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Eh, 2012!

2012-01-17T01:12:00.001-08:00

This is my very first entry for 2012! So what's new for the new year?

1. Got to celebrate new year with family in sg buloh.
2. my 1/1/2012 went to IKEA with husband and bought my fav stuffs!
3. Begin the new week of class healthily as I was so damn sick of high fever and other things.
4. No, am not pregnant yet.
5. Celebrated my birthday on 14/1 with a husband by my side for the first time:)
6. got a cool present from him plus we went to Zoo Taiping! hahahaha!!

2011 was really something for me. I got married last April, live together with my dearest man;) and i can feel dat since i get married, my bond with my family is now even stronger:)

Sadly, on 16/12/2011, husband's dearest aunty passed away.She lost her battle to 3rd stage breast cancer. She was a strong woman but to witness her everyday, fighting with cancer was not easy at all. We miss you, aunty. We really do. Al-Fatihah.

I pray for better living, better health, better in many ways to face the future. I wanna get pregnant asap. I wanna give mak (mil) her first cucu. Ya Allah, makbulkan segala doa2 ku Ya Allah.

Amin:)

So 2012, BRING IT ON!

Random.

2011-11-14T06:22:00.001-08:00

Tiba2 tpkir nnt duk hari2 dgn husband mesti lain.skang aku msak smnggu skali time die blk, lps ni hari2! haha! tp husband sy yg manis tu snang.mkn 1 lauk pon bley.jnji lauk tu bkn msk tmpoyak! hahaha! tp sorryla awk, kari sy gagal lg nk msak.kne kmas rumah hari2.skang pon hari *ehem* hari! heee! slalu time die nk blk aku br btol2 polish umah.gosok baju skang utk smnggu pkai.ptot mmg cmtula kan.tp kalau due ade hari2 aku gsok daily jgkla mcm gsok bj sndiri.or mayb not! sbb bj kemeja susah nk gsok lg2 the pants! maybe lpas ni bley peg keje satu keta je.die anta then amek! haaa suke2! sbb die keje sparoh hari je so ok la tu!

ok i miss him.

kan da xckp, random.

Alhamdulillah!

2011-11-09T19:56:00.000-08:00

Syukur sangat2! Sy amat bsyukur dan excited tak terhingga! Husband sy yg manis tu, dpt tuka skola dr kedah ke PENANG!! WOOHOO!! after a year tnggu akhirnye dpt tuka jgk;) starting January 2012! I have a strong feeling that nextyear will be a good year for us! plus this is already a good way to end the year and to start the new year!

doakan rezeki anak thn depan:) Insyallah!

*shuffle*

random

2011-10-30T23:28:00.001-07:00

"pegi la honeymoon.mak hang ni nk cucu.." -aunty

: )

soon, very soon.

Weekday getaway!

2011-10-30T04:21:00.001-07:00

lastweek Deepavali on wednesday rite? so husband dpt cuti wed & thurs.sbb friday da mmg cuti so mmg die cuti lame la smpai sabtu! sbb bdk2 uitm tgh cuti so kami2 mmg xde klas harosla aku amek cuti! dpt lame2 dgn husband! weee! so on thurs we decided to go somewhere out of penang and not too far away. fyi kami blom dpt peg honeymoon sgt since kawen.time constraint, wiken yg xsama so ble dpt cuti byk cmni mmg sonok! kami peg bkt merah laketown waterpark! tmpt ni kecik comel je tp ok la nk peg skali skala.30mins je dr pmatang pauh.peg pagi sbb ptg slalu hujan kt sini. rmai jgk org sbb cuti skola kan.but we were among the early birds. kteorg x mainla slides smue tu, peg berenang kat pool saje. aku mmg xpndai berenang seb bek husband pndai. tp sian die xleh nk berenang bsungguh2 sbb aku duk asek pgg die je.heh! haaa sonok berenang same2 sbb xpnah pon sblm ni. kteorg berendam, buat2 berenang pelbagai gaya, tetelan air, etc selama 2jam stgh! around 3pm gerak blk tros peg beli dominos pizza! lapar gle ok bile main air ni. mlm bdan sakit2.haha! pastu muke aku sunburn skang tgh mngelupas! nice! then friday blk umah MIL and today,sunday husband da blk kedah keje aku duk sorang2.

Thanks awk bwk saye main air! nnt kte peg lg eh! i mean tmpt lain! hehe! lebiu!

Gmba dlm waterpark xamek byk pon:)

mari blajaq ckp penang!

2011-10-24T08:55:00.001-07:00

Dah 6bln kawen ni dptla aku pick up few words yg mmg aku xpnah guna sblm ni.dan skang pon xpndai gune lg.hehe! mmg cacatla bunyiknye kalau aku ckp dan akibatnye kdg2 aku miscommunication dgn family husband especially mak metua! haha! kdg2 kne bg cue kt husband soh translate. So ni few words yg tgh blajaq dgn husband:

tokyu=kicap
takua=tauhu
tdung tngkap=langsir
pasaipa=pasal apa/kenapa
ghaplah=masalah
dok=sedang
koi=pukul (jam)
camca=sudu
ambra=kdongdong
lincin=licin
lehaq=leher

dan yg biase kite tau hujung R tukaq Q
tapi xsenang nk sebot ye! sbb tiap2 kali aku try jadi sengau! haha! eg: ayaq, dengaq,pagaq,sedaq,buboq, cucoq etc! kalau marmar nk sbot mcmne? marmaq? haha! ok xklaka!

Husband aku agak hebatla sbb bley switch ckp biase dgn aku pastu tuka ckp penang dgn family die. kdg2 rs out of place jgkla sbb org lain duk pasaipa hang tak pkai camca tp aku still ckp kenapa awk tak pakai sudu.lebih kurang cmtula. kdg2 jgk sbb aku xphm ape dieorg ckp jadi aku slalu termissed lawak2 yg dieorg bualkan lalu aku sorang je xgelak sedangkan yg lain tbahak2! =_= xpe ini satu cabaran! kang dak duk spoloh thn tgkla skill loghat penang aku mcmne.dem mesti hodoh!

so ade sape2 nk tmbah list loghat penang diatas? sile ye! :)

It's a date!

2011-10-20T07:46:00.001-07:00

After 2 days of depression, today he's home:) really really make my day.

It is here.

2011-10-18T05:18:00.001-07:00

Lepas 3hari lewat, finally aunt flo is here.Mcm da dijangka, sy tau mmg akan period tp lmbt sket bln ni.ye sy xpenah lewat seingat sy.so sy pon rase ok jela.. ttbe Dude called bgtau blk arini (isnin) die slalu blk selasa.sy amatla gmbire! smbil lepak2 tgk tv sy bgtau sy da period.pastu tgk tv lagi, borak2 ketawa bahak2 pastu ttbe sy rase hiba sgt.Masyallah perasaan sedih tu sy tahan smpai saket dada.tau2 je mengalir da air mata.sorok dr husband.tp lepas die dtg dkat perasan sy lain mcm, habis bjurai2 da xbley tahan.tidakla tiap2 kali period mcmni tp ntahla, da 6bln kawen kot.die mcm ada mase2 tetentu.kang da 1year kawen lain plak cara handle nye. For now i just feel so lucky to have such an awesome husband. He knows how to calm me down.without fail.

I embrace this experience of trying to conceive as positive as i can. All I know for now is I have a great husband by my side, great parents n siblings and hey I have 7nieces and 3 nephews who love me dearly. i need to be strong.this only 6months of marriage, more more years to come Insyallah.

probably what makes the tension bcos at the same time i'm trying to lose weight.da berumur ni berat lmbt trn wpon tegok air je.agak stress di situ.aerobic bagai nak gila bpeloh dlm 3weeks aku trn 0.7kg je.. and the period pain i have this time sgt saket:( and husband is not here.

ok nnt sedih lg. good news on nov please.

2 days late!

2011-10-15T20:59:00.001-07:00

It doesnt mean u r pregnant! yes i am 2 days late BUT! i started to feel cramp and all for the past 3 days. So aunt flo will come is just this time, a bit late. Just for the record never had my period late, but sooner yes! So maybe is not this month, but i have the feeling it will happen soon! soon baby soon! =) dgn izin Allah jua.

yes below is my period calendar and its kinda exciting to know u r late for ur period!

=(

2011-10-11T08:40:00.001-07:00

mlm ni xckp dgn dude.tmpt die tade coverage.borak kt fb je.sbb dude da blk isnin, so kne tnggu lg 2mlm b4 kames:( alahai sedihnye tibe2.1hari ni xjumpe sape2 pon.rmai da cuti.aku nk cuti rugi je.oh esok aerobic tp tgkla kalau larat.

not happy.totally not happy:( i want my husband.sigh!

This is Farhan

2011-10-10T19:25:00.001-07:00

Another new babyborn from my colleague aka ahli bfast hari2.congrats linda.ingat lagi ble u announce kt kedai kopitiam tu yg u pregnant (after a month kawen) and we were screaming like what! hahahaha! super excited! and look at now, he is here.he is out to this world and looking so adorable and i cant stop sniffing kissing and touching him:) sempurnanya ciptaan Allah. insyallah one day I will experience myself all the beautiful moment of being a mommy:)

hello!

2011-10-09T19:09:00.001-07:00

sy bkn berharap sgt tp saje nk recordkan.according to my period calendar AF will come visit this saturday.yes i know theres no way it will be so that accurate but for the past 3 months mmg tepat dgn calendar tu.so usually, USUALLY a week bfore AF will come visit i will feel cramp, back pain, sore breast but for this month i did not feel that.at least until today.U know what USUALLY i will feel it right after i talked about it! oh pls AF come visit next year!

oh will visit another newborn today! will upload lotsa pictures with the lil munchkin!

whatever it is, i'm ready for whatever may come.my faith is always to ALLAH.

ehem

2011-10-08T08:59:00.001-07:00

i know mayb is not appropriate to write in here tp manela tau sape2 ade cdangan ke.for the past 3days sy kentot2 spjg hari.yes spjg hari dr pg smpai mlm nk tdo.time tdo
xpasti ye.mkn bnde brangin xkot.tp msalah bdn brangin ni mmg da sebati dgn bdn.what i know is pantang lmbt
mkn abesla berangin smpai ke mlm.perluke sy mngunyah halia?

of diet etc

2011-10-05T05:30:00.001-07:00

this is my 2nd week of aerobic! sngguh sronok! especially tgk mkck2 yg konfideb dgn bdn masing2 bile kne buat the beyonce moves! aku? mule2 ok lame2 tgn je goncang, pnggan ntah kemane bontot ntah kemane! haha! but seriously i had so much fun! pnyla bsmangat lastweek tros peg beli ksot, slua ngan baju! da lame ok xbeli sport shoes.xtaula berat da trn brape skang.end of dis month br nk tmbang.hopefully i can reduce 2-3kilos! heee!

67

2011-09-15T05:15:00.001-07:00

terasa mcm ditampar2 muka ni.ms lunch td peg sunway mall dgn linda and mal.aku tnampak penimbang.cmtu eh nama nye? da lama xtmbang berat ni.ade la dkt 2bln.last timbang berat aku 61-62kg.so aku tmbang td berat skang 66.6kg! rs nk pngsan kt situ.freak out gle aku! mal kate tmbang rosak kot so die pon naik.berat die btol.then linda plak try.ye btol jgk.mind u, linda is 8months pregnant and her weight is 70kg! so aku kurang 3kg dr org mngandung 8bln? funny kan? sbb xpuas ati aku try penimbang lain.2-2 pbmbang digital soagak tepatla reading nye.lg best die genapkan tros- 67kg! hmmm.

i am tired to be on diet.but again aku freak out nk mmpos ble berat bdn naik 5kg dlm bbrapa bln je.dude blk aku cite kt die dan sumpah da nk menitis air mata tp ku tahan jebat! dude biasa la jwpan die, xnmpak pon gmok..ok je..xgmok pon.

tp btol gak dude ckp. b4 dis aku diet sbb aku nk kurus not for the long term.mkn sehat xdijadikan lifestyle tp utk temporary result je.this yo yo diet is dangerous! haihh.da la alu ttbe rs sgt down.later.

baby!

2011-09-14T06:21:00.001-07:00

tghari td peg melawat one of my colleagues' baby.baru berusia 26 hari tp badannya da kuat.baby boy:) nama dia Wan Mohd Isa Uzair. comel sgt! aku la org sgt teruja nak dukung baby Isa! hehe.yg lain takot nk pegang.maybe sbb da biasa jaga anak sdara aku yg sepoloh tu so aku agak biasa la. ibu baby, syira da bjalan angkat brg semua.padahal dlm pntang lagi.baby 1st lagi.amazed! tp aku lg amazed sbb perot syira flat! leper seleper2nye! mcm bkn br lpas ngandung! mmg takde lemak lgsong! aku siap raba2 perot die.hehe.kagom2! smbil pegang perot sndiri! syira jamu kami 10org mkn ns ayam yg sdap gile! mari tgk baby! p/s: nk baby!

Mok!!

2011-09-11T08:39:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday! 27 yaww!! aku da nk msok 28 da! hehehe! mok ira i wish u nothing but the best! honestly xsbar nk tgk mok naik pelamin! aku syg ko mok! syg sgt.we've been together thick n thin and i love u for all of that! keep inspiring ppl around u:) sorry cant really be there to clebrate with u, this is all i can do;) so again, selamat hari lahir ke 27! mmmuahhh!!!

p/s: she is the best bestfriend:)

23 Ramadhan

2011-08-22T18:28:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah da 23 hari puasa. Malangnya tak dpt puasa penoh bln ni. Ingat dptla puasa penoh.. if u know what i mean. tp i cool je;) rezeki org lain2.. Allah blm nak bg so mmg takde la lagi kan? so keje kite teroskan usaha yg gigih dan jgn putus berdoa. Alhamdulilah this process mmg mendekatkan diri kita dgn Allah. Utk itu sy sgt amat bersyukur. But I can't deny, bertanya jgk hati ni bila lg. Ala rileks la br 4 bulan. Bak kata Ibu, "ala dik biarla ko bernapas dulu" meaning, nak sgt anak cepat boleh uruskan semua benda ke nnt? haaa.. kakak sy pon ckp agaknya kalau skrg maybe aku x stabil lg since Dude masih berulang tiap2 mnggu. mampu ke aku nk morning sickness ngada2 bagai bila Dude takde hari2? 2 hari xjumpe pon da meroyan bagai. opps. so aku tgk dr benda2 tu la. maybe itu hikmahnya. Teringat office mate lama, after 6 years kawen br dikurniakan seorang baby boy yg super cute. Sape tau nk tnggu selama tu? Allah lebih tau. tp kita manusia mmg lemah segala2nya. bila da mula mmpersoalkan rezeki yg dtgnya dr Allah mula da rasa xbsyukur dan berckp mcm org x beriman, ape je yg tinggal?

Last week terserempak dgn housemate lama, die kawen a month lpas sy. Skrg die tgh mngandung 2 bln:)

"Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau menyesatkan hati kami sesudah Engkau memberi petunjuk, dan berilah kami rahmat dari hadapan-Mu, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pemberi."

Doakan sy kawan2. terima kasih

Btw, Raya nextweek! First time xde dgn Ibu Abah on the first hari raya. Ok da sedih. next entry.

woohoo!

2011-08-02T19:05:00.000-07:00

YES! I got to see Incubus! I got to meet Brandon Boyd! he's just a few steps away from me! hee! Thanks to husband;) That was my first time ever going to a rock concert and it was massive! Everybody was like insane!! pushing and jumping to the fast beat songs is a must! it's like if u don't jump while everybody else is jumping than u might be drowning into the sea of people! Luckily we are not tiny small people. phew! Brandon is skinny as always. Inziger boncit and looks old. but Jose is cute! hehe! They played from the old old songs as well as from their latest album-if not now then when? exactly! it's like my slogan going to the concert laa. hehehe! Yes I missed their concert 5 years ago(kalu tak silap) so tanak miss this time concert! Their live performance was wicked! I instantly fall in love with their new songs. But Brandon agak cool for not talking too much on the stage. the only phrase he kept saying was "thank you boys and girls!" oh i miss him! huhu! gamba takdela.. susah nak upload kt opis ni.

Ohyeah, happy fasting everyone! It's my 2nd year in penang and 1st year having a husband to break the fast and bgn sahor sama2:) can't wait to buy lots of baju raya yg sama tema kaler! hahaha! ok blog will be updated not too soon. not until i get myself a new lappy. isk! later!

I'm back!

2011-07-12T23:32:00.000-07:00

huhu! byknye nak tulis. lately rasa nak sgt peg bercuti. sejak kawin tak smpt peg honeymoon pon. dude keje aku cuti. dude cuti aku keje. jumpe dude selasa-kames-jumaat-sabtu je. sabtu da lepak umah mak. mnggu ni dude xblk selasa-aku meroyan. siap xleh tdo mlm2. mimpi antu, terjaga terkejot yg mcm dlm drama melayu tu. stress la konon. xpyah pon tp aku rs cm bodo plak duk sorang2 kalau dude tade. kdg2 rs cm nk pndah kedah je. tp xcool plak duk kedah. hehh!

da mls nk tulis. later~

Hi.

2011-06-22T21:28:00.000-07:00

Skrg tulis blog sbulan sekali nmpaknya. Da jarang on laptop. ipong xbley tules blog. Ramai skang kawan2 (especially kt fb) becerite pasal anak, bsalin, berpantang, morning sickness etc. Btol2 da besar semua org. Alahai seronoknya update psal baby and pregnancy. Aku baca sorang senyum2 manis. Berbunga2 rasa hati. Huhu. Tak tahanla. Rasa nak baby skang makin meluap2. Gila gelojoh bunyiknya. Tapi honestly mmg tak tahan. Takdela aku nak salahkan dieorg duk peg update tiap2 inci. Kalau aku pon lagi terok kot. Confirm! hahah! but it triggers my anxiety to get pregnant ASAP! Tapi skang aku da slow down sket. Da tak nak sgt tgk ovulation calendar tuh. Aku pon taknak pressure Dude. Nasib baik Dude super cool. I can feel is not happening this month. Ala malas da la nak tulis pasal ni.

*doa-doa-doa-doa*

Lamanya.

2011-06-12T00:53:00.000-07:00

Lama gile tak tulis blog. Honestly lpas kawin keinginan nak berblog sudah byk kurang. Totally opposite masa sblm kawin. Sbb dlu sibok survey psal wed prep, but now mcm da tade sbb plak nk blog hopping. Sbb tu jgk dkat 2miggu tak bukak laptop! broadband byar je tp xbrape gune. Pg ni laptop buat hal sbb da lame sgt xbukak! so skang dpt je bkk tros nk tulis blog. haha long intro. next!

Alhamdulilah da 2bln kawin;) what I can say I can only bsyukur dikurniakan hari2 yang menggembirakan with Dude by my side. Plus cuti skola plak 2weeks! and it just ended today. So Dude da blk kedah and our routine starts again as usual. every week blk umah mak and makan sdap2 dan byk2. huhu. Ye sy kembali menggemok. sumpah la xjaga mkn langsong dah! skang da rase nk start jaga mkn blk. bkn nk kurus kering pon, ckopla pkai bj kurong tak ketat. selamba je student lama aku tego, "miss pregnant ye?" di hari aku rasa aku gemok gile pkai bj kurong. mmg ketat di perot tp i xpregnant lagi dear! hahaha! dats it! diet is on! slalu pon cmnila, ade org tego gmok br nk gelabah diet.

Tlaking about being pregnant, sometimes aku rs mcm proses nya sgt complicated. its all about timing. but again semue atas ketentuan Allah. Kalau jadi dgn izinNYA, maka jadilah. so for the past 2months I've been so sensitive about my body. calculating the ovulation period, reading about this and that. I am trying to chill but! u know what i mean (mcm joe flizzow slalu ckp). friends said jgn pkir kan sgt, relax2 je. sometimes things happen when we least expect. ha btol ke ni? dats what i'll do this month tp tgk da tulis ni kt sini. mane nk relax? hahaha! taklah, saje nak share. interesting to know about this though. i know its too soon to predict everything, too too soon. tp mak (mother in law) mcm da byk kali ckp,"sunyi umah ni tade bdk" hah! ape tu? a hint? hehehehehe.. fam dude blom ade cucu lagi mayb thats why. compare dgn family aku yg da ade 10cucu!

Doa kami tiap2 lpas solat tak penah putus minta dimurahkan rezeki. what I know for the time being I'm so happy and grateful to know that I'm his wife and he's my husband and I'm enjoying every moment. Tq Dude for the great 2months. U r such a great husband. Oh btw, Ibu marah pngil Dude "awak" hahahah! die siap bagi suggestion kalau tanak pngil 'abang' pngil la - B, Hubby, Sayang, Honey, Darling! HAHAHAHA! even mak pon perasan aku xpngil Dude mcm isteri2 org lain pngil husband dieorg. Heee.. nantila ye. sbb Dude yang tamau aku pngil die abang sbb nnt die pngil aku ADIK!

ok nak peg jusco. sorang2. tata!

waiting.

2011-05-24T23:59:00.000-07:00

alhamdulilah da sebulan saya jadi sang isteri. Baru sebulan ni da lima orang tny soalan yg aku xsabar nak jwb dgn positive, "da berisi?" xnmpak isi2 kat peha ni? ngeh2! yang lebih extreme tros je tny, "bile due?" ngaaaaa! hahaha! saya phm org excited, saye lg excited! doakan ye:) dude takot aku pressure.dun worry awk, org cool je. recently nana given a birth to a cute lil baby.Masyallah, comel sgt. nampak sgt bright baby Muhammad. tp terkilan sgt xdpt peg melawat.insyallah nana nnt kte jumpe ye:)

this week blk sg buloh! yay! nextweek new sem start! not so yay!

sejak kawin da xbrape pedulik nk update blog.huhu

The first one month.

2011-05-09T20:31:00.000-07:00

Dear Saiful Hisham/Dude/Husband,

Thank you for marrying me:)

Love,
Norhafizah/Girl/Wife

New baby born and a wedding.

2011-05-09T05:16:00.000-07:00

Finally! Tak tau la kenapa broadband bengong 2hari ni. kejap nyala kejap tak. Nak kata da reach quota tak plak. Tertekan tak boleh online >.< die mrajok kot aku duk ngadap aipon je. Peg McD pon xleh bukak blog. nape ntah. Byknye nak cerita. Ehem2.

Last friday ingat tak jadik balik sg buloh, last minit kteorg blk jgk. ptg jumaat 6:30 gerak sampai around 10pm. sebulan tak blk sejak kawin. bukan tanak balik, susah sket nk blk sbb wiken xsama dgn dude. ni pon blk tido 1mlm je. sian kan dude nanti die penat. sabtu pagi kteorg pegi umah Bae abg sulung aku, kbee da besalin! it's my 10th anak sedara! excited gile nk dokong baby! nanti saye introduce kan baby baru ye. pastu dlm pkol 12pm gerak peg sg besi peg kenduri afiq & adlina. Hari tu super extra panas! kenduri afiq ni kt dlm kem askar (psst bapak die Dato' Seri ye) huhu! mkn kt lua dewan bwh kemah yg rasa mnegelegak otak. isk2. pastu pakwan ernisa, nizam, sheena dtg, masa tu afiq pon da sampai. kteorg follow msok dewan, last2 dpt duk mkn kt dlm! jadinya kteorg mkn 2kali! huahahah! cantek skali wedding nye. lalu bwh pedang, ada beg pipe. meriah!

Kapten Ahmad Afiq & Adlina=)
i look fat? owhyeah!

and

Introducing...

lpas mkn2 around 3pm kteorg gerak blk penang. smpai dlm 6.45pm dude drove all the way from KL. aku nak drive tak bagi. tp xtido ok, teman die bwk keta. ok tido kejap je dlm 10min. Tak puas blk umah. tak puas jumpe ibu abah. Insyallah ujung bln ni blk lagi. will attend 2weddings!

To my Nana, saya doakan awk selamat melahirkan baby boy comel itu ye:) more babies yeahh!

Hello!

2011-05-02T02:17:00.000-07:00

Lama xupdate blog. Malas? Sikitla. Busy pon ye jgk. Marking paper+invigilate exams. Weekend balik umah mak mertua. Makan tak berenti aku! huhu! Da ikot Dude da.. mak die masak mcm2 sodap2 plak tu, mau aku xmkn! Diet? ape tu? Ahahahhahah!! hari ni public holiday tapi aku duk umah je. Dude keje:( Cepatla dpt tuka ngaja kt sini, kalau tak susah gak nak peg mane2 nanti sbb weekend tak sama. Aku rindu umah. Almost a month xblk. Insyallah this weekend cube blk. Meh nak cite pasal wedding lagi. eheheh!

Ini reception kat penang. Jumie (L) is the MUA! die tgh hot skang kt penang. Suke make up Jumie. selesa sgt. Harga? bganda2 murah dr KL, of course! hehe. Sebelah kanan tu Raja Farah! bukan! mcm je raja farah. aku pngil die raja farah je. kwn jumie.

Hand bouquet- butik baju tu buatkan. fresh flower. ok fine. tapi die bagi bunga tu togel je tade ribbon pape. aku korek ribbon kt umah mak mertua aku, lilit jadla cmtu. haihh.

Bunga tgn kt sg buloh aku wat sndiri. sbenarnye nk pkai fresh flower jgk tp kaler yg uncle kwn abah bagi aku xsuke. red dark roses. mcm gothic gile. haha! seb bek aku ade beli bunga ni kt ssf penang aritu. dptla match kan white roses dgn hydrangea ^_^. lilit ribbon pink dgn polka dot pink-siap!

ni doorgift sbelah sg buloh. Homemade cookies! resipi ibu. ribbon tula yg aku ikat dr bulan 11 lastyear smpai bln 2 this year. DIY is so satisfying! Alhamdulilah ramai suke cookies tu. cth: Ira bride-maid aku mkn 2jar! Dude tiap2 kali lpas mkn nasi aku tgk duk ngunyah cookies ini jgk. kwan2 dtg pon tny amek dr mane, meh tempah dr ibu saye!

Guestbook table:) 100% DIY. Background cloth beli kt nagoya rm8/meter. doily paper utk tulis sign "guestbook". postcard love quotes tempah dr gadisjumaat.blogspot. Frame putih rm5 kt hinode shop! flower pot rm5/10bijik. bunga ssf - ibu gubah. Buku - Popular rm35. Fancy pen rm2 kt MR.DIY shop. Table cloth dr reject shop rm10. So u really need to go everywhere if u want to DIY everything. survey survey and survey. sbelah penang - totally made by Dude's cousins. Diana comel dgn k.hanis;) tq so much bsusah payah sediakan guestbook table and the deco semua. tade gmba. tnggu gmba dr photog. wait. dieorg amek ke gmba guestbook table??

Deco main table. aku gantong 5bijik lantern je. jurai2kan dgn riben dan siap. simple sgt2. but sometimes less is more. right? ngeh2!

Nikah signage. tade gmba letak kt lua. tp angin kuat sgt hari nikah tu. so agak comot lpas tu. isk2!

tgk! tinggal 2bijik 'love' je dari 6! isk2. tp aku tmbah bunga oren manis kt bwh tu:)

Inai:) buat ptg sblm akad nikah. Buat kat kedai India. 2 tapak tgn = rm12. aku buat kt tapak tgn saje tak buat kt blkg tgn sbb tanak. haha. sgt amat suke corak yg indian girl tu buat. exactly mcm yg aku nak. gmba ni taken by ira momok. pkai inai jari tu sndiri je.

Sbb tak sabar. aku bukak inai dr 2-2 tapak tgn at the same time. so jadi cmni

belah kiri lg lama dr belah kanan. so pekat skit belah kiri. huhu. reception penang aku topup inai jari je. inai lukes da compang camping sket. plus aku rase kulit aku xtahan. sbb mngelupas ikot inai2 tu tcabot. huhu

ok dats it for today. xsbar nk tnggu gmba dr official photog!

Being a wifey ;)

2011-04-22T18:19:00.000-07:00

Today is Saturday and Dude the Husband is working. He left at 7 this morning. BUT! I'm okay:) really I am. I am now teaching myself not to be sad, stressed out & moody. Lagipon xde faedahnya. Because I know I shall meet him again soon:) plus xnk Dude the Husband risau. Being so mengada2 is so not in ok. :P But honestly I feel better this morning, tak mcm lastweek sedih guling2. Heh! Ala Dude the Husband is only 1hr 30mins away. He'll be fine. I'll be fine. We'll be fine:) plus Dude the Husband da ajar cara nak download lagu dgn cepat ^_^

How's life now? FAQ by many people. Honestly being married is wonderful moment ever (way better than finding perfect outfit on the clearance rack). Being married to a great man is another point. The first challenge I need to face is - gosok baju keje Dude the Husband. Honestly aku jarang gosok baju lelaki. Baju abah pon baju melayu, kain pelikat. yang lain Ibu buat. Hehehe. First time gosok baju kemeja Dude the Husband, it took me 30mins just for one shirt! sumpah rasa terok gile. Iron board jatoh nasib tak hempap kaki. -_-' tapi semalam dgn jayanya aku gosok 3 baju dlm mase 20mins! Hebat kan? maybe sbb Dude bagi 'encouragement' just by staring at me with his sweet smile doing the ironing thing. heee! ok next!

On thurs aku masak. Dude bagi 7/10. woot2! hahaha! kawen dgn lelaki yg mak die masak sgt sedap adalah satu tekanan ye kawan2. aku pon rase skill memasak aku xterok sgt :P will cook more after this! ala masak once in a week je, apela sgt. lg pon utk husband, sgtla berbunga hati tgk die mkn ape aku msak:) tp pagi ni aku smpt wat kopi je bekal dude bawak blk kedah. next time org wat toast ke, meehoon goreng ke, ye awk?

see you nextweek:) Insyallah. Till then take good care of urself ok.

I can feel the symptoms now!

2011-04-20T03:19:00.000-07:00

1. Bloating/excess gas
2. Craving certain foods - in my case, all sorts of food
3. Fatigue
4. Feeling irritable, agitated
5. Oversensitive

yes, my period is coming soon =)

ngeh, ngeh, ngeh!

Alhamdulilah V.2

2011-04-18T20:10:00.000-07:00

Yay abes da 2minggu bcantek2 dan bbaju sarat manik, berposing 2jam tanpa henti. Penang reception was done beautifully by Husband's family. Buat kat Dewan Masyarakat Penyayang, Georgetown (kot). tp mmg in d middle of the town. Family dr sg.buloh smpai jumaat tghari, aku dgn dude amek dieorg then bawak peg pasar chowrasta (haha betol ke ni) borong buah pala! mak aihh mkck2 semua beli mcm2. lama gak la kt situ. suke dieorg;) pastu peg gurney drive nak mkn laksa air hitam yg ibu sgt suke dan suroh semue org try. hari itu adalah super panas!! smue org mkn pasembor, laksa mcm2 lagi. oh dieorg dtg 1 bas dgn 2kete. sadly 2org abg aku xdpt dtg:( lpas majlis kt dewan dieorg semua gerak blk, dlm pkol 4pm cmtu. rasa sgt amat terharu tgk dieorg dtg beramai2:) ibu abah, adk bradik, anak sdare, cousins dila, k.ija, kawan2 rapat ibu, mkck ana, mkck enon jiran sebelah. tq dtg:) meh bg 1 gmba dlu. nnt upload lg byk2! hehehh!

p/s: dude seseme, sian die (yes die xpyah blk kedah! woohoo!)

The Feeling of The Day.

2011-04-13T20:31:00.000-07:00

I want that heels!!

and this!! so I can fly to hubby dude!

us now

what I want to do with him for one whole year!

Insyallah, he'll be here in 4hours from now.
=)

Not in a good mood.

2011-04-13T07:01:00.000-07:00

2hari kene tinggal, aku da rasa moody, malas, emosi tak tentu hala. aku ingt aku ok, tp br je 2hari aku da mcmni. tanak pon focus sgt perasaan yg mcm ni, but being me, if you know what I mean. Badan rasa lemah2 ayam, pastu asek nak tido je. da brape lame aku xtdo siang, lately asek nk tido je plak. Lupe plak ada lagi satu reception. kendur2 la kulet muke i ni. Huhu! tadi g beli baju pengapit kt penang. teka sape? pengapit kesayangan saye la-IRA MOK!! she'll be here on friday!

So esok dude balik by the mean time, muke aku mcmni:

LDR SUCKS!

The Dress

2011-04-12T07:33:00.000-07:00

Akad Nikah

Kain chiffon beaded beli kat Jakel thn lepas. suke detail beading on the kain. theme color for nikah pon ikot kaler beads tu - purple. akibat bloghopping selama hampir setahon aku jumpela fashion cmne aku nk buat utk bj nikah ni. kain utk baju aku buat veil. kain plak aku nak plain chiffon yang dikedut2kan. nak flowy2 gitu. tukang jahit dari kajang, tukang jahit kakak aku ni, highly recommended, sgt selesa pkai baju die jahit. kakak tu berjaya tuka kain tu jadi veil, siap jahit manik tepi2 veil tu;) total cost: beli kain rm400++ (cmpor dgn baju dude), upah jahit+carik kain+jahit manik RM400. Mmg berbaloi2. kalau beli siap pon bley dpt range harga mcmni aorund RM600-RM800. lengan baju mmg aku mntak buat besar, tanak ade cuff. Baju dude die tempah kt penang-kedai cina katenya. dieorg jahit mmg selesa.
Malam Berinai
Baju ni sewa dr butik pengantin dkat xsmpai 5minit dr umah aku. asalnya baju dude pon kaler hitam tp nk letak kaler sketla, so dude pkai merah hitam. aku suke baju ni. ramai suke. beaded die penoh, baju jadi jatoh berat. sdap pkai:)

rase nk tampa2 muka dude. eh takbley. derhaka nanti! huhu

Sanding
Baju ni sewa tmpt yg sama. Baju ni baju baru. aku mntak off white sbb ble tgk kaler putih sgt mcm xbrape cntek. lgpon theme color aku da terang so we chose this color. asalnya mmg nk semue putih. dkt 2bln tnggu baju ni siap.

love at the first sight

veil nya pjg sgt. suke ^_^

Tudung nikah aku beli kt ariani. ade sale! tudung mlm berinai courtesy butik baju tu. seb bek aku suke. tudung sanding ni drama sket. 2hari sblm blk kawen aritu merata aku carik kt penang. ariani ade kt sg.petani je. dekat 5kedai aku peg. lastly jumpe kat butik Fareeda. kain tudung sgt selesa pkai, sejuk kt dlm. sbb awning die plain aku peg anta kedai lain tmbah batu manik for only RM20! at least ada bling2 sket la, xsarat sgt. all in all, sebagai si pemakai baju2 ni aku sgt puas hati. alhamdulilah, wpon fitting sekali je semua muat. baju nikah kene kecikkan lagi, akibat berat badan turun. haa nnt aku share cmne nk lose weight! heh! baju dude plak mmg xfitting! berani mati kan? baju sanding tu mcm mmg dibuatkan utk die. aritu test2 je baju lain akak tu xamek ukuran ape pon. seb baik muat:)

Penang Reception
Sebab kt sg buloh da pkai kaler2 decent, kt penang aku nk kaler terang! the idea is tgk baju mane yg cantek dlu, kaler ape baju tu, br jadi tema kaler reception. hahah! selfish? huhu! baju belah penang drama sket. sket je. 2bln b4 wedding aku g tgk baju, pilih, bekenan, fitting. tgk besar! xpe bley alter. akak tu xamek ukuran baju mase pkai. die ukur badan aku je (mcm nk buat bj baru) ok xpe janji by the time aku amek nnt the dress fits me well. 2hari b4 reception day aku peg kedai tu nk amek baju dgn dude. bila akak tu bg aku baju yg berhanger tu aku tgk something wrong! Oh tidak! baju tu baju lain! bkn baju aku fitting haritu! bley imagine? aku try baju lain die peg alter baju lain. akak da panas time tu. die br prasan die salah tulis. die tulis color baju je. padahal ada 4-5helai baju kaler yg sama! dlm pnas2 tu aku tros tpandang 1 baju ni. mcm die memanggil2. try me! try me! ok scary. aku tros ckp tanak baju tu, saye nk try baju ni! aku try and it fits me well!! ok ketat la, mmg btol2 ikot badan aku xslesa. so die kate die bley adjust. fine, aku bg tempoh smpai ptg tu je, by 6pm aku nk amek. mlm tu dude yg peg amek then bile aku try, hati jadi sejuk balik:) maybe itu hikmahnye kot, sbb bj ni i think better dr baju mule2 aku nak tu.

pndangan sisi

aku mmg sediakan sendiri tudung dan kasot. mane la tau xbkenan dgn yg dieorg bg sewa skali dgn baju. ramalan ku benar belaka. huhu. tudung n baju courtesy diri sndiri. owhyes dgn inner baju tu. sbb inner yg die bg bkn size aku. haih. tp baju2 kt butik tu mmg cantik2. aku suke. byk choice n slalu ada yg baru. bj mcm aku pkai ni ada 3colors, blue turquoise yg aku pkai, merah (sgt cantek) dgn white pink. sape b2b penang nk cube2 tgk baju kt situ bley email saye:) hafizahalil@gmail.com

next: shoes

Chenta Hati Saya.

2011-04-11T22:00:00.000-07:00

Kteorg kenal in hujung 2003. msok uitm sama2. amek course yg sama. masa tu buat pre-degree TESL kt uitm bukit sekilau. Yes tmpt tu jadi tmpt pertama kteorg jumpe. pre-degree 2sem/ setahon je. 1st sem aku sumpah xnmpak dia. tak prasan die ada. tak tau kewujudan dia. tak tau nama ape etc. msok 2nd sem br nampak. kejam tak aku? 2nd sem kteorg byk buat group work sama2. byk spend time sama2. sampai blakon drama dia jadi hero aku jadi heroin. hahahah!!

1st time klua dgn dia, kteorg klua berempat. aku, dia, ira dgn pet. cmne ntah most of the time kteorg jln sama2. bbual mcm da lame jumpe. one thing for sure, aku sgtla amat comfortable dgn dia. most of the time ckp psal music dan soal2 kehidupan. hehehe! die suka hip hop. aku more to rock. sampai dia blaja dgr incubus, silverchair etc sbb nak rapat dgn aku. aku tak plak dgr hip hop. hehe! sampaila abes pre-degree kteorg sama2 dpt smbong degree kt uitm shah alam. kt shah alam lain sket. da xbrape rapat. xsure kenapa. maybe aku lebih byk masa dgn kawan2 masa tu. aku pon tanak ada boyfriend kononnya sbb takot xleh concentrate blaja. poyo? sgt!! tp aku suke die amek tau psal aku tp..ok aku in denial! dkat 2thn jgk. die da mcm give up so kteorg xbtegor selama 2thn tu. jumpe kt skul (term fakulti kteorg) sorang peg kiri, sorang peg kanan. bkn gadoh ape pon tp rase awkward. tapi die xpenah miss wish bday aku. bile aku reply die senyap and dats it.
sampaila satu mlm, aku amek ira dr bus stand then kteorg nk peg tgk mawi kt AF! (OK KETAWA SKANG) peg kedai mkn wira sejati. smpai je aku tros duk tgk mawi nyanyi dgn khusuknya. tibe2 ade msg msok. "jaoh dtg tgk mawi?" it was from him! aku rase nk shuffle kt kedai tu. ye aku gmbire excited nk mampos! aku tnggu dekat 2jam gakla nk reply blk. bile aku reply die xreply smpai aku paksa2 die reply jgk! start dr mlm tu kteorg contact each other blk sampai aku abes degree, dia berulang peg blk penang-shah alam jumpe aku, pndah shah alam keje kt shah alam and finally abes master, dia propose. kawan2 uitm kteorg byk tau la history btween us. semua org pngil die tamok, aku pjoy. tp kteorg sama sndiri tak penah pngil each other dgn nama tu. die slalu akan start text aku "eit girl.." aku reply "eit dude" each and every time sblm start balas2 msg2. lama2 melakat nama tu. "eit" ye bkn "hi" mane die dpt ejaan tu pon aku xtau. nnt nk tny. hehehe.

So Dude, Just want you to know I'm more than happy to be yours. Knowing that we have each other now is the best thing ever. Seeing you in front of me every night and day is the best moment ever. To see your smile without saying anything is the greatest gift ever. Thanks for the patience, thanks for the handsome heart that you have for me, thanks for being the man that I can count on, thanks for being you to make me feel what I feel now. Thanks for the hands for me to hold whenever I want. Thanks for the shoulder I can lean on. Thanks for you being you for me. and now that you are my husband, anugerah paling indah Allah berikan pada saya:)

Sayang awak sampai syurga.

Alhamdulilah:)

2011-04-11T21:13:00.000-07:00

Allah je yang tau betapa bersyukur dan gembiranya aku hari ni. Alhamdulilah aku sekarang seorang isteri kepada lelaki bernama Saiful Hisham Salim. 8 April 2011 kami selamat diijab kabulkan around 6pm. sepatotnya lepas asar tapi terlewat sikit. Alhamdulilah everything turned our to be almost exactly like what I wanted. From the pelamin, the deco, food, dress, goodies, signage etc. Will make a specific entry for each of those soon. What I can say is, sgt berbaloi masa yang aku habiskan online bloghopping sana sini pasal wedding. Preparation is the keyword. Do a lot of survey is another keyword. Jangan malas the other keyword.

Btw, thanks those who came:) aku prasan ramai jgk xdpt dtg. its ok, korang doakan pon da ckop. Gamba dr OP biasela blom siap lagi. yg ada gmba raw dr FB. These are some of the list nak share:

Photographer: Digital Syndicate
Make up Artist: Awin Seindahwajah
Catering: Rimbun Catering, sg.buloh
Pelamin: DIY
Deco: DIY
Bilik Pengantin deco: DIYBaju Nikah: Kajang (bkn Man Kajang eyh)Baju Sanding: K. Anis, Sg. Buloh
Welcome board signage (sanding): Merisik Gallery
Welcome board (nikah): DIY
Lantern: Fastprintmalaysia.comPelamin Nikah: DIY + Qarmasutra (throw pillow)
Doorgift: DIY
Kasot (sanding + nikah): Chadstone, PenangInai: Janani, Sg.buloh
Guestbook table deco: DIY

me and my bride maid and also best friend dunia akhirat

alhamdulilah;)

Semalam drive blk dr sg buloh ke penang. hari ni kteorg 2-2 da start keje. blk rumah mak tros tido sana. abah call pesan jgn bgn lmbt kt umah mak mertua. haha! pkol 4.45am da bgn, around 5.15am kteorg gerak balik, dude anta aku blk umah sewa pastu tros drive blk kedah. ok sedih :( Insyallah kite jumpe kames ni ye awk? next-reception @ penang!

later ye.

oh thanks to KUDUT and IRAMOK for the review;)

Alhamdulilah!

2011-04-05T09:58:00.000-07:00

Bukan. Belom nikah lagi. Hehehe.. Alhamdulilah aku da sampai rumah tepat pkol 10mlm tadi;) driver bas bukan main laju, seolah2 tau aku xsabar2 nak smpai rumah. haha! seolah2 ok! Ibu Abah amek pastu teros peg rumah anuar amek throw pillow. Comel sekali pillow2 tu. Byk kali dia pesan jaga elok2, bila dia ckp cmtu teros tnampak muka haziq dan anak2 sedara aku!! Huhu! Thank you la anuar kasik i pinjam wpon i tak amek u wat pelamin i. hik!

Dengan mngada2 aku tido bilik pengantin mlm ni. sbb ada ekon! hahahah! msok kawasan umah tros nmpak pelamin ^_^ tinggi gak stage nya mcm stage kt sekolah. hahah! msok dlm umah plak nmpak pelamin nikah >.< ok ni ada yg xbkenan. teros aku pnjat tuka position backdrop, cmpak2 pillow tadi pastu tros senyum. Ibu tgk je sambil anggok2. Heehee! Lepas mandi aku teros buat welcome board utk nikah, easel wani da hantar haritu dgn lantern tu yg smngat nk tros buat. skang da pkol 1am aku xtido lagi!
Esok, pegi booking inai - peg kepong pick up welcome board sanding - psang lantern ;)

Actually, I just wanna say that I'm so happy to be home ^_^

2days :)

2011-04-04T22:11:00.000-07:00

Insyallah malam nanti smpai rumah. Honestly aku da tak keruan duk sini. Selagi tak sampai rumah tak tenteram hati ni. Kat rumah semua depan mata boleh buat macam2, tolong ibu, setelkan benda last minit cepat. I can't wait to go home!! Malam nanti smpai je da nak peg collect throw pillow dgn welcome board. Esok nak g booking inai, pasang langsir rumah, kemas bilik pengantin ku..huhu! aku bawak balik 3 bag. mcm2 ada. selagi belom majlis memang tak habis nak membeli. opps!

Thank you so much to me dear students yang sgt thoughtful bagi wedding gift:) in advance, plus a very sweet card. A fruit extractor is exactly what I need! hehe! Puan Wan Zarina pon da anta adiah kat umah straight from Johor. Thanks ina:) aku xkire ko kene dtg jgk!

Tak lalu diam duk umah tunggu jam pkol 4pm, linda the mommy dgn baik hati nak hantar peg naik bas jap lagi. Can I just fly home? like Superman?

Doakan saya selamat sampai:)

Dude, i'll see you this friday ye, Insyallah:)

4days!

2011-04-03T02:13:00.000-07:00

Hari ni buat last shopping before the big day. Finally I found the right shoes! Susah plak nk carik kasot. Kalau tak nampak je yg cantek, ni semua pon hoddoh. Penat pusing 1 gurney plaza smlm. Dari kedai mahal smpai kedai cikai aku msok! Lastly jumpe kt queensbay! Yg plg best dpt murahh!!! Both kasot nikah + sanding tak smpai RM200;) pastu carik brg2 deco bilik including pokok bunga nk letak dlm toilet! smpai amoi lovely lace da kenal aku, 3 hari bturut2 peg situ! Huhahaha! (peg dgn dude die tarek aku klua ok!)

Call Ibu tadi tanya progress, mcm2 gak da buat. Abah plak call tadi tanya stamp pad apa nak beli, nak cop camne... alahai sian ibu abah. rasa nak start keta teros blk sg.buloh! tapi selasa baru blk:( tunggu ye ibu abah, insyallah mlm selasa nanti adik smpai. Oh surat kebenaran kawin br dpt smlm. Alhamdulilah, settlee jgk. drama jgkla nk dptkan surat tu.

Esok nk carik tudung, pastu print welcome sign utk majlis nikah, pastu... ape lagi ek?

mari nk share. ini design stamp k.mango buatkan. benda alah ni la yg dieorg tgh stamp atas paper bag tu skang. aku pilih 1 design jela kan. teka yg mane? rahhhsie! wuahahaa!

Can't wait to go home!!

Nona Roguy Spa Treatment

2011-04-01T03:43:00.000-07:00

For first timer like me, it was a great treatment! Baru blk dari spa kat Nona Roguy Bkt Mertajam. K.nani suggests buat kat sini. The service is good. This is the package I did:

Sauna - 30mins
Lulur - 1 hour
Mandi susu - 15minsUrut - 1 hour

Sauna aku larat 25mins je sbb da pening2. Heheh. Bibik tu teros bagi minom air msak gelas besar. Byk gile peloh2 klua smpai rasa bendenyut2 1 badan. Lulur sgt best! Habis 1 badan kena sental. Kecuali breast dgn private part je die xpegang. Lulur die tak bau rempah. wangi je. 1 hour ok kene sental. habes je tros msok bath tub mandi susu. then urot 1 badan. sbenarnya buat facial tp aku tuka dgn urot. lg smnggu ni tkot lak nk wat facial. Urot mmg best! lagi2 kat bontot dgn kepala. tetido la jgk 10mins. Hehe.. Semua ni bibik tu sorang je buat. Die sgtla friendly and professional. Toke kedai nama Kak Anne. Die wat facial je lain2 ni bibik tu buat. Hasil dari peg spa? halus mulus kulet i! hahaha!! Rasa kulet lebih cerah. badan pon ringan. ni br buat sekali. lepas kawen ni ingat nak peg once a month. Aku rasa murah pakej ni. Semua sekali RM180 shj. kt shah alam mane nk dpt! Oh lagi satu, during the treatment akak tu psang lagu jawa. so knon2 kat bali la. hahah! tapi sbb aku xbiase buat mlm saket2 badan hokey! jadi lemah2 mcm br lepas buat aerobik 1jam!

To b2b kat penang bley try spa k.anne ni. call je die buat appointment. 0134317040 / 045522245 tak pon peg blog die pusatrawatankecantikan.blogspot

Will definitely consider to do this again and again!

Pre-wedding Photo - Save The Date ^_^

2011-03-30T09:06:00.000-07:00

this is my favourite^_^

Thanks to: Isma + Fared (tabibfoto.blogspot)
Venue: Mengkuan Dam, Bukit Mertajam, Penang
Subject: Me + Dude + cards + other props
Props by: me=)
Edited by: me=)
We didn't have much time to take picture. However these are all what we managed to get and I'm so satisfied with the whole thing. Thank you isma+fared for the chance to capture all these. The video is now in my FB wall=)

I feel so freaking happy to get the chance to do this! Will consider post-wedding with them.
Something to reminisce when we get older =)

Oh yes, I love you Mr. Saiful

So friends, save the date ye?

Wedding Update

2011-03-30T01:02:00.000-07:00

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.

Sembilan hari lagi. Hmm. Boleh cepatkan tak? received some good news today:) Ibu call stamp yang aku tempah dr MANGO da sampai umah!! Yay! benda alah tu akan di stampkan atas paper bag. tak sabar nk tgk! mango anta draft by email je haritu. yg aku suke stamp tu bey guna lagi dan lagi lepas ni. sbb aku tules nama je takde 'terima kasih' kawan2 kalau nak tempah hand carves stamp/ personalized stamp sila tempah dgn mango. The design is so cantek. tapi kena sabar sket. sbb aku deal almost 2months. die sgt bz. kalau baca blgo die pon sian je, byk jgk die tlepas deadline katanye. alhamdulilah dia sempat siapkan aku pny. aku da nk carik alternatif lain da. Thanks mango!! (penah try nk hand carve skali, pastu pisau memakan jari T_T)
Then Hatim from Merisik Gallery email design welcome board:) cheecky abes die buat. mcm bday party pon ada gak. tapi aku yang nk polka dottt!! hehehe! suke abes. sape2 nak tempah utk majlis selain majlis kawen pon boley, bday party, akikah, u name it!

Throw pillow pon da confirm amek. die bagi rm100 utk 15 pieces. weee! tataula mahal ke murah ke tp dpt jgk! susah nk carik kt kedai lastly aku rent je. throw pillow leh tgk contoh kat blog dieorg sendiri - Qarmasutra (deco sgt cantek!) luckily dieorg pon dr sg buloh so leh self picked:)

aku lom beli tudung sanding je dgn kasot sanding sg buloh n penang. yang lain2 insyallah semua da ada tinggal nak touch2 up je. and slagi blom majlis ni I cant stop myself to go to SSF, kedai2 bunga cina, A TU Z (kedai jual brg kawen plg femes kt penang) dan semua kedai2 lain!

tgk benda2 ni je da buatkan hati gembira ^_^

aku tak letak dlu gamba2 yang berkenaan. nnt da abes kawen aku review ye. kang xjadi ke ape, poyo je g soh org tempah sana sini. hehehehhe! later peeps!!

Pre-wedding teaser (ke?)

2011-03-28T06:47:00.000-07:00

tak2. itu bkn kami. hehehh! tu Fared mr.cameraman dgn Isma ms. director

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gamba tak ready kami. ngehhh!

tade tajok

2011-03-27T03:01:00.000-07:00

I'm here in Penang again! baru blk dr sg buloh. Ya Allah penatnya. Aku mmg slalu naik plusliner xpon mara liner xpon trans. Smlm naik trans. Ahad bas mmg byk atas hgway, nmpak la mcm2 jenis bas..burung la..durian burung la.. Shamisha la.. tp tgk bas shamisha tu aku rasa cm best je. dlm hati pon ckp, nnt nak try la, nk rasa naik bas tajok lain plak. sblm smpai gopeng bas aku tibe2 slow pastu bunyik mcm alarm dan bau benda tbakar! tros brenti bas semua org tpinge2. 5mins pastu dieorg asingkan sapa peg alor star sape peg butterworth. "ok alor star naik bas depan, butworth bas blkg" kata pkck driver. aku pon bgegas! tgk bas blkg bas bertajok Shamisha!

Thank you bas bertajok shamisha kasik tumpang kalau tak mestila aku call dude soh amek! wuarghh!! seat die lebar sket dan selesa skali.

so blk wiken ni da peg fitting baju nikah dgn baju sanding. I love both of them! ^_^ Alhamdulilah. ada sket lg la blom betol2 settle dan merisaukan aku. Insyallah mintakla settle by disweek! Insyallah lepas ni aku xblk penang sorang2 lagi:) tapi kalu naik bas nak naik bas shamishaaaaaa... hehehhe!! ok aku neves less than 2weeks!!!!!

Da beli charger laptop baru! Mak aihh mahalnye! isk!!

ok this one utk sape2 nak rent paper lantern. go HERE enjoyyy!

yayy for to day:)

2011-03-24T19:23:00.000-07:00

I'm glad to hear my dear friends received the invitation card:) it means - It's getting near!! Oh memang sengaja tak tgk ticker kat ats tu. lalalalala! Alhamdulilah, semalam our second attempt to do the so called pre-wed photoshoot berjaya! Last week dgn hujan ribot but yesterday everything was so perfect. Thanks to my colleague Isma and Farid yang sgt rajin. and they offer us to do the save the date (STD) video as well. ye kami mmg pandai berlakon! hahah! ok tak pandai ye. tersengih2 je. wpon dulu penah blakon drama dibawah arahan 'akak drama queen' oh dun remind me! huhu! kteorg smpai Mengkuang Dam around 5.30pm so dpt la 1 stgh jam je kat situ. around 7pm da kene balik. Mengkuang Dam cantik, ada tasik, pokok2 krismas. It takes 20mins from pmatang pauh.

Thank you Dude melayan org nak buat benda2 mcmni:) I'll upload our STD pictures soon!

Too bad my laptop charger rosak;( ni pon update kt uitm. Oh yes, Alwani dpt belikan lantern byk2 kat kedai ptlg street tu. Alhamdulilah, dlm susah nk blk KL dan peg beli ada juga org nak tlg:) lepas ni sapa2 nak pkai paper lantern to whatever kind of occasion u can contact her. She's so sweet. Rent ye dan mura dr korang peg beli sendiri. I'll let u know her website. Kat sini takleh bukak. heee!

I'm going home todayyy!!

kalot

2011-03-23T19:51:00.000-07:00

Hari ni 24hb. Gaji msok! yay! byk benda nak beli. NAK BAYAR sebenarnya! nak bayar semua balance2 deposit makeup, photog, blablabla. Lepas da siap2 pagi ni bukak la purse belek2 brape hengget tinggal. Tiba2 aku nmpak tmpt kad bank aku kosong! OMG! HILANG!!! kad aku hilang! kad bank hilang di hari gaji msok. can u imagine? yg aku ingt mlm td check duit, aku mcm amek resit je dr ATM tu, xingat amek kad. tp kalu aku tetinggal kad mesti ATM mesin tu bebunyik kan? aku da pkir nak peg geledah ATM tu xde jgk nk peg bank islam cepat2. blari la turun tangga. oh sblm tu text dude, "awk kad bank sy hilang" mcm la dude tau kt mane kan. buat pening die lagi ade la. smpai kete, msok dlm kete tgk2 kad tu ada atas seat sebelah. YA ALLAH! seb bek tade org pecahkan kete aku amek kad dan cuba2 draw duit! huhu. Alhamdulilah;) sangat amat cuai! sumpah aku xingt aku letak kad tu cmtu je. haihh penat risau! pastu text dude blk, " oh da jumpe. heeee" sampai skang dude xreply pape. mlas nak layan aku yg careless la tuh! heeeee!

ok tata nak g lunch kt hotel uitm. students wat serving hari ni ^_^

Things that make me happy at the moment.

2011-03-21T21:24:00.000-07:00

"we ain't got no worries
we ain't got no troubles
ain't nothing you can do to bring us down
we gonna laugh
we gonna sing
till we hear the bell rings
just take my hand I hope u hang around"

Milktoof + this super cute song = AWESOMENESSSS!!!

U'll feel totally happy! Try it out!

Bridezilla?

2011-03-21T21:04:00.000-07:00

Term yang biasa dgr utk bride to be bila die mngamok atas pelbagai jenis sebab yang tak best. Aku ada symptom2 tu semalam. Not really a good news I must say. BUT! Dengan mendapatkan perkhidmatan Ibu untuk pegi serang org itu maka akan dipastikan dapat juga berjalan minggu ini! tanakla cerita detail sbb sambil menaip nanti akak jugak yang emo. No no no. Tak bley emo da nak dekat2 ni. Kite chill je *bersiul sumbang*

Yes nak blk this weekend nak pulun kerja abes2 sbb lepas ni blk lg skali da nak jadi isteri org *uhuk2* minggu ni fitting baju nikah + sanding. Carik tudung nikah. Carik kasot sanding. Beli brg2 nak letak dlm bilik pengehantin (the best part). tgk bilik yg di cat dan katil. tgk hantaran in progress. cuci tingkap bilik! kalu smpat mau buat kuku. so next week da xblk tnggu smpai 5 april br blk. sementara tu duk diam2, praktis senyum dan praktis rasa cantik!

Kad saya da pos ye kawan2. tunggu jgn rebot2. hehe!

ok aku still susah hati ni tp takpe. Ya Allah pmudahkanla semua urusanku. Amin!

The Best Teacher.

2011-03-20T08:37:00.001-07:00

I've got to contact my favourite primary school English teacher! She's in Penang. Well she is from Penang. (according to the address-she's staying nearby dude's house). She's inspired me to be who I am today - a lecturer. An English lecturer. She was at her best in teaching, I bet she still is. I felt in love with English and teaching since she taught me back in 1994. Still remember went to her house with other friends every evening to learn English better. What I like about her teaching is she instilled FUN in every lesson. Every exercise comes with games and prizes. She is also the one who taught me the cursive handwriting that I influence my handwriting now. She always wrote some remark on my exercise book - motivation sayings etc. And yes I still keep the book until now. Every page reminds me those days how I was falling in love with English. and to my every interview I had attended I mentioned about her as my inspiration-without fail. She also trained me to be a good storyteller. I participated in many storytelling competitions back then. and that also a very good practice for me to be better in learning English. Too bad I don't have a picture of her. Dear Miss Selina, you are the best teacher indeed and thanks for inspiring me to become one.

"Yes 17 years. I know hv grown with the years. Just you keeping in touch all these years is the best gift 4 this teacher. Love you dear. Wouldn't b who I am without you. teaching about sharing knowledge and learning from one another. Glad inspired u. may u inspire sum1 too:) "

She texted me just now:)
I believe this is the best part becoming a teacher.

spot me!

don't spot me!

and yes, Miss Selina will be coming to my wed in Penang! Can't wait!

Pwetty cakes!

2011-03-19T23:45:00.000-07:00

^_^

PEOPLE GO WATCH THIS!

2011-03-19T06:10:00.000-07:00

the super cool hero!

believe me you won't even move an inch! not even bother to blink your eyes!
this movie is a must watch this year!

for me, the kind of movie you could watch again and again.

Cerita semalam

2011-03-18T18:16:00.000-07:00

aku sgtla nak bgn pkol 10 ke 12 ke di hari Sabtu yang hening ni TAPI mata da tekebil2 pkol 7.30!! isk isk. Ok next!

Supposedly we had our so called pre-wed photoshoot at Mengkuang Dam. Tapi tak sampai 5 minit kami terpaksa berlari menyelamatkan diri di tgh2 hujan dan ribut angin yang Masyallah super kuat! Bygkan Dude pon rasa nak melayang! Btw, thanks Isma & Farid gigih jgk bawak kami tapi mission failed. Kecewa jgkla=( since we dun have much time left. Takde rezeki.
Sebab tak dpt buat, Dude belanja these stuffs (ok aku 'pau' dia)

motivation for cooking? oh yearghh! (RM29.90 only)

tissue box bus! (RM19.90 only!)

suke sgtla aku benda2 mcmni (hint utk kwn2 bg wedding prezzie! ngaaaaa!!!) okla kan tade la beratos2. Hah these things make my day. Thanks Dude!! ^_^

Ok today sit at home, do the DIY, blog hopping, bla bla bla...

Have a nice Saturday everbodeyyyyy!!!

hand of hope.

2011-03-16T05:33:00.001-07:00

Gambar ini adalah gambar bayi yang baru berusia 21 minggu yang belum dilahirkan bernama Samuel Alexander Armas yang dibedah oleh seorang doctor bernama Joseph Burner. Bayi tersebut telah disahkan mengidap penyakit 'spina bifida' yang disahkan tidak dapat diselamatkan jika dikeluarkan dari rahim ibunya. Ibu Samuel, Julie Armas seorang jururawat obstetric di Atlanta. Dia mengenali seorang pakar bedah bernama Dr.Bruner. Dr Burner yg bertugas di Vanderbilt University Medical Center in Nashville, telah menjalankan satu pembedahan khas ke atas bayi ini sewaktu bayi ini masih lagi di dalam rahim.

Sewaktu pembedahan berlangsung, doctor telah mengeluarkan rahim dari seksyen-C dan telah mebuat satu bukaan kecil untuk melakukan pembedahan ke atas bayi tersebut. Apabila doctor tersebut telah selesai menjalankan pembedahan ke atas Samuel, bayi kecil tersebut telah mengenggam jari doctor tersebut melalui bukaan kecil tersebut dengan tangannya yang telah berkeaadaan sempurna.

Dr Burner berkata, ketika jarinya digenggam,itulah saat paling mengharukan dalam hidupnya dan untuk seketika beliau kaku. Gambar ini telah diambil dengan jelas sekali. Penulis telah menamakan gambar ini dengan tajuk 'Hand of Hope -Tangan Harapan".

Dalam tulisannya berkenaan gambar ini, "Jari kecil bayi berusia 21 minggu,Samuel Alexander Armas keluar dari rahim ibunya untuk menggenggam jari tangan Dr Joseph Burner seolah-olah berterima kasih kepada doctor yang menghadiahkan sebuah kehidupan kepadanya".

Ibu Samuel berkata, mereka menagis beberapa hari apabila melihat gambar tersebut. Dia berkata, "Gambar ini mengingatkan kita bahawa mengandung bukanlah mengenai kecacatan atau penyakit, tp ia adalah mengenai seorang insan kecil."

Samuel dilahirkan sihat dan pembedahan ke atasnya dilaksanakan dengan berjaya.

*translate dr artikel asal

sambil baca aku termenangis. speechless. Kuasa Allah.

Posto! Posto!

2011-03-15T20:46:00.000-07:00

Hah! Lama tak dapat mail mcm ni. Last surat dpt surat dari UiTM. hehh! Sangatla amat gembira! and this is my very first time shopping online. Teruja okayyy. I got a delivery from syahadah (yes click on!) pkai alamat uitm. gile tak cool.

ngeee!

cute packaging!

the button badge! super comel! thanks sya!
amal & ira, cant wait to give u guys this!

and another items are some kind of postcard. to complete my DIY thingy
Oh I'm just super happy
^_^

If you guys are interested to make one of this and more, go to her blog and place your order! It's so worth it! murah sgt!

*sambong online shopping*

Syukur hari ini saya gembira.

2011-03-15T05:54:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulilah. Satu-satu benda da settle. Hari ni gembira sgt. Tapi jgn sgt sgt ye, wasatiah sikit ye. Tapi sgtla xtahan hati ni. Rasa nak shuffle tanpa henti. Thank you awak. Kelas habis pkol 7pm hari ni. dlm kelas gila tak sabar nak balik rumah. It's all because of this;

apa apa? tade pape pongg
^_^

10 mistakes newlyweds make

2011-03-14T03:02:00.000-07:00

Stumble upon this from here. Sharing is caring=)

1. Failing to think beyond the wedding

Some couples get so wrapped up in the wedding festivities that they fail to comprehend what they’re getting themselves into. You’re married. The party was probably a lot of fun, but it was one day. Now, you have to live together, get along, and form your own family. Enjoy the wedding planning and the afterglow of your big day – from watching the video to reminiscing with friends – but keep the big picture in your head at all times. - oh yes, think a lot about this lately. Will I be able to be a good wife? Insyallah=)

2. Trying to change your spouse

Presumably, you married your spouse because you are in love with him or her. If that’s the case, then there’s no good reason for changing your spouse. Frankly, most adults don’t drastically change, so your best bet is to accept your spouse and love him or her for the ways he or she is unique and different and not in spite of those things. Trying to change your spouse will only hurt his or her feelings and damage your marriage. - can't agree more. I'm changing myself to be skinner though :P

3. Getting off on the wrong foot with your in-laws

If the damage has already been done, do whatever you can to improve the relationship you have with your in-laws. Be the first to extend the olive branch because the only person who gets hurt when you fight with the in-laws is your spouse, who feels caught in the middle. - so far we are good=) and pray will be that way til end.

4. Fighting over silly stuff

Every married person has argued with his or her spouse over something that seems inane to outsiders – from the notorious cap left off the toothpaste to underwear left on the doorknob. Save your arguments for more important subjects. Let these pet peeves remain as simple pet peeves. Honestly, if the worst thing your spouse does is leave his dirty socks on the floor, you should consider yourself lucky. - huhu, should learn to be more patient. I'm kinda not in that position lately.

5. Acting like you’re still singleNow is the time to grow up. Hanging out with your friends all night was all right when you were a single person with no one waiting for you at home. As a married person, there are behaviors that are no longer appropriate. You know what’s right and what’s wrong, so just do the right thing. - this one for you dude!

6. Rushing into having children

Some couples don’t give themselves enough time to be married to each other. If you can wait to have children, you should consider it because you’ll never have this time alone again. Once children arrive, they will have to be the focus of your attention. Your heart certainly has room for children and a spouse, but you should spoil one another while you can. - but we want fast! haha! hello I'm 27!

7. Going into debt

Starting off your marriage with bills you can’t afford is a terrible beginning. It’s an additional strain on your relationship that you can’t afford. If you are already in debt, make a plan for getting rid of it. Stay on budget, get your finances in order, and you’ll probably fight less. If nothing else, you’ll sleep better at night. - stay on budget, stay on budget, stay on budget NOT!

8. Having unrealistic expectations about marriage

If you think marriage is always a walk in the park, you have another thing coming. There will be hard times. It takes a while to get the hang of living with this other person and making the relationship work. Don’t think that the problems you had before you walked down the aisle are simply going to disappear because you’re married. They won’t. Some problems never will go away. It’s how you deal with them that counts. - yes will rmmber this! sometimes yes I do have this irrational beliefs.

9. Making decisions without consulting your spouse

There are two people in your relationship. When you were single you might have made decisions about where to go after work, what vacations to take, how to spend your money, without discussing it with anyone. Now, however, your decisions have an impact on your spouse, too. He or she has a right to have input in these decisions. - I already considered him now=)

10. Abandoning your sex life

Marriage does not have to mean the end to good sex. It is part of your job as married people to maintain your sexual health, keep things interesting, and make sure you and your spouse are satisfied. When problems do arise, you should address them and do what you can to improve the situation. - ok no comment. we'll see how. haha!

Wedding Update

2011-03-12T07:23:00.001-08:00

Yay! settle lagi bbrape benda hari ni. Baju Dude utk reception Penang da siap. Segak sekali! hihi.. baju aku pon da pilih=) mula2 nak amek merah tapi xsuke cutting baju tu. Tiba2 mata terpandang turqoise dan jatoh centaaaa. Dude pon suke=) next peg carik jam Dude utk hantaran. Pilih brg cm pompuan tau. Brg2 aku pon da setel smue. Huhu. Finally dptla jam yg die tgk 2-3bln lpas tp tibe2 jam tu da tade kt mane2 kedai pon then tadi jam tu klua balik! Pastu kami peg carik guestbook. Ok yg ni susah nak carik ye. Byk B2B buat sendiri sama ada peg bind paper tak pon beli buku kosong then design sendiri. Which is kinda cool. Tapi aku nak carik gak. Dari gurney ke queensbay lastly dapat! Ada seketol je buku tu kt Borders. Before this aku da tgk kt 2-3 MPH, Popular semua bukan jenis yg aku nak. Nasib baik dapat jugak=) harga pon tak mahal mcm kt empire tuh! Nanti buku ni pon akan ku kerjakan! ribbon and lacey ready! Pastu pastu tgh jln gembira dpt guestbook aku tertengok bantal besar yg manesss!! bantal ni pon ada seketol je kt situ. 20% off! sian die duk sorang2 aku pon berkira2 nak beli sambil tgk muka Dude. Dude lari! hahahaha!! sale assistant tu pon sian tgk muke aku die bg 20%+10% =) dapatla kurang rm30! byk tuh..huhu! dgn tekad hati aku peg atm then tros amek bantal tu! Weeee!! seronok ok.. da berangan nak hias rumah cmtu cmni pas kawin nnt=) ni mcm pre-home-shopping la ni.. hikhik!

oh, gorgeous!

Next, carik bedsheets!

Meronggg

2011-03-11T17:40:00.000-08:00

cerita yang katanya tgh hot skang ni. Pegi la tgk. Anda pasti terhibur. Saya cume menguap 4 kali je. dlm byk2 scene, scene aku plg ingat bile Merong bbual dgn Pak Kesum die cakap, "hamba bukan orang luar" budak kecik duk depan kteorg sambong, "DIA ORG DALAM!!" nghahahaha!

mcm Troy je. Gempak la utk filem melau buat cmni.

Dear you,

2011-03-10T20:58:00.001-08:00

Nur Kasih

2011-03-10T05:25:00.000-08:00

I didn't know she can sing? =) penat bulu roma goosebumps. Huhu. Sumpah suka cite dgn lagu ni. Bulan puasa thn lepas. Aku burn lagu ni di celah2 lagu snoop dogg dan drake. Oh tak sabar nak tgk movie bln 5 nanti.

Wedding Update

2011-03-08T21:43:00.000-08:00

Hello people! broadband tgh slow so tade mood nak online. Mari2 mcm nak cerita. Duduk rapat2! ngahaha! Hari ni, tepatla lagi sebulan majlis bergeli2 aku. Insyallah=) Last week blk sg.buloh beberapa benda da settle:

1. Hantar kad kt colleagues PTPL - thanks nadia gojes!

2. Beli bunga untuk hantaran - mkck Ana da start gubah=)
3. bayar katil dgn tilam. nextweek anta kt rumah
4. pilih color bilik. nextweek juga cat=)
5. ikat reben utk centerpiece
6. reject color baju utk abah and all the gentlemen. isk

tak sempat peg dentist lagi mau repair gigi. tak tau la smpat ke tak ni. sabtu dpt jumpe nadia gojes pastu kami peg Empire - shopping mall blk subang parade. dlu aku slalu peg subang parade empire tak siap lagi. skang da tersergam indah. Empire sgt best! kedai best, xbesar sgt. kalu aku still keje kt s.alam harosla Empire akan ku singgah hari2! da peg sana, finally dptla aku beli dan merasa macaroons yg digembar gembur kan tu. Honestly rasa die biasa je, sweet n creamy. Luar die crunchy dlm lembot. Mmg mahal tapi nak jgk! meh tgk gmba la..

macaroons from T Forty Two. paperbag=)
written: "love and scandal are the best sweeteners of tea" - Henry Fielding

inside a small box

the small one from The Vanilla Shop - 2.50/pc
the big one (chocolate+yellow) T Forty Two - 3.90/pc

yes I bought the macaroons from two different shops! heeee!!

tnggu nak letak bunga je =)

nadia gojes (excited jumpe aku la tuh)

butterflies on my lappy - for invitation card

oh sungguh random. Huhu.

Next, fitting baju nikah n baju begeli2 atas pelamin. Beli paper lantern dan jumpe dentist!

It's March!

2011-03-03T20:02:00.000-08:00

Yes next month will be April and then May, June, next is July and Dec and then 2012! haha! Merepek sket. Rasa nak fast forward everything. tapi all the best moment nak in slow motion. Bley? It's already March. Sumpah I feel so tense at the beginning of this week. Got to talk to Dude and I feel better but still most of the time I cried. Sampai mata bengkak peg keje. Ok next! Going back home today! Yay! slalu masok 3rd week je aku da blk sg.buloh, this time a month jgk. So yes aku home sick sket. Tak saba nk blk nk kemas rumah and bilik! Ahad ni nak cat bilik pengantin. Hik2. Esok nak peg shah alam beli brg2 yg blom ada. Nak g klinik. ingat nak g dentist. luckily dpt cuti on monday=) on this very month also we decided not to see each other too often. So smlm slalunya jln2 dgn Dude tp smlm xjumpe. Ok rindu=( dgr lagu bleeding in love-leona lewis aku sedih. Pastu dgn lagu terrified Katherine Mcphee byk2 kali. Ok sedih.

Semalam peg SSF, ok hari sblm tu pon da peg. sminggu peg bkali2. Hee! peg carik hand bouquet utk bridesmaid. Lilit2 reben, pusing2.. siap!

rm9.90 shj. tak payah gubah ape, lilit je dgn riben kegemaran anda, letakkan 1 riben di pangkal bunga dan siap. 4 bijik semuanye. suke=)

mlm nant terbang pulang dan akan menggunakan masa semaksimum mungkin utk setel kan semua benda. borang sebelah dude da setel dan bley bwk blk! yay! jom kawen!

Today

2011-03-01T22:02:00.000-08:00

At this moment I feel so depressed. Dgn masalah hormon aku. Dgn baju2 kurung favorite aku yg da tak boleh nak pakai. Terpakse pakai baju apa yg ada. Dgn preparation kawen. Tiba2 semua benda nak jadi sgt menekan.

Tolong, aku tak berapa nak kuat.

=(

^_^

2011-02-25T23:46:00.000-08:00

Molten Chocolate. Now you see it.

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Now you don't. Dibaham oleh dua orang manusia!
One of the most delicious things in the whole world! in another word, SEDAP NAK MAMPOS!

ehem, my future roomate =)
52days to go

It's Wednesday!

2011-02-22T22:03:00.001-08:00

My pre-shopping

Lovey Ladybug = RM1.90 (6 pcs)
polka Birdie = RM2.50 (12pcs)

Popsicle stick = rm2.50 (20+pcs)

Heeeeee!!!

Wedding Update - songs?

2011-02-22T06:20:00.000-08:00

Me: Abah, nanti adik kawen boleh pasang lagu omputeh tak? heeee
Abah: Ko ade jempot omputeh ke? Ade?
Me: *gulp*

Yes, as expected. Mestila tak buley! Fine, tade la sedih menghentak2 kaki. Tapi aku akan pastikan takkan ada lagu rock kapak, lagu dangdut dan yg lebih kurang mcm tu. Ibu penah attend wedding DJ tu main lagu2 org kecewa bcinta. WT?? Ibu siap nyanyi, "mengapa engkau tak setia..dalam percintaan..." sape tau ni lagu Ibnor Reza. Ish kesian pengantin. Mau ter-stumble kalu tgh bjalan! Pastu lagu Mulan tu, "kamula makhluk tuhan..yg plg seksi!" MasyAllah (geleng2 kepala). Huhu!! Sebab da tak boleh berangan nak lagu Shania Twain mahupon Jack Johnson, aku nak lagu pure traditional! Aku suka lagu2 asli yg ada arcodian, gambus etc. Sangat soothing lagu2 mcm ni. Rasa mcm tersentuh je hati dgr lagu2 mcm tu. Mamat the bro tgh mengusahakan utk book this one band from Kapar. Hopefully dapat! Kalu tak nak pasang lagu omputeh gak, tak kire! ok maher zain pon ok :)

Current fav song:)

OMG. Chuck can sing!

Wedding Update

2011-02-21T02:07:00.000-08:00

1 month 17 days, to be exact 47 days. Stress? Honestly not really. Biasa2 je (sambil kuis2 kuku). InsyAllah everything is under control. Semua benda tgh bergerak. Tak sabar nak blk sg.buloh. Macam2 nak buat. InsyAllah lagi 3 kali blk je, pastu semuanye selesai :) The saddest part aku maybe tak dapat cuti pjg. Sbb masa kawin tu tgh hujung sem which the crucial part the semester, masa tu la nak update markah quiz, nak wat revision blablabla. Maybe aku amek cuti 2-3 ari sebelom event. Habis je sbelah sg.buloh, balik penang ahad pastu isnin peg kelas mngaja! Can u imagine going to the class with the inai all over the hands? Ayoyo!! sedangkan pakai cincin ni pon ada mata yang macam duk tgh korek2 cincin aku dgn mata die inikan pulak inai merah mnyala? Huhu. Nak wat cmne. Biar dieorg tau betapa commited nya aku dgn kerja. Padahal..

Oh jaohnye berangan ye, inai la bagai. Ye, saya nervous2 excited :)

Random # 186

2011-02-19T08:24:00.000-08:00

If only I could have this...

...and this...

..and this..

...and this...

my day would be happier.

Wedding Update

2011-02-18T06:48:00.000-08:00

Tadi pegi teman Dude fitting baju utk reception penang. Handsome skali! xpenah tgk dude pakai suit:) Eh, tibe2 xsabar! Ok tak senonoh. I mean tak sabar nak tgk suit tu da siap. Baju aku blomi confirm lagi. Bln 3 katenye. Aku jgk bjaya order stamp dari kak mango. Pegila tgk hasil tgn die. Hebat! Akibat sedikit tamak, aku order sticker thank u tag kat gadisjumaat pastu order button badge utk bridesmaid n bestman utk sebelah sg.buloh. Tak sabar nak tgk hasilnye ^_^ make up penang pon da booking dgn kakak jumie yang baik hati. deposit sudah bayar ^_^ aku da survey2 videographer, sunggoh tak disangka dpt murah je! (below 1k) utk two events tapi ada pihak yang tak mengizinkan. Aku nak sgt, tapi Dude nasihatkan utk simpan je duit tu. Betol jgk nanti lepas kawen nak mkn megi je? tak de la smpai mcmtu insyallah, tapi knowing me, ape aku nak aku nak jgk. tapi byk relevant nye ape Dude ckp tapi knowing me. Ok sudah. Tgkla nanti mcmane (misi memujuk Dude). Oh damn, wish he will not read this:P Videographer tu di sini so far yg aku survey ni yg plg amat murah. Boleh cuba sape mau. Mari nak share gamba lagi:

family theme color for nikah :)

this is a centerpiece utk wed housemate. RM19.90/pc @ Lovely Lace. Lovely isn't it?

and I help to add the doily+ribbon. sndiri jatoh hati ^_^

and this is dear Dude did the first fitting. sbb Dude tinggi sgt compare to the uncle, sian uncle kene jengket2. ok bile nak amek gmba je uncle x jengket

Ok that's it for now. Less than 2 months!

HIV TEST

2011-02-16T21:01:00.000-08:00

Finally, we are so done with HIV TEST! Buat dekat Klinik Kesihatan Seberang Jaya. Disebabkan kami je nak wat HIV test maka cepat jgkla process nya. Tapi leceh nak amek borang tmpt lain, cucuk tmpt lain, pinjam pen tmpt lain, sign borang tmpt lain. Kami takot2 ayam ok. Haha! Confident la tade HIV tapi the irrational fear tu. Isk! Sakit? Tak sakit? SAKIT OK! hahaha! Kteorg tak kuat langsong. Dude lagi over! Huhu! Agak berdenyut2 jugakla, jantong semakin laju, urat2 mula keluar, hujung jari membengkak pastu seluruh tangan menggeletar, lutot jadi longgar pastu..pastu.. kene tampa baru ok balik. OK tipu je :P yang bedenyut2 je btol. Sakit jgkla. Isk2! Keputusannya: NEGATIVE :) tapi result org tu xbg tgk, die soh anta teros ke Pjbt Agama. Sulit katenye. Dude da amek borang, tgk soalan2 kene interview agak menakotkan. Benda da tau je tapi bile nama interview harosla ada kesan2 seperti di atas, Nak sebot balik? jantong semakin laju, urat2... ok xpayah ye?

Alhamdulilah banyak jugak da setel skrg. Next week blk sg buloh setel borang sebelah sana plak. MUA penang da byar deposit. baju try next month. Excited2 nervous akak ok!

Checked! Checked!

I hate this.

2011-02-15T00:13:00.002-08:00

Saya cuba tak nak mendengki, tapi saya manusia. Saya nak mcmtu tapi kenapa dia yang dapat? Dah la berpunca dari saya sendiri, kalu bukan saya dia sendiri cakap die takkan tahu. Betapa seronoknya dia dengan benda cantik itu. Saya? Hanya mampu menangis dalam hati.

Oh, this is bad.

Him, him, him!

2011-02-14T05:38:00.000-08:00

Dude is so good dancing to this song. Awak nanti nyanyi masa wedding ye! Haha!

"And I swear what we have is just super cool
The way he's always in my head like a Bluetooth"

Wink! :)

Yo!

2011-02-11T08:29:00.000-08:00

1 hari bloghopping here and there. Mari nak share hasil tangkapan. I was thinking purple+pink utk hantaran nanti. Aku hold ibu dari mmbeli bunga sbb nak peg beli sama2. Come check checkidaout!

manes :)

Oh I heart this! simple, bunga suku bahagian je. brg hantaran dpt di focuskan. tak serabot. ni kdg2 brg hantaran abes hilang sbb bunga melambak2 sgt. tamau reben2 bkilat ye!

soft pink? mmg la gojes! kene plak dgn dulang silver...haihhh

super maness handboquet!

oh yes! I want this! I want this color!

Gerbera? utk bridesmaid:)

hand bouquet sayor anyone?

how bout this? jaga2 cik salmah, kene kejar kambing nanti

photo: merisik gallery

and lastly, tgk kerusi manesss tu! hik!!
shaggy carpet in fushia? Ibu!! nak mcmtu!!!

Yo! Yo! Yo!

2011-02-10T20:20:00.000-08:00

Oh ticker wedding da mnunjukkan 1 month 28 days. Excited? Nervous!! ok tipu excited lagi byk sbenarnye! :P Barang2 hantaran da hampir sempurna. Semalam da menempah brg yang aku sgt2 amat nak dari dulu lagi. Yay da ada stock! Rasa mcm the greatest achievement dlm idop. Haha! So tinggal jam Dude je lagi (haih, berapa byk jam la dude..) Huhu! Brg2 hantaran lain, sirih junjung, bunga rampai dgn cookies + cake adalah on the way. Ibu ada kat penang lastweek kteorg pegi serang kedai brg2 pengantin. Dapat beli tempat hantaran, bekas bunga rampai dgn doily paper manes! Aku duk round dgn Ibu xjumpe bekas hantaran bekenan (wah bunyik da mcm org penang) pastu Ibu ckp pangil Abah. Abah tlg tgk2 skali teros jumpe pastu cmne ntah kteorg semua suke! Haha! Tak nmpak plak bnda tu tadi. Thank you abah ^_^ carik benda simple je asal senang family Dude nak bwk blk penang nanti. Yang penting bunga2 hias nanti gojes! Opp smbong nanti! Dude sudah sampai!

Wedding Update

2011-02-08T20:04:00.000-08:00

Ye saye, lagi DUA bulan je. Alhamdulilah byk da setel. Lastweek blk da confirm baju belah sg.buloh. Next month baru nak confirm baju+make up sbelah penang. Catering Ibu handle. Pelamin in good progress. Hantaran da hanta kat mkck Ana the superwoman. Mkck Ana ni adalah seorang wanita yang sangat comitted dgn preparation kawen aku. Die bukan sedara tp kawan ibu je tapi die mmg sgt2 byk tolong. Kadang2 aku order je pape kat Ibu teros mkck Ana proceed mcmane aku nak. Mcmane la nak mmbalas budi mkck Ana ni. Lastweek blk pegi petaling street nak borong paper lantern tapi kedainya TUTOP! T_T kecewa sangat2. CNY kedai semua tutop 4-5hari. Takpe end of this month blk mesti beli!! Kedai Romantika yang aku nak beli candle lantern pon tutop! mmg gagal habis misi nak beli brg. Tapi dpt jugak jumpe Pya! kejap je, mkn2 kt Ikea, peg shah alam, da abes smue kedai tutop tros blk. and this week, the very 1st week after mid term break is sucks! maybe nextweek will get better. InsyAllah :)

Da sudah, itu aja.

The weekenders

2011-02-04T05:11:00.000-08:00

Semalam blk sg.buloh dr penang dgn Dude! Practice blk kampong sama2. Hihi! Hari ni Dude dtg lunch kt rumah ^_^ naseb baek mamat abg ku takde kalau tak Dude da kene angkat2 pasu, tanam pokok blkg umah, siram pokok bunga etc. Lpas makan peg tgk baju nak bergeli2 atas pelamin. Confirm amek 2 baju, sewa carpet bulus bulus dgn sewa kerusi manes yg saye nak! Finally dpt convince Ibu tuka kerusi. Tamau kerusi mula2 ibu soh guna tuk pelamin! Plg best bile dpt sewa dgn harga sgt berpatotan. Betol2 hao liao! For the first time baju aku try ngam2 dgn badan, sblm ni ketat la, besor la. The best thing lagi, dpt baju baru :) kakak kedai, pls ye buat baju manis2! Kasot sanding tatau nak sewa ke nak beli. Sbb kasot sewa kt butik tau la cmne pesen nye kan? jenis sarong tutop depan, blkg tbukak tu. hmm..kurang bkenan. Nanti la carik2. Lpas ni nk confirm baju sbelah penang, setelkan borang2 penting dgn HIV test. Kejap je ni, tau2 da ujung bln 3, tau2 da msok bln 4, tau2 da kawen! Huhu! InsyAllah, mintak Allah pmudah semue urusan :) Oh, esok nak pegi borong paper lantern pastu serang Ikea. InsyAllah jumpe pya the cat!

2 bulan lagi!
^_^

Wedding Update

2011-02-01T07:17:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulilah :)

Our officially wedding card invitation is finally here!

Suka sebab sangat simple. Yes, both of our cards are simple yet we really like it! (minus the things we rather not to speak) other than that, it's perfect. The feelings seeing both our names printed on the card is speechless! Macam exaggerate gila kan :p Thanks Galerikadkahwin!

the envelope ^_^

Next, do the name list! Dear friends, look out for this ya!

Random # 185

2011-01-31T05:33:00.000-08:00

Perempuan kalau marah...

1. jgn tanya kenapa dia marah
2. jgn senyap buat tatau
3. jgn tak pujuk
4. belikan something yang dia suka
5. pujuk lagi sampai dia ketawa
6. jgn suruh calm down
7. jgn tanya sama ada dia tak syg anda ke apa
8. jgn jgn jgn marah dia balik
9. jgn membebel

dan yang paling penting, perempuan kalau marah...

10. dia patot tanya diri sendiri sebab apa dia marah (sgt), tanya diri sendiri perlu ke nak marah sampai mcm tu, kalau tak perlu jadi tak payah susah2 nak marah, so 9 perkara di atas lelaki tak perlu buat. Lebih aman kan?

Saja nak share, ape org jawa kata, sharing is caring? haa.. terima kasih :)

Wedding Update

2011-01-30T22:31:00.000-08:00

Broadband da slow. Susah nak update blog. Akibatnya pagi2 lagi aku da lepak McD. Mengigil rasenye tak online 3 hari. Huhuk! Sabtu hari tu da anta jahet baju nikah. Tailor recommended by kakak. Hopefully akak tailor tu phm la cmne yang aku nak. Tgk die sketch2 tu da betol. Takot sbenarnye nak anta jahet baju2 ni. Kdg2 rasa beli siap lagi bagos. Budget sama je. Tapi sbb kain ni da pilih masa btunang hari tu takkan nak beli baju lain plak. Tapi aku tuka lining baju tu. yang da siap beli dgn kain chiffon itu lining nye adalah keras! I nak flowy2 ye, tamau *jegang! akak tailor dgn baik hati volunteer nak peg carikkan kain. Tq akak tailor:) Kain utk baju pon aku tuka. Tanak kain beaded, nak ropol2. Hihi! Ok macam2 kan? 20 mac 1st fitting. Harus cantek ye akak tailor, please2 pretty please! Mcm biase la, bile time ukor badan tu akak tailor smpat ckp "nampak kuros, peha ngan b*nt*t besar ye" ARGHHH!! time kaseh kakak T_T pnggang je mantain ye, yg lain abes kembang! This weekend nak ukor baju bergeli2 atas pelamin plak ^_^

Apa belom siap:

1. Ukor baju 2-2 belah
2. Pelamin penang reception
3. Paper lantern - this sat peg petlaing street. sape nak ikot saye?
4. Candle lantern romantika - Friday kot
5. Kad kawen to collect - this week/next week
6. Cat bilik :)
7. Brg hantaran - aku lagi 1, dude lagi 2 (yeke awk?)

Yang lain2 in progress. Hm, aku nak videographer. Nak sangat. Tapi videog mahal2. Semua start at 2k. Dude tak bagi :( takpe nanti aku pujok lagi. Huhu!

Had fun with lil monsters on last saturday. 4th Birthday Rina & Dina :)

itu saja.

Random # 184

2011-01-22T21:09:00.000-08:00

Pegi Tesco hari ini. Tibe2 nampak kedai baru dlm tesco - MR.DIY. kedai ala2 kedai jual brg jepun kt The Curve tu. Semua murah2 dan byk skali! saja jln2 seround dan terbeli ini:

Notebook = RM1.50; Ladybug pencils = RM0.70

Ye saya sgt obsessed dgn notebook. Skrg je da ada 4 notebooks. Yang betol2 pakai 2 je. Heee! Tapi notebook itu mura saje kan? ada mcm2 color; white, baby blue, red tp saye suke kuning ni sbb ada gamba pemutar piring hitam tu, haha ape name nye? pencil tu da lame aku nak tp kt MPH mahal gile ni 7 kupang saje. Sama brand ye. Ya udah, itu aje ^_^

Wedding Thingy II

2011-01-22T17:16:00.000-08:00

Hello! Next nak sambong pasal vendor2 dan blog2 pilihan. Selain Chenta Weddings, Whitelacetale, aku suke jugak hasil kerja mereka ini:

WEDDING PLANNER

KerjaKahwin
Memang sangat Whoaaa!

ARMA WEDDING COUTURE
Manessss, kemas, exclusive

ASH&ANN
Ni pelamin wedding Ann tu sendiri, reception sbelah Ash. Mmg die reka semua. Mmg tak penag org buat pelamin mcm ni lagi. This is English Vintage Theme. Lepas wedding ni, die teros nekad jadi wedding planner and I bet she'll be a great one. Plus in her blog byk sgt tips2 utk B2B. eg: kalu jmpotan 1000pax berapa byk kad kene buat. Bukan 1000 kad ye!

Ini Moroccan theme wedding sbelah Ann. Theme dari die jugak. CANTEK BUKAN??

Lain2 vendor:

Merisik Gallery

Oh he proposed

Ole ole manis

Dieorg ada byk pilihan hantaran, wedding doorgift yang cantek2 dan manis2

KEK & COOKIES

Cupcakeschek

takde lain, aku mmg suke yang ni jgk! Cookies die sgt2 cantek! kemas dan adorable! gmba atas cookies cake utk hantaran. affordable price. tapi kak ayu ni based di Melaka. tp mmg worth it la nak amek cookies die. aku xpenah order lagi so tatau rasa mcmane tp confirm sedap ni. Yang best kak ayu letak skali resipi nak buat cookies n cakes!

Semua vendor2/ wedding planner di atas adalah yg affordable la bagi aku. Nak yg lagi meletop2 kasi terbakar punya wallet pon ada. Kasik tunjuk skit ye:

NAS GREAT IDEA (NGI)

Motto dia: Nothing Impossible (Huhu)

NGI sgt exclusive sbb pelamin semua pakai fresh flowers! Price starts at 5K =)

Bunga juntai2 terbalik tu mmg signature NGI. ada budget? boleh la amek dieorg. Hehe.
gamba atas majlis akad nikah Sabby

Itu saja. Nanti sambong lain plak.

p/s: mok pya please amek Chenta Weddings. Kalu mok buat majlis malam mmg perfect amek dieorg! nama owner die Sarah and Winder.

Wedding Thingy

2011-01-22T00:37:00.000-08:00

Excuse me, hari ini aku isytiharkan hari paling tak produktif. I got no money yet. Dalam purse ade rm64 3kupang je. Dude tade kene skola ari sabtu. GRRR!!!! housemate wiken mmg g tido umah tunang die. Maka nya aku ngadap laptop dari pkol 10am sampai skang da pkol 5pm. Dan aktiviti ini akan berlarutan sampai malam esok. Nasib baiklah ada broadband kalau tak mmg aku da start kete blk sg buloh. bye2 dude! Mari nak cerite lagi pasal kawin. Da hampir setahun aku bloghopping sana sini blog2 kawen. Sampai aku da kenal bride to be (B2B) dlm blog dieorg. Sampai aku da kenal ni kawan sape, ni bf kpd sape. bkn aku sekoh @ busybody ye. Tapi bile da tgk hari2 da naik hapal jgk la. Ada 2-3org bloggers yang aku follow dari dieorg blom btunang sampai da ada anak! Tapi mmg byk sgt info2 pasal kawin bley dpt dr B2B pny blog ni. Byk sgt! aku da bley kenal mane MUA (make up artist-ni terms utk B2B), photg, videog, wedding planner yang best dan cantek2. Mari dperkenalkan:

MUA

Aween Seindahwajah
(ni bkn aween ni org yg dimakeup oleh aween) suke ini ^_^

LOVA (personal fav aku tapi die fully booked, sikit keciwe) blog die tak berapa aktif. Check it out kt FB. type je Lova Cinta

DECO & PELAMIN

Chenta Weddings by indypop
personal fav lagi! sgt amat suka dieorg! sgt indie, sgt modern. tgk tu chiavari chairs! kerusi tu sgt mahal. and those lanterns...haaaa drooling!

ni pelamin Chenta Weddings buat. To me, it's perfect!

Kerongsang Couture - dieorg based in Penang. mmg manes! tapi baju kt butik dieorg agak limited

WEDDING DRESS

Dina Halim =)

Mixora

Trend skrang ada photobooth and guestbook table. I will dftly DIY the gestbook table tp photobooth tatau lagi nak buat ke tak. Propose kat Ibu and she was like-what? Haha.. takpe Ibu nanti adik visual kan kt ibu. Oh yes lagi satu candy buffet!!

Maness bukan?? ni dari Whitelacetale.weddings
dieorg ni mmg best. so English deco wedding dieorg buat. Kalu aku tak DIY mmg aku amek dieorg tak pon Chenta wedding itu!

BUNGA

hydrangea!! bunga yg kelopak2 kecil itu =)
bunga ni mmg manes. die soften the bouquet/centerpiece
Bunga ni mahal. Sejambak besar tapak tgn will cost you RM19.90

Ok penat da. Nanti sambong yang lain.

Wedding Update

2011-01-21T06:04:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulilah, we are so done with Kad Jempotan=) lepas alter 4-5kali, lepas ni tunggu kad siap saje. Bedebar2 ok. Mintak2 la manes. Hee! Aku buat kad sama tempat dgn Dude. Reason? It's way cheaper than in KL! kalu mcm kad aku nak tu 0.75/pc kat penang boley dapat 0.45/pc. Mula2 kad yang aku nak RM1.10 telah direject sekeras2 nye oleh ibu. All in all aku dapat save dlm RM400 utk kad ni. Happy=) Then pegi carik baju n pelamin. Kteorg da mcm nak confirm nak amek 1 so called wedding planner ni but happen to know they are actually not as good as what we think. Terus cancel. Carik lain dpt la 1 butik ni, pelamin cantik tapi baju tak byk choice. Sempat try 2 baju tadi, 1st one tak muat ye kawan2! Haha! Nak tegelak pon ada, aku tgk cutting baju tu je aku da tau tp akak butik tu kata boleh. Kesimpulannye mmg xmuat! Boleh plak akak tu ckp, "Hm, nampak kurus ye" Hahaha! Terima kasihla kakak! Nasib baik akak ni baik. Try lagi satu baju...hmm..errmm.. cmne nak ckp ye. Muat..tapi! aku xberape bekenan.. design die kot, color da ok. So xleh nak decide lagi=( Kat penang mmg xbyk choice. Tgk la nextweek mcmane.

Next saturday da nak anta jahit baju nikah. Da ade beberape design aku compile nak soh tukang jahit tu buat. Heee! As most people know, pelamin aku DIY both nikah and sanding. Ibu dgn kawan die gubah semue bunga. Rezeki ada org nak tlg buatkan pelamin, kawan kpd kawan ibu itu. Pelamin nikah mmg aku yang nk buat. Wahh! Hebat ek ko nak buat2 sendiri? Huhu! Nextweek akan aku rembat 2bijik lantern ala2 Moroccan tu kat romantika shah alam!

Baju sanding sbelah aku Insyallah da ada, kakak butik tu nak buatkan baru ikot color n design aku nak. Mula2 aku nak sgt baju kt shah alam tu tp masyallah mahalnye. Sewa sepsang 2.5k! Mengucap pjg ibu. Nana ada suggest kt Mixora, dlu die pakai butik tu. aku ada tgk gak baju2 die kt majalah pengantin. Mmg cantik2. Tgk nextweek nak ajak ibu peg tgk. Waa semue nak buat nextweek padahal ada ari sabtu je kt sana. ISK!

One of my bunga pelamin. Ni blom gubah, aku sumbat2 je. Heee!

OMG (yay!) 76 DAYS LEFT!!

Random # 183

2011-01-19T18:16:00.001-08:00

Hi! Hari ni cuti, aku ngadap lappy la smpai ptg ni. Nak cerita mcm2 ni. Good news! I've lost 2kilos within 2weeks! Bad news, tak rasa badan mngurus=( baju2 tetap ketat, lagi2 baju kurung! Baju kurung ye mngetat! bukan kebaya!! pelik jugak. Dulu aku kurangkan makan sikit je da rasa longgar2 skit baju, kali ni tidak! Rupe2nye 2kilos tu bukan lemak yg kurang tp berat otot. Aku tny EN.JOY die yang explain kenapa. En.joy ini mcm dietitian jgkla. Pegila website sususejat die tu byk info bagos2 pasal diet. Menurut en.joy diet aku kurang protein, akibat aku asek mkn cereal, strawbery+epal saje. bile ingat2 balik, oh mmg pon. aku totally reject nasi, ayam, daging, telor, ikan. Ish2.. kesian badan aku. sorry dear body, I'll take more protein ok?

sumber protein

Ok, abes pasal diet. tapi kan pasal diet ni, emosi terganggu. Sikit2 nak sedih, sikit2 nak rasa cm diabaikan. Over, i know! jadi mangsa Dude la! Huhu! bile xangkat tepon je aku emo, padahal die peg berak. Bile tepon je die nk g mkn aku emo, padahal die blk lmbt dr skola blom mkn. Bile tepon je die da nak peg pdg skola training bdk2 men bola aku emo, padahal tu mmg keje die. Nasib baikla Dude ni penyabar tahap gaban. Sian awak, sorry ye. Hari2 kene melayan perangai aku yg nak kuros tp blom betol2 kuros ni. Alahai syg awk. Hmm, cerite seterusnya. Da dpt gmba konvo! nak tgk?

Gemok. pastu org kedai ni edit lebih2 plak abes jadi lain muke aku tu. kalu di photoshopkan jadi runcing sket muke aku tu xpe gak! Grrr! tp gmba dgn Abah Ibu suke ^_^

ok itu saje. babai!

ON PANAS!

2011-01-17T05:18:00.000-08:00

One sweet day, Mama came to me and showed a text message she received a day before.

Mama: Aneng, cuba kau baca SMS ni

“Anda mahukan video aksi gadis-gadis yang panas di bilik mandi? Mahukan bla bla bla video gadis seksi di bilik tidur? Sila type ON PANAS dan hantar ke 23030 sekarang!”

Yon Sapeni: Oh… itu message tipu tu! Jangan layan, terus delete!

Mama: Oh… yeke?! Ingatkan memang orang betul. So Mama pun replylah

“Awak ada tak video cerita Korea, tapi yang Malay subtitle punya…?”

Mama: Tapi… orang tu tak reply pulak message tu!

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My dear Saiful Hisham,

2011-01-13T21:54:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU!!
wpon muka die sombong tapi sangat fluffeyyy!!!

terima kasih awak! suke ^_^

IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!

2011-01-13T21:28:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulilah, skali lagi dapat celebrate birthday=) and this year, I'm TWENTY SEVEN! yes 2 and 7! among all my good friends, I'm the earliest who turns 27. Syukur sangat2 dengan apa Allah kurniakan sekarang. I have a great parents, siblings, nieces & nephews. I have awesome friends. I have a job that I like. I'm healthy though a little bit not skinny and the best thing, I have a super cool fiance/future husband =) I feel so complete now. Insyallah, I will be a wife with this age=) and yes I can't wait! I'm praying for more great future.

Ya Allah, permudahkan semua urusanku. Amin.

Oh, I love my new age!

OFSD III

2011-01-09T00:50:00.000-08:00

I did exercise today! Buat 30mins cardio aerobics. Da lam download video aerobic tu, rajin jgk la dlu buat tapi tak consistent. Ni nk start blk. Guess what? Dulu 30min tu tade hal, mmg boleh buat smpai cool down, tapi skrg tidak lagi! belum 20min aku da berterabor, pergerakan smakin lembab, napas huru hara pastu rasa nak muntah! aku minom susu b4 start. Kene tunggu at least 2hrs b4 start ye! tapi bpeloh2 jgk, dlu lagi hebatla bpeloh. Nampaj tak betapa dah xsehat nye aku?? Tapi mmg sukela tgk peloh mngalir2 klua dr dahi. sbb jarang bpeloh so jakun skit. haha! Lastnye aku wat cool down sndiri, xleh ikot video tu rs nak pengsan.

Tghari ni wat nasi goreng, xgorng pkai minyak pon. kering je. Ptg peg jusco and now I will eat my 2nd box of Nestle Fitnesse cereal! beli susu, strawberry etc. Sblm blk aku timbang kat kedai dlm jusco tu.huhu. Last timbang masa buat medical check up a month ago, 64kg. tadi timbang 62.7kg! Yay!! I've lost 1.3kg! aku br jage mkn btol2 last week. so kire lost 1.3kg in a week la kn? haha!! That's cool enough for me^_^ nampaknye diet aku mnjadi. Kalu aku bley mantain, berat bley kurang 5.2kg in a month! so total weight 59.8kg! WHOAAA!! jgn berangan lagi, 3weeks to go! Can't wait!

OFSD II

2011-01-08T05:42:00.000-08:00

Sudah 5 hari jaga makan. Hasilnya? Tak tau. Heeee! Tak timbang pon lagi. Tapi rasa badan ringan, perut behave sikit. Aku tak la extreme sgt nak diet. Max mungkin aku kene turun 5kilo. Rasanya adalah turun sekilo da kot skrg. Nanti nak timbang.

What have I taken for the past 5 days:
1. Breakfast: Fitnesse cereal + apple + strawberry, Milo no sugar/condensed milk
2. Lunch: Two slices white bread + omelet (oil free) + plain water
3. Dinner (bwteen 6-7pm) : Fitnesse cereal + apple + strawberry, plain water

Yesterday, we ate A&W. OMG OMG. I had chicken sandwich + rootbeer. No good, no good. BUT! The chicken is not oily at all, less mayo and I only drank quarter of the rootbeer, later I had a bottle of mineral water=) Today, I had ktiaw for lunch with plain water=) Dude agak tkejot. Hehe. Yes I'm so serious about this. Rasa mcm da byk sgt mkn+minum manis. Oh sblm blk td smpat minom whitechoc coffeebean! Damn! Tapi minum separoh je. Terasa nak minom. Huhu!
Hopefully my diet will be better. Plus, I'm planning to do aerobic at home. Dah penah buat sblm ni, only for couple of weeks. It is a 30min program, will do it 3times in a week. Honestly, agak depressed mkn mkanan diet ni, rasa hambar je hidup, tp bile da rasa sikit perubahan rasa makin bersemangat! aku pon da control skit makan dude. No coke, no sweet drinks, no nasik tambah etc.

Can we do this? Yes we can!

BYE BYE MUFFIN TOP!

Baiklah!

2011-01-04T23:35:00.000-08:00

Makin aku bloghopping makin aku pening. lagi byk tgk pelamin lagi aku pening. Sudah2 stick to ur plan, bak kate unofficial consultant aku, nana! baik aku focus cmne nak buat sehabis baik. Aku plan nak balik sg buloh minggu ni, ibu plak bz. So balik next week. Adalah mcm2 nak setel balik nanti aku tatau la sempat ke tak.

1. Serang butik pengantin, curik baju dieorg
2. ....

ok itu je aku boleh buat.

Oh, kad da tempah. 2nd draft. byk nk kene betolkan (according to ibu abah). sabtu mau peg kedai kad tu, alter then proceed with deposit. kalu smue ok.

ok la bye!

OFSD (On F*ucking Serious Diet)

2011-01-04T02:34:00.004-08:00

NO MORE THIS!!

STARTING TODAY,
I WILL ONLY EAT THESE

=)

sangat-sangat kenyang dan sedap, agak costly la TAPI! perjuangan haros diteruskan!

GO PJOY! GO PJOY!

Nak balik.

2011-01-03T19:12:00.000-08:00

Byk blom settle. Ibu slalu call nak tuka tu, tuka ni. Kalu balik pon ada ari sabtu je. Jumaat gerak pas keje smpai umah da tgh mlm. ahad tghari da blk. kedai byk tutop plak. nak amek cuti, kelas blom smnggu pon lagi start. kurang 3bln lagi (minus april). Takot T_T

Belom siap:

1. Baju bsanding - blom survey, blom tgk mane2
2. Pelamin - sigh
3. Doorgift - ikat riben terhenti sbb da start kelas.
4. Legal docs nikah - blom buat pape
5. HIV test pon blom
6. Kad kahwin - blom msok duit deposit

Skang tensen gmok. stress!!!!

January - April 2011 Timetable

2011-01-02T05:45:00.000-08:00

18 hours + 6 hours extra class = 24 hours in a week
3 classes in Permatang Pauh + 1 class in Balik Pulau (yes, in Penang Island!)

BRING IT ON!!

They were here!!

2011-01-02T05:23:00.000-08:00

awesome performance by Pesawat - New Year countdown @ Pdg Kota Lama

Pdg Kota Lama

Queensbay

Hammerbay Ikan Bakar

Straits Quay

Thanks Iramok, Lyida beepsy for coming for the new year!! =))
We took lots of awesome pictures kan! tp lmbat nk upload kt sini sbb size besar, sbb ira da tuka lens camera yang mmbuatkan gamba jadi super cantek. ngaaaaa!!

and of course tq my dear dude=)

WELCOME 2011

2011-01-02T00:20:00.000-08:00

2011

Pray this year will be (one of) the best year in my life, amin

yes, three months left

=)

New semester, here I come!

2010-12-28T20:21:00.000-08:00

Apa korang ingat semester nak start korang je sibuk beli stationary?

ada apa2 yang tertinggal lagi tak? nak pegi beli ni. Heeee!!

p/s: promise to be more well organized this coming new year!

Apa2 lah

2010-12-28T02:45:00.000-08:00

Susah sikit skrg nak prepare hal2 kawin. Lagi 3bln beberape hari. GILA! 3BLN?? *jantung kencang* Ibu shopping kt sane, aku 'shopping' dari sini. Hari ni je 5 kali Ibu call. Ok tak bunga yang mcm ni, ok tak kalu tambah kaler ni, kalau tuka bunga ok ke. Aduh2. Kesian Ibu, tapi nasib baik ada kawan2 dia yang suka nak bsusah sama2. Nanti ye Ibu, next month adik balik lagi. Next Monday kelas da start, nak balik2 selalu mungkin susah. balik pon ada hari sabtu je boleh peg sana sini, WHICH tak cukop masa tu. Nak amek cuti, nanti leceh nak ganti kelas (past yang aku plg malas) Ya Allah, mintak semuanya ok. Amin=) Mari nak share pelamin (bukan aku pny)

Love the color and simplicity (bukan siti)

love the color

color yang garang-suke!

aaahhhh....

ade wings!! terbangggg~~~

MashaAllah! Cantik kan?

saya tak dapat pelamin2 yang mcm ni,
tapi saya yakin pelamin saya akan jadi yang terbaik juga=)

Check Check

2010-12-26T06:23:00.000-08:00

1. Paper lanterns - belom beli

2. Polka dot ribbons - da beli, da start buat=)

3. Kursus kawen - done!

4. Booking makeup - deposit done!

5. Pelamin + baju - pelamin in progress, baju bln depan

6. photographer + videographer - Photog da bayar deposit! videograp maybe tade=(

7. Kad kawen - da siap design, nk alter

8. doorgift - in good progress (VIP, ALL, KIDS)

9. Guestbook table - 40% flowers, frame done

10. Brg hantaran - 2 belom beli, dude lagi 1

11. Deco hantaran - 0%

12. Bunga rozet- Family done; AJK done

So far, Alhamdulilah=)

2011 RESOLUTIONS

2010-12-26T06:01:00.000-08:00

Honestly I never had one before. Never seriously bother to have one. But this time, after what I have been through plus the thing I want to get through this coming April *wink*, I decide to have my new year resolutions. Insyallah, 2011 will be a different year for me, different than the past 26 years. Insyallah I will be a wife to my dearest Saiful. So here are my resolutions and I will do this, dengan izin Allah.

1. On serious diet - will NOT eat fastfood, oily creamy cheesy fluffy cheesy creamy oily creamy...
2. Work seriously+honestly+enthusiastically
3. Be organized, really well organized
4. Drink lots and lots of plain water5. Baca Quran more often
6. Sembahyang sunat
7. Turun berat badan <60
8. Jangan marah2
9. Taknak buruk sangka dengan orang
10. Be a better person altogether.

=)credit: ira

Sgt syg org duduk sebelah saya tu.

Kursus Kahwin Masjid Negeri Pulau Pinang

2010-12-26T03:36:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulilah, dah pergi kursus kahwin 2 hari. Seronok? Pergi bukan utk berseronok ye, pergi untuk menambah ilmu (huhu) dgn sijil! Ada 8 modul, rasanye mane2 pon sama kot modul ni; Akidah & Ibadah, Akhlak & Hubungan Keluarga, Perkahwinan & Prosedur, Pengurusan Kesihatan, Pengurusan masa & wang, Komunikasi suami isteri, Pengurusan stress & konflik, Rundingcara Jabatan Agama Islam & Pembubaran Perkahwinan. Pengurusan Kesihatan je takde, sbb takde Doktor yg free nak dtg bg talk. Semua penceramah lelaki, sorang je boring yang lain klaka & klaka sikit. Hehe. Alhamdulilah, tau la sikit/byk sikit pasal kahwin ni. Bahagian prosedur xbleh nak ikot sgt, sbb lain negeri lain. Aku nikah kat Selangor so kene ikot prosedur sana. Overall, ok lah kursus tu. Aku sorang2 je, mkn sorang, tak bbual dgn sape pon. Huhu. Ye, dude ada tapi tak kan nak bekepit kemane2 be2 dlm masjid tu. Ish!

Next, proceed dgn borang kahwin dgn HIV test pastu tnggu je smpai akad nikah=) Insyallah.

p/s: makan tak sedap >.<

Stylecovered

2010-12-25T05:50:00.000-08:00

Jom pakai mcm Hana Tajima. Ngeee~!

more?

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Random # 182

2010-12-25T04:30:00.000-08:00

saya baru menikmati nasi dalca tepi jln blk lorong kedai. Sedap! saya suke dr ns kndar beratoq
Terima kasih awak bawak org makan=)

Merry Christmas!

Dude saya ^_^

Hari ni pegi kursus kahwin, esok last day. Nanti update pasal ni.
Bye!