bulan terang
hilang nyawa tanpa bintang
apalagi aku

alangkan bunga kembang
pudar warna tanpa siang
bayangkan aku

berkaliku mintakan dari dulu
usah kau tunggu ucap itu
berkaliku bisikkan pada kamu
usah kau buntu aku milikmu

alangkan bulan terang
hilang nyawa tanpa bintang
apalagi aku

alangkan bunga kembang
pudar warna tanpa siang
bayangkan aku

perlukah aku menyebut setiapnya
yang indahku tidak akan ada makna
bila kau sembunyi dan bermain lari-lari
separuh aku sudah pun mati

tak mampukah kau percaya
haruskah ku hebahkannya pada dengki dunia?
tidak bisakah kita sekadar pejam mata
biar jiwa bersuara

biar
biar
biar jiwa
bersuara

Fynn Jamal - Biar Jiwa

The feeling of the day. (or it could be month)

To tell the truth, I miss to teach. Miss to be greeted by the students, miss to laugh with them in the classroom, miss to scold them, miss to shout at them, miss to preach them, miss to listen to them, miss to prepare out-of-syllabus lesson for them, miss to crack stupid clever joke with them, miss to make them really listen to me, miss to watch how they get SO DAMN nervous when it comes to presentation, miss to observe what kind of lame excuses they will make if they didn't prepare for that presentation, miss to make them see how stupid they are for making such lame excuses, miss to make them feel how English is so interesting to learn, miss to 'open' their eyes and make them see what is really there outside, miss to watch how do they really want to learn English, miss to give my very best as an educator. Some of the students are really an eye-opener for me. They gave me an inspiration to be a better person and a better teacher.

I miss my former job. Hate to admit this but, I miss to teach PTPL students.


I wanna wake up early morning, squatting and wondering what to wear for the day. I want that feeling back!

Baby-sitting the monsters!

sape imam sape ma'mum pon tatau..

bkejaran nk sikat rmbot ajiq

Aqilah, " Abg ajiq, xpe ke kte duk cni? kte tak main kompang pon"
Ajiq, "xpe xmen pon..janji kte dpt duk dpan stage, smue org tgk kte"

Diva Junior

This one is for Abah

Abah turned 63, Alhamdulilah so far abah sehat. Aku dengan Ibu selalu suruh dia cukor jambang itu, sebab kalu die cukor mest nampak muda! hehe.. Abah, adik doakan abah panjang umur, murah rezeki, sehat dan cpat dpt menantu baru. Huk! I'm so proud to have a father like you=)

Happy 63rd Bithday Abah!
Love you!

*abaikan Imran, geram2!!

How to say?

It has been said. I have to wait for another 5-6 months before they'll give me the offer letter. NICE!

Ok, now what?

I need a job for this 5-6 months or I'll die.

A job!

Any kind of job that I can get some moolah from and spend it without hesitation.

A job! Geddit?

for the meantime, let's watch annoying orange!

Thanks orange for being interestingly annoying!

What?

Hari2 tgk mailbox..yg betul punya eyh, bukan e-mail. Sampai satu hari surat itu tiba, ada logo UiTM. Yes! Tapi apakah isinye? It was about the interview! Aku scan je masa dpt surat, nampak perkataan, "temuduga" "UiTM Pulau Pinang" sukacita" dan "walaubagaimanapun" Nervous2! Ok alhamdulilah interview the other day lulos:) tapi dia nak transkrip tamat belajar master dengan scroll baru UiTM bagi offer letter. The thing is, mcmana nak dapat scroll dalam masa terdekat neh? bukankah kena tunggu konvo? which means end of this year? NEHI! takkan aku tak keje dalam 7-8 bulan lagi? mcamna nak kumpol duit mau kawen? keta takkan abah bayar lagi? pencuci muke sape nak beli? sabun mandi? shampoo? handbag baru? heels? uishh byk tu kena cover. Harus call UiTM!

Please, I need the job badly and immediately!

I want June.

Thirteen days left.


Selain jerawat mekar tumboh kat muka, aku tak buat pape pon for myself.


Thirteen days left.

*sigh*

Is it too much that I'm asking for?

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Is it?

Happy Birthday Rafique!!

He turned six!!

Happy Birthday Rafique a.k.a Rafikiu

Acu loves you!

Nana's Bachelorette Party!

More pictures!

Congratulations my dear Nana!!!

Hari Ibu Saya

irresistible; both Imran and the cake!!

from ajiq n family

The best cake so far!!

Ibu malu tanak gambarnya disiarkan merata2 sebab dia pakai kaftan je masa tu.

Ibu,
Happy Mother's Day
You are the greatest gift from Allah (wpon Ibu kadang2 super garang)
LOVE YOU!!!

=)

Something that will be missed.

Jangan tanya apa kami sedang buat.

Nana mamarangga, congratulations!
Love you!
Mmmuahhhhh!!

Another...

...30 days to go

*smiling*

TAGGY WAGGY!

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
as far as i'm concerned, no=)

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
lastweek. reason? of many things. triggered by my dear PMS

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Hell yeah! Do you?

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAL?
Nasi+laok macam2+tomyam+nyum2.

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Soon baby soon!

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Hell yeah! and let me know what are my bad habits

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Totally! I can be very mean sometimes. Try me!

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Yes. Want some?

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?.
I would love to! But I'm a paranoid.

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
cookie crisp! pronounce CRISP with the correct pronunciation. It's hard!

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Nope.

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
Vanilla+chocolate

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
Their clothes.

14. RED OR PINK?
Pink. Give the red to Ibu

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Paranoid.Uncertainty

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
My dude. Totally. LDR is killing me but I'm still alive. hehehehe

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
no.

18. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
white+blue. shoesless

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the fan. Notice lately I don't listen to any renditions while blogging/facebooking. Guess I'm old.

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
White. Not many people like to use me so I'll stay long and pretty. huhu

21. FAVORITE SMELLS?
thumbdrive. You should try!

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My sister. tolong bayar ASTRO

23. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH
Football! Track

24. HAIR COLOR?
Black not so black

25. EYE COLOR?
Super deep black.

26. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Don't need one

27. FAVORITE FOOD
Ktiaw Pakli, Ibu's cooking

28. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
scary movies

29. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Sherlock hOLMES. Brilliant

30. WHAT COLOR OF SHIRT DO YOU LIKE TO WEAR?
White+pink

31. SUMMER OR WINTER?
winter

32. HUGS OR KISSES?
a combination of both?

33. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND TO?
my own emotion

34. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
a call/message from stranger.

35. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
I dislike reading.

36. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
no mouse pad. But i think we got mouse in the kitchen

37. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
AIM which was boring!

38. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
my little nephew's giggle!

39. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
beatles

40. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
Makkah=)

41. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
I can hear a little tiny sound of something but I can be real deaf listening to people, special eh?

42 WHERE WERE U BORN?
PJ y'all! hahahah! (PJ as in Petaling Jaya not Paya Jaras, y'all!)

43. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
IRA, PYA, NANA

44. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
UiTM-specifically in every classes we attended.

45. PEOPLE I WOULD LIKE TO TAG:
YOU!